bella's pov

i quickly felt asleep when we arrive 집
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i was in the woods
i was wearing my 가장 좋아하는 dress it was a white cotton dress i wasn't wearing any shoes and my hair was free the sun make it look like it had red in it and the wind make it 옮기기 ......
this was my happy place
then i saw that edward was standing 의해 a 나무, 트리 in the shadows
i run towards him and he open his arms
i jump and hug him tightly he hugg me 의해 the waist also tighlty and sigh happily

"i 사랑 당신 edward" i said he smile brightly at me
he 옮기기 clser until our lips touch when our lips touch i suddenly felt uncomfortable his lips felt hard and harsh i pull away confuse this 키스 reminded me of..
when i look at edwards face i realize it wasn't edward anymore it was james i yelled in horror but he continue to 키스 me

i wake up gasping and cover in sweat
it was just a dream ... i told myself

but i was too scare to sleep and dream of james 키스 well attack again so i hop out of my 침대 to open my window it was still night probably 2 am

i walk out to my balcony and decieded that i would go to the garden ...but then i realize my mother would find out i was in the garden if my night 겉옷, 가운 got filled with dirt i sigh

wait i could used my white cotton dress i used this morning it was already dirty i happily change

then i walk quietly down the stairs to the garden

i went to my 가장 좋아하는 spot at the garden it was the part of the white 장미 and in the middle of it there was a beautiful fountain

i sat on the edge of the 분수 and play with the water

i heard some bushes 옮기기 i look at them scare
"who is there" my voice shook i was terrify what if it was james 또는 my mother ...

i heard i chucled i would recongnized that chucled everywhere

i felt silly but i said "edward?"

edward step out of the bushes he look a little bit embarased as when i little kid is caught doing something he isn't suppose to do

i laugh at his face

he stay there and i run and hugg him

"i miss you" i said happily
edward laugh and said "me too Bella 더 많이 than 당신 imagine"

i look down embarassed i really just known edward what 1 일 이전 and i was already 연기 and felling like this.... this wasn't like me but

i look at edwards eyes he took my hand and pull me the 분수 i sat besied him

"Bella i have to confess something to 당신 ..." he said and then his forehead wrinkle
"well i have 3 things to confess to 당신 but 1 thing i can't never tell 당신 because i 사랑 당신 too much and if i tell 당신 , 당신 would ran away from me and am too selfish to allowed that am sorry of that Bella but 당신 could run away from me now "
he talk really fast i concentrate to get it all
he sigh heavily and took both my hands in his
"it all started....."