seth's pov

i had never felt 더 많이 happy and miserable at the same time
i had 키스 emma and she 키스 me back but when i told her that i 사랑 her she ran away from me
-my 사랑 the girl i imprint on ran away i was too shock .So does that meant she didn't 사랑 me? i mean she did 키스 me back ,or did she???? it felt like it but there was no way to be sure i -i-i

i sigh frustrated

"man are 당신 ok?" quil ask me
"i don't know" i answer
"i think 당신 should go after her and talk to her,good luck" quil said and went to says hi to claire.

i ran to emma's house and jump through her window she had her sheets over her head
"hi em" i whisper
her body froze when she heard me and she 옮기기 under her cover like she was shy? she was never shy around me
"go away seth i don't want to talk to you" emma said
i could hear she was holding back tears

nothing could break 더 많이 my 심장 she didn't 사랑 me back and worse i had ruin our friendship ,well i should try to at least save our friendship
i took a step toward her 침대 and sat on the edge of her 침대 when emma saw under the covers that i was sitting on the 침대 she 옮기기 to the other edge quickly i chucled

"what's so funny seth cleawaters??" emms said sounding really annoy at me well at least she is talking to me now

i cough
"emma im sorry i-i-i thought that 당신 사랑 me back so i-i-i but don't worry i can go back and be just 프렌즈 i promise but please emma my life would be meaningless without you"
while i was saying this emma look at me i could see her beautiful green eyes
why she didn't 사랑 me back i mean imprinting is suppose to find our soulmates and how emma and i could be soulmates if she didn't 사랑 me??

emma sit on her 침대 and really slowly touch my cheek
i felt electricity when she touch me why couldn't she feel the same.....life is so unfair

"seth i-i-i"emma started but she look down at her lap
i don't know why i was being so stupid she would surely slap my hand away but i couldn't stop my hand to touch her chin so i could see her eyes
to my surprize she didn't push my hand away her eyes were so confuse

"emms is ok , i just have i little crush on you" i shrug
well that is and understatement but i don't want her to hear what imprinting is
"but i swear 당신 won't notice i will never 키스 당신 again it will be like tonight never happen i swear please" i beg to her

she was still holding my cheek and i was still touching her chin out faces were inches away i felt her sweet breath on my face
well this was going to be 더 많이 hard that i thought i was using all my control to not 키스 her 또는 tell her that i 사랑 her

emma 옮기기 closer to me ...really close our noses were almost touching her sweet smell was so intoxicating that i had to stop breathing
she look at me and smile a little smile
"are 당신 sure seth ?"
i smile well at least i was still 프렌즈 with my emma my 사랑
"yes emms " i said emms i 사랑 당신 so much i wanted to tell her

emma 옮기기 closer
hell my 사랑 like to torture me why she was getting so close ??
do not 키스 her seth dont mess things up again
do not 키스 her seth dont mess things up again
do not 키스 her seth dont mess things up again
do not 키스 her seth dont mess things up again
"best 프렌즈 forever right" she smile hugely

no i don't want to be youre friend i want 당신 to 사랑 me just a little

"sure emms best 프렌즈 forever"
she chucled "jezz seth why do 당신 crush on me and not on one of 당신 팬 girls" she joke
"well i don't know but its just a small crush so don't let it go to your head ok?" i try to said casually
but my 심장 was breaking slowly how could she compare herself with any other girls she was my 앤젤 my love

my 사랑 키스 both my cheeks and hug me tightly i hug her

this was worst than pure torture ...
well seth 당신 can always try to make her fall inlove with 당신 ... that was my only hope

emma smile and make a 우주 on her 침대
"wolfy boy come on" she said smiling
i smile
"sorry emms but i have to go to a pack meetting" this wasn't a complete lie maybe i would go and hang out with the pack it just feels wrong to sleep on the same 침대 when i felt this way about her

her face fell but then smile lighlty and yawn
"well good night seth but could 당신 stay a while till i fall asleep is that i been having this nightmare about my parents" she said and yawn
"do 당신 want to talk about it"i ask
"nope thanks just stay a while please" she beg and patted her 침대
i couldn't say no to her so i went to her 침대 she hug me and breath deeply and i hug her
"nights"

after a few 분 emms fall asleep so i put her 베개 under her head .she was mumbuling quietly like she always did i always bother her and she bother me because she said i snore i didn't believe her until she tape me ....

i was going out when i heard something she mutter that stop my 심장