Two weeks 이전 it was my 18th birthday Edwards family threw a surprise party for me,but it went horrible wrong.I cut my fingure and Jasper tried to kill me,edward flung me back but i cut myself on glass.Carlisle fixed me but i knew edward was very upset.He hated himself he said it was his fault but its not,he said a normal boyfriend could stay with me if i was bleading.I didint say anything to him i just let him get his anger out he needed to.That night Charlie got called out and had to go then edward changed he started 키싱 me and didnt stop.We made 사랑 that night the best night of my life.I woke that morning feeling fine but then charlie said Isabella Marie 백조 get down here,i knew i was in trouble he never said my full name unless i was in trouble.It turned out he was just angry for me not going to work thank goodness i thought he knew what me and edward did.Ever since then edward has been with me constantly but he always seemed a bit sad,we didnt make 사랑 again i didnt object because i didnt mind as long as i was with him.
Today is Friday edward will be going hunting tomorrow so i wont see him so i will spend all my time with him today,he wanted to spent his time with me so why not.We were walking to class when i felt a bit sick must be from lunch so i kept walking to biology.We sat down in our seats the teacher will be here in a few 분 so i will talk to edward.I turned to him,he looked beautiful like a greek god,bronze messy hair golden eyes perfect features he was beautiful head to toe.He turned to me and took my hand.
"You look beautiful today"he said with a dazzling smile showing his pearly white teeth.
"Thanks"i said blushing he touched my cheek and laughed a bit.I looked at him and he looked at me,there was and emotion in his eyes that was trying to be hidden it was sadness deep sadness and agony and regret.It made me sad to see him sad.
"Whats wrong?"i asked sounding sad.His eyes widened a bit.
"Nothing is wrong why?"he asked controling his voice.
"Because your eyes are giving 당신 away and i can tell 당신 are controling your voice i'm not that stupid edward"i said a bit anoyed that he lied to me.His mouth was hanging open a bit he was shocked that i noticed that.
"Its just that....jasper hates himself even though it was my fault"he said sadly.
"It was not your fault,it just happened i told 당신 both it wasnt your fault but 당신 still dont believe,your just as stubborn as me"i said sighing.He smiled.
"Feel better?"i asked him.
"Yes a little bit"he said looking down.
Then the teacher came in,the lesson was fine nothing great but i was glad it was over because i was the end of the day.Edward drove me 집 then came inside,we layed on the sofa he put his arms around me and i put my head on his chest.
"I 사랑 당신 never forget that"he said to me after a while.
"I 사랑 당신 too always"i said to him then he huged me tighter.
"You are the best thing that ever happened to me, 당신 changed me forever 당신 will always have my heart"he said to me then kissed my forhead.
"You are the most beautifuliest,kindest,loveliest none selfish person i have ever met i would never hurt 당신 unless it was to save you"he said, i felt like crying,it sounded like something 당신 would here in those old 사랑 stories.
"You are the same"i said to him.
"No i am not"he said sadly.
"Yes 당신 are,you just dont see yourself that way thats another thing ,you are always thinking of others and not yourself"i said to him and looked up at him.He smiled down at me then kissed me,Every time he kisses me my 심장 nearly explodes.Then he stoped he started stroking my cheek.
"When are 당신 going hunting?"i asked.his face fell a bit.
"Actually i hae to leave in a minute"he said a bit sad.
"Why i thought 당신 were going tomorrow"i said now upset he stroked my cheek again.
"I'm sorry i will see 당신 tomorrow"he said to me chokeing a bit at the end.Then we stood up and started walking to the door.
"See 당신 tomorrow then"i said sadly i dont want him to go.He then kissed me,i thought it would be a peck but it was a passionate kiss.
"Goodbye"he said to me then left.
I sat back down on the sofa and started watching tv,after a few 분 i felt a bit sick again.Then it got worse,i ran to the sink and was sick but it was blood.What the hell?i thought to myself i have to go to the hospital.Edward will be gone 의해 now,i drove to the hospital and went inside.
"Bella whats wrong?"carlisle asked,i guessed he would be here he must not be going hunting with edward.
"Um i dont know i was feeling sick earlier then it happened again a while 이전 then i vomited blood"i said to him in a worried voice.He looked at me shocked and worried.
"Alright come in here and i will examin you"he said walking into another room.I layed on the hospital 침대 and he started feeling my stomack it hurt when he pushed a little harder.
"Have 당신 been sexually active"he asked still examining my stomack.
"Yes"then he looked up he must think with someone else.
"Edward"i said to him his eyes widened a bit he was shocked.
"When?"he asked.
"Um...2 weeks ago"i said to him i wonder where thhis is leading to.He started shaking his head.
"I am going to do and ultra sound"he said in a low voice.Then it clicked,my period is 7 days late i might be pregnant.
"It cant be he is a vampire"i said to him.
"It has only been known for female vamires are not able to pregnant,no-onw said male 뱀파이어 cant impregnate humans it is very....uncommon physical relationships between 뱀파이어 and humans"he said to me then turned on the machine.He started moving the wand on my stomack then said:
"I cant find your uterurs it seems it is being protected 의해 something i cant get an ultra sound on it"he said shocked.
