That night me and Nathen talked all night, and not once did it 십자가, 크로스 my mind again that Nathen from what I understood had imprinted on me. It did 십자가, 크로스 my mind that Nathen never told me where he lived in La Push. It was sorta weird at first but then I totally thought about how he was always coming here, never had to be anywhere, he didn't have anywhere to live.
Once I finally thought about it I had to ask him if I was right but I didn't know how to come about it. I didn't want to be all weird 또는 acuse him of something he wasn't. So I went to Carlisle, 또는 I had that planned. That morning I had the same not that Nathen gave me yesterday saying;

Dear Love,
Sorry I wont be able to be here when 당신 wake up. I'll be back in time to drive to school of course.
사랑 you,
Nathen.

I got out of 침대 and hurried to Carlisle's office.
Carlisle I said as I was walking into his office, Where does Nathen lived? I ask.
He stays here 또는 at Jacobs house most of the time. Carlisle told me.
Oh, Okay.I was just wondering. Thanks. I said.
I left thinking about how it is not to have a home, but I had to get ready for school.I got in the 샤워 and got out put on my make-up and dried my hair.When I finally got out of my bathroom, I had clothes lying on my bed.
Thanks Alice. I yelled.
No Problem. I heard Alice calling from down stairs.
I put on my dark bluejeans and then Alice's 가장 좋아하는 블라우스 on me that is. It was a blue not to dark and not to light with perfect round toed hills, they were really cute and helped with my height when I stood 다음 to Nathen. I grabbed my backpack and headed downstairs. Nathen wasn't here yet so I went to the 부엌, 주방 and got something quick to eat for breakfast. I went back up stairs to brush my teeth and then when I returned Nathen was standing at the door with my backpack in hand. Nathen was so sweet he always cared about the little things, like when he walked into a house he always took his hat off that he wore and then he always open doors for me and always just cared 더 많이 than other guys seemed they would. I always told Nathen thanks for opening a door for me 또는 for anything.
Nathen drove to school and when we got there everyone was giving me weird stares again. It's because I'm always missing school 또는 getting hurt and like news always traveled fast in Forks and La Push. I wasn't very talkitive today, I had all these thoughts in my head and soon Nathen noticed during biology. We started 글쓰기 notes back and forth.
Whatcha thinking about? He wrote down.
A lot of things. I said 또는 wrote.
Like what? Its killing me. Nathen wrote.
How everyone is always starring at me... I wrote.
Its not because of 당신 missing He wrote and continued writing: Its because 당신 are very beautiful and can pull off anything. He said.
thanks, I wrote.
We didn't write much 더 많이 and then it was lunch so we ditched the rest of the day.When we did get into the car from lunch Nathen waas making me talk.
Okay Addi, whats up with you? Nathen ask.
I don't know, I've been thinking about a lot and school didn't help. I said in one breath.
What have 당신 been thinking? Your killing me not knowing what your thinking, I usually know what your feeling. Nathen said.
I'm sorry. I've been thinking about how much of a gentlemen 당신 are and how I don't know where 당신 live. I said.
Its not your fault, I never said where I lived because I didn't think it would matter. He continued. I didn't want to freak 당신 out, 의해 saying I've imprinted on you. I want 당신 to 사랑 me because 당신 do not because of some stupid 늑대 thing. Nathen said.
I would have loved 당신 even if 당신 would have told me and I wish 당신 would have told me that 당신 didn't have a home. I said.
How did 당신 find that out? Nathen said sort of sounding mad.
I ask Carlisle. I said. I wouldn't have cared, I would have told you, 당신 could have my 침대 and I could sleep on my 침상, 소파 in my room. I said.
No, I didn't want 당신 to be all worried about me. He said getting mad.
Ok. I said. Now 당신 know what I feel like. I said.
No 당신 don't. He said now really mad. Girls arn't suppose to worry about their boyfriends. He said.
Yes we can worry about them. 당신 don't know what goes on in my mind. I said.
Luckly we were at the house now because I grabbed my backpack out of the backseat and headed for my room. I knew everyone inside had heard our some what of a fight. It bothered me that he thinks that girls can't worry about their boyfriends, when that all girls do is worry and get jelous with their boyfriends. I went up stairs and put on my pajamas and climbed under my covers and just started crying. I thought to myslef how cold my 침대 was without him and how lonely and huge my room felt. I ended up falling asleep in my room all alone.I woke up about 2:30am, I stumbled over to my door and went downstairs. Emmet and Rose were sitting in their usual position on the couch, Carlisle was in his office and I didn't know where Esme was. Edward, Bella and Renesme were at their house and Jacob was leaning on the 침상, 소파 while he slept and Jasper and Alice were sitting on the loveseat talking quietly to each other.
What are 당신 doing awake? Emmet ask.
I don't know, I just woke up. I said.
Oh. Emmet said and then he went back to watching tv.
I walked into the 부엌, 주방 to get me some water from the refridgerator and Nathen was sitting at the island looking at me when I walked into the room.
Oh my gosh. I said. Please warn me the 다음 time 당신 do that.
Sorry. Nathen said.
I got my water and then left the room.