Chapter 15
E|POV
(B) Edward, 당신 never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell 당신 but under no circumstances can 당신 blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when 당신 left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put 당신 through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night 당신 left, after I had read the letter when 당신 told me 당신 were In 사랑 with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, 당신 did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, 당신 can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do 당신 mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! 당신 were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I 사랑 you! I can’t put 당신 in danger! Even if it’s to save 당신 from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and 당신 returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! 당신 attempted suicide 3 times, 당신 were admitted to rehab! Anything else 당신 want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry 당신 think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last 년 that I would try to kill myself because the girl I 사랑 left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) 당신 know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but 당신 know comment, become a 팬 etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.
E|POV
(B) Edward, 당신 never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell 당신 but under no circumstances can 당신 blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when 당신 left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put 당신 through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night 당신 left, after I had read the letter when 당신 told me 당신 were In 사랑 with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, 당신 did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, 당신 can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do 당신 mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! 당신 were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I 사랑 you! I can’t put 당신 in danger! Even if it’s to save 당신 from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and 당신 returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! 당신 attempted suicide 3 times, 당신 were admitted to rehab! Anything else 당신 want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry 당신 think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last 년 that I would try to kill myself because the girl I 사랑 left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) 당신 know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but 당신 know comment, become a 팬 etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.