"So am i pregnant?"i asked not confued.
"You have the signs of pregnancy but i will have to do other tests to be sure"he said he did the other test after he got the results he came back to me.
"Bella,you are pregnant and it is edwards"he said to me.
"What are we going to do?"i asked now i am scared.
"I dont know 당신 will not have a totally normal pregnany,you will be pregnant for 8 months instead of 9 and the baby might want blood because it is half vampire"he said to me,now i was in shock.
"I am going to have to drink blood when the baby gets bigger arent i"i said to him but it was a whisper.
"Yes but it might want human 음식 too as it is half human"he sais to me.i nodded.
"What are we going to tell edward?"i said now thinking about how he will react.
"Well i think we should tell him straight away"he said to me.
"We will tell him but he has to hunt first.it might be better"i said to him still kinda whispering.
"Okay then i will drop 당신 집 come"he said.We went and ot in his car.
"I am so sorry for this bella"he said sadly.
"Dont worrie carlisle its not your fault"i said to him.
"How do 당신 think edward will react"i asked him.
"I dont know he is very protective of 당신 so it will be very difficult to know how he will react"he said to me sounding unsure.
"Did alice go hunting?"i asked him.
"No just Edward,Emmett and Jasper i will ask alice to come up to you"he said as i got out of the car.
"Thank 당신 carlisle for everything"i said to him then went inside.I looked at the clock.6 o'clock i better make charlie some 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 in a while.After a few 분 alice knocked at the door.
"Bella its alice"she said loud enough so that i could hear her.
"Come in"i said to her in a worried voice.I was sitting on the sofa.She came in and sat on the sofa 다음 to me,she looked at me then put her arms around me.
"Whats wrong?"she asked,she must not hae seen i and carlisle didnt tell her.
"I'm pregnant....edwards the dad even ask carlisle"i said to her i looked at her.Her mouth was open eyes wide she looked totally shocked.Then she huged me tighter.
"I dont know what to say sorry and congratulations i guess"she said in an insure voice.
"How will edward react i am going to tell him tomorrow"i said to her.Her eyes went blank then she gasped then looked at me.
"What"i said to her.
"He is going to be shocked"she said but i could see there was 더 많이 because she looked sad.I was about to ask what else she saw but then i felt sick again.I ran to the sink and was sick again.
"Dont worrie bella i will stay with you"she said in a caring voice.
"Thank you"i said after i cleaned myself.
Alice helped me make charlies 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 then said:
"Can 당신 ask charlie if i can sleep i dont like being here without permision at night unlike edward"she said smiling.
"Ya thats fine"i said smiling to her then charlie walked in.
"Hi dad"i said as he walked into the kitchen.
"Hi bella how are you?"he asked.
"I'm fine"i said i couldnt tell him i was pregnant until i told edward.
We sat down eating alice aid she already ate so she just sat at the table.
"Um dad can alice sleep tonight seens as its friday"i said to him
"Ya thats fine nice to have 당신 here"he said to me smiling.
At around 10 o'clock charlie went to 침대 and me and alice sat on the sofa's.
"Its okay bella everything will be okay,i will always be here for 당신 no matter what happenes are what anyone says"she said to me comforting me.I smiled up at her she is so nice to me she is like a sister,i fell asleep with my head on alice's shoulder.
I woke up and charlie was gone and alice was making breakfast.I walked into the 부엌, 주방 and sat at the table.
"Good morning"i said to her.
"Good morning to 당신 too how do 당신 feel?"she asked as she put breakfast on my plate.
"Fine i dont feel sick until i am actually going to be sick"i said as i ate an egg.
"Well i better go 집 edward will be back i will tell him to come over ya"she said as she stood up.
"Yes please"i said to her.
"Thanks for last night"i said to her as she walked to the door.
"Its okay bella cya later"she said then left.
I finished my breakfast then went upstairs and got changed,i sat in the front room waiting for edward to come.I started thinking what i am going to tell him.Then there was a knock at the door,i went and opened it.It was edward he looked sad really sad i wonder did alice tell him.
"Hi"i said to him.
"Hello"he said to me in a garded voice.
"Come for a walk with me"he said to me,i nodded then we started walking we walked into the woods then he stoped.
"My family i have to leave"he said without looking at me.It was like i had been slaped.
"People are noticing that carlisle is not aging and it is time for my family to go anyway"he said this time to my face.
"You cant leave me"i chocked out,he cant he said he loves me he just said it yeaterday i am carrying his child.
"Bella i dont what you"he said in a sturn voice looking at me.
"You dont 사랑 me"i whispered in disbalife why is he doing this to me.
"I mean nothing to 당신 do i?"i said now getting angry.
"No 당신 do mean something to me it's just ....your not right for me"he said through his teeth.
"I'm not right for you,your the vampire"i nearly shouted at him.He looked down.
"Im sorry bella"he said then he turned around but before he ran off i said:
"I'm pregnant"in an angry voice while looking away.What will he say now.


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