E|POV
2 weeks. 2 god damned weeks! That’s how long it had been since I talked to her. Every time I went near her she bolted as far away from me as fast as she could. I remained in the same place I had since the night she had left. Every waking 분 I would sit at the 책상, 데스크 and gaze over at her window hoping to catch a glimpse of her. She never shut her curtains not fully at least not in the 16 years I had been best 프렌즈 with her for. About 15 분 later she opened her curtains and a large grin had spread across my face. Has she forgiven me I thought to my-self, part of me hoping this was true but the other part knowing that it would never happen? I had hurt her too much. But still I kept hoping until she turned round and sat at her 책상, 데스크 with her back facing me. She hunched her back over and began writing. I then heard a chap at my door and since my parents weren’t in I would have to go down and answer the door when I did answer it, I wished I hadn’t it was Jacob Black. My Ex-Best friend. (E) What do 당신 want? (E) I snapped. (J) I want to know what 당신 done to make my girlfriend want to leave town? (J) He roared. (E) Well we both know why your dating her don’t we. And 당신 don’t deserve her as your girlfriend! 당신 treat her like a bloody 펀치 bag! (E) I screamed. (J) And what do 당신 mean 의해 that ‘we both know why your dating her’ the answer to that would be I 사랑 her. (J) (E) we both know that the only reason you’re going out with her is because I wanted her! 당신 told me as much! (E) I snapped. (J) And we both know the reason 당신 didn’t. Because 당신 didn’t think she would be easy. Well have I got news for you, she’s great absolutely great! She’s a screamer 당신 know? (J) And with that I snapped him and Bella didn’t oh god no! Just as I was about to introduce him to my left fist Bella came running out and grabbed Jacobs face. She’s gonna slap him I thought to myself, but no she started snogging him only to break away for air. At that point I believed everything that dog had said about Bella and him and it made me sick. I could feel the tears stinging in the corner of my eyes. At that moment she broke away from him said goodbye to him. Then turned to me. Oh god what was she going to do hug me, 키스 me? Sadly none of these (B) Goodbye Edward (B) and with that she was in the car waiting for Charlie. Charlie came out with an envelope and handed it to me nodding his head and then drove away. I no longer had the patience for Jacob Black; I walked into my house slamming the door shut and slouched down on my 침상, 소파 to read the letter.
Dear Edward, 의해 the time 당신 receive this letter 당신 will know that I have left. As much as I don’t want to talk 당신 after the past 16 years of friendship I thought I owed 당신 this. I shall be away for seven weeks. As much as I want to say when I come back stay out of my life, I can’t because I have been keeping a big secret from 당신 for quite a while. Im in 사랑 with you. So there 당신 have it, as much as I wish 당신 feel the same way it’s evident 당신 don’t and never will. I will see 당신 when I come back after im over you, your my best friend and I don’t want to lose that, ever! So 당신 can 이메일 me during the summer. And do not under any circumstances say 당신 사랑 me too, because it’s not fair on me. Goodbye Edward.
Bella.
I was now physically sobbing. I couldn’t control it. She was in 사랑 with me too all this time. I couldn’t handle it. I went into the 부엌, 주방 and pulled out the first sharp thing I could find and took it to my wrists then everything went black…
Okay guy’s sorry cliff-hanger. It should brighten up soon! I hope LOL 코멘트 etc ! <3
Lisa.
