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chapter five: Heavenly's POV
"What happened?" asked Jake after he got in the car and we started driving.
"uhh, no one got hurt. i'm happy, i geuss. we just talked and i don't think we'll be talking to the Cullens for a while, but i got you." he said smiling the whole time.
i was confused. that was weird for what i had seen earlier.
"you know that really scared me Jacob." i said almost mad that he had put me through that.
"i'm sorry babe. but um... 당신 start school on the reserve tomorrow."
"oh yeah, i'm excited i geuss."
"i think your lieing" he said
"i am." i said back.
"well i'll pick 당신 up tomorrow morning and show 당신 around."
"ok!" i answered to fast.
we were at my house too soon.
"well i'll see 당신 tomorrow and you'll explain to me what actually happened tonight." i said almost motherly.
"sure, sure. Heavenly,... i 사랑 you." he said to me as if we'd been saying that normally, and it felt like we did.
"I 사랑 당신 too Jake." i said and then ran inside, it was raining again.
i walked in and my mom had fallen asleep on the 침상, 소파 with her boyfriend
(since yesterday she had fallen in 사랑 with this bum.)
the first thing i did was change into my flannels and sit on my 침대 watching t.v. but all i was thinking about was Jake. all of a sudden there was a tapping on my window. i went to check it out, and of course it was Jake. i opened the window.
" what are 당신 doing here?!" i excaimed in a whisper.
" i uhh... couldn't sleep, can i come in." he asked while he was holding him self up 의해 the ledge on the other side of the window.
" sure" i said and got out of the way for him.
he climbed in unphased, ofcourse. he sat on my bed.
" so,.... 당신 have a.... big room. i can't fit in my room." he said changing all subject.
" i'm surprised 당신 can fit in this room." i said, climbing on the 침대 다음 to him.
" aren't 당신 tired? 또는 on patrol 또는 something?" i asked
" no embry is covering my shifts,.... i've been babysitting his sister."
we both lied there in my bed, just talking and talking.
" Are 당신 tell me about this 'exclusive' highschool that i'm going to tomorrow?" i asked, curious.
" not much to tell, oh umm.... we're wrestling in PE." he smiled
" oh wow. that will be a problem."
" it's ok. i'll help you." he said with a bigger smile. i couldn't help but blush.
this entire time, i didn't notice 'till now that he was shirtless.
" Jake, how come 당신 never wear a shirt?" i asked.
" Why? does my being half naked bother you?" he asked. i blushed even harder.
" Jacob, i swear 당신 just...."
" What....?" i was sooo flustered.
suddenly he was leaning over me. his warm body against mine.
" I 사랑 당신 Heavenly." he said and then kissed me. violently almost. in about six 초 my hands were in his hair and my legs around his waist while he was over me in push up position. i never wanted it to stop. his warm breath in my mouth, i was getting light headed.
he stopped then,
" 당신 need sleep, i should go."
" NO!" i practically yelled. he laughed
" i'll be back tomorrow morning." he said and then was gone.
i closed the window, and lie on my bed. i wasn't like i could actually get to sleep, i was up all night thinking about this.
' why does Jake like me of all people?'
' am i dreaming'
' is there anything to worry about at school tomorrow? all the girls there must have loved jake.'
