"none of us have an idea but its stronger then her allready" we had no idea what that ment either. we knew less then them. i think
he thought of the thing ripping her out from the inside
"help me stop it he me stop this from happerning" i whispered. almost begged.
"how offer her my stud servises? this is really sick she will never listern" he flinched like it was desusting to him but to me it was what would help bella to live.
"try there is nothing to lose now how can it hurt?"
and how could it she was allready dieing. so was i nothing could hurt anymore. 또는 was there?
it would hurt me havnt i taken enough rejection from bella already?"
"a little pain to save her? is that a high price?" i asked he had been hurt but bella`s life was at stake.
"but it wont work" he was determined to stop from asking her
"maybe not maybe it will aulter her a moment of doubt thats all i need" i could get it out of her before she had reason to think 더 많이 about it.
"then u just pull the rug from under her offer? just kidding bella?"
"if a child is what she wonts a child she will get i wont recline"
i gave him a little time to think about what i was asking him to see if he he would do this i should just kill him now. he thought.
"not now right 또는 wrong it would destroy her 당신 know that no need to be hasty if she wont listern to 당신 당신 will get your chance as soon as her 심장 stops beating. i would be begging for 당신 to kill me" it was true i would be at his door in seconds.
"you wont have to beg long"
i tried to smile " i am very much counting on that"
"so we have a deal?" he asked and i nodded and held out my hand.
i could hear the destust in his mind as he reached his hand and took mine
"we have a deal" i said.
he thought of the thing ripping her out from the inside
"help me stop it he me stop this from happerning" i whispered. almost begged.
"how offer her my stud servises? this is really sick she will never listern" he flinched like it was desusting to him but to me it was what would help bella to live.
"try there is nothing to lose now how can it hurt?"
and how could it she was allready dieing. so was i nothing could hurt anymore. 또는 was there?
it would hurt me havnt i taken enough rejection from bella already?"
"a little pain to save her? is that a high price?" i asked he had been hurt but bella`s life was at stake.
"but it wont work" he was determined to stop from asking her
"maybe not maybe it will aulter her a moment of doubt thats all i need" i could get it out of her before she had reason to think 더 많이 about it.
"then u just pull the rug from under her offer? just kidding bella?"
"if a child is what she wonts a child she will get i wont recline"
i gave him a little time to think about what i was asking him to see if he he would do this i should just kill him now. he thought.
"not now right 또는 wrong it would destroy her 당신 know that no need to be hasty if she wont listern to 당신 당신 will get your chance as soon as her 심장 stops beating. i would be begging for 당신 to kill me" it was true i would be at his door in seconds.
"you wont have to beg long"
i tried to smile " i am very much counting on that"
"so we have a deal?" he asked and i nodded and held out my hand.
i could hear the destust in his mind as he reached his hand and took mine
"we have a deal" i said.
"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our 답변 were things like astronaut, president, 또는 in my case… princess.
When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, 또는 in my case, gold medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?!
This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in 사랑 - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.
So make as many mistakes as 당신 can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."
When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, 또는 in my case, gold medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?!
This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in 사랑 - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.
So make as many mistakes as 당신 can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."