Chapter 4

B|POV

I was heartbroken I knew he loved me just not in the way I wanted it. I needed to be loved. I grabbed my phone and text Jake.
J, what 당신 doing I really need 당신 can we meet ? –Bx Then I placed my phone down shocked at what I was doing I was going to Jake to loose my V-card. I 사랑 him but not like I 사랑 Edward oh well Edward was one to be kind with details when it came to Tanya and him. Infact he shared with me every agonizing detail with me. I was dragged out of my thoughts 의해 my phone buzzing. 1 new message.
Bella babe, im at my house everything okay? 당신 coming round? –Jx God he was being nice to be today, he must be in a good mood.
Yeh, Jake im ready … can I come round? –Bx I quickly pressed the send button before changing my mind. Before I could even place my phone back it buzzed again.
B, Ofcourse I have an empty house come round just now. –Jx And with that text i drove down to LaPush. I quickly got out my car and sprinted to Jakes door to avoid the rain. Once I was there I chapped and Jake opened it and pulled me into a deep kiss. And with that the activities began. I was threw against the 벽 so Jake could have his way with me. 2 hours and 23 분 later I reappeared feeling rather good about myself. I left and jumped into my car and began to drive home. But that’s when it had hit me, the deed I had just carried out. I began feeling terrible and only wanted to talk to one person. As I drove up to my house I noticed the time and that he would nearly be home. So I decided to go up to his room to sit and wait until I could apologize. However when I chapped the door Esme opened it and embraced me in one of her motherly hugs I loved so much. I told her I was here to talk to Edward and she told me he was in his room with another visitor. I realized that it would probably be Jasper 또는 Emmet. When I reached his room I chapped the door and began to walk in. then I was stopped in my tracks 의해 what I saw. Edward on 상단, 맨 위로 of Tanya on his 침대 with a smashed 사진 of Edward and I at the bottom of the bed. And with that I gasped and ran, I quickly realized that he must have heard me because all I heard was ‘Bella, please wait. Im sorry’ but I couldn’t take it I ran up to my room and shut my curtains and lay in my 침대 and cried. I must had eventually fell asleep because when I awoke I had 6 texts.
B, Today was great! Can’t wait for a re-run! –Jx
Bella, Im sorry please let me explain. Ex
B, I know your mad but please talk to me. I 사랑 you. Ex
Bella please im worried 당신 wont answer your door talk to me!!. Ex
Bells, don’t worry about 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 tonight I will bring something in! – Dadx
Bella Swan! 당신 better reply to my texts I need to talk to you!.Ex
I never replied to any of the texts that night, instead I waited until my Dad was in to ask something I hope he will let me do. (B) Dad, do 당신 mind if for the rest of the term I stay with mum? (B) (C) Okay Bella if that’s what 당신 want.(C) (B) Thanks dad I really need this(B) with that I stood up and pecked him on the cheek. And went upto reply to these texts. Well his texts.
당신 don’t need to be sorry! I will see 당신 if and when I come back! Goodbye. B Exactly 30 초 later he replied
Where are 당신 going? Please don’t leave me I need you. I 사랑 you. Ex
Its none of your business where I am going all 당신 need to know is it is somewhere we cant interfere with each other and don’t lie. 당신 don’t 사랑 me! –B I pressed the send button with tears streaming down my face.
Why are 당신 being like this? Tell me let’s talk about it. I need you. And make no mistake Isabella Swan. I 사랑 You! -E . 의해 this point I was in tears.
Goodbye Edward. I clicked send and began to pack my bags. But I also opened my curtains so I could see into his room and he into mine. I looked over and seen the burning man in Edward.











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