i had some time off school so i decided to write some 더 많이 for 당신 guys!
i don't think i'll stop yet because i really like 글쓰기 this. i'll see where it goes :)
I didn’t really want to. She still looked 더 많이 asleep than awake, but respected her wishes. What choice did I have?
I set her on her feet and Charlie 옮기기 out of the way so she could walk past him. Almost immediately when I let go, a deep feeling of aching went through me. It hurt to let her go, even for a second. After I released her, I could see that she was very unstable, and being sleep deprived hardly helped her balance problems. I saw her tilting 앞으로 towards the concrete, and forced myself to catch her slowly while Charlie was watching. As soon as I caught her 안전한, 안전 in my arms the pain left me. I didn’t know what the ache was, but it made the fact I couldn’t ever leave her again, glaringly obvious.
“Just let me get her upstairs.” I pleaded with Charlie. “Then I’ll leave.” I had no real intention of leaving her tonight, but Charlie needed to calm down.
The words seemed to register with Bella slowly, but she still cried out loud when it did.
“No.” She whimpered, panicking. She trembled slightly and I instantly regretted what I had said.
“I won’t be far.” I whispered into her ear, so low Charlie didn’t have a chance of hearing.
She seemed to accept my words, so holding her gently but close, I carried her upstairs.
I placed her gently under her covers, but she refused to let go of my shirt. As gently as I could, I prised her delicate fingers away from my clothes and tucked her hand under her covers as well.
She seemed peaceful for now, even though a tiny crease was still between her eyebrows.
I sighed lightly and moved away. Again it hurt to leave her, but I knew I had to face Charlie. I knew what he was going to say, but that didn’t make it any easier.
As soon as my foot touched the bottom step, Charlie was in front on me, his red face right up to mine.
“Get outside, now.” He seethed, barely keeping himself from screaming at me.
For once I was relieved that I could only feel the tenor of his thoughts, not what he was actually thinking. I nodded tightly and did as he wished. When I got out the front I was glad to see Rose and Emmett had left. This was going to be hard enough without them watching.
I moved out into yard before turning to face Charlie. His face had gone from red to a light shade of purple. At least I had a degree in medicine so I could help him if he had a 심장 attack.
I stood quietly in front of him, waiting. I could feel the tension and anger building. He was 초 away from exploding and I realised this might be the only chance for me to say anything.
I opened my mouth to say something, but suddenly I realised I deserved Charlie’s anger, his hate.
The mask on my face slipped, and the pain, regret and anguish showed clearly. This stopped Charlie for a second, and I took the opportunity to say something.
“Don’t hold back.” I whispered quietly so he could only just hear me. Agony seeped into my words.
Charlie looked at me oddly, but his anger hadn’t lessened.
“You did this to her.” He muttered, and I immediately understood. The tenor of his thoughts contained pain now, now just anger.
Yell, I wanted to say, scream at me. I deserve it.
And he did just that.
“For a week,” Charlie began, his voice rising with every word. “For one full week, she did nothing. Wouldn’t sleep, wouldn’t eat, wouldn’t do anything. That was your fault.” He voice got a fraction louder. “Then she seemed to recover. Sure, she woke up screaming every night, but she was better.” He paused. “So I thought.” He added quietly.
“She went to school, she ate, she slept, but she wasn’t her. She was an empty shell. I didn’t know what to do, but every time she got up in the morning, I blamed you.” Hate entered his voice, and he couldn’t control his anger anymore.
“I was your fault!” he yelled. I flinched. It was entirely my fault. I knew that.
“You had to know how she felt about you!” he said, using the past tense. Pain swept through me.
“You had to know what leaving would do to her! She wasn’t Bella anymore; she was a shell, a husk. For months she was in pain, crying and screaming in the middle of the night! I couldn’t do anything! Finally things started looking up. She went out with friends, she talked and she smiled.” Charlies face hardened. “Then I get 집 after a funeral and I see a note saying she’s gone, who knows where, and I knew it was about you! She was getting better, recovering, and then 당신 come into her life again! Why couldn’t 당신 just leave her alone? Haven’t 당신 caused her enough pain?!” Charlie yelled at the 상단, 맨 위로 of his voice. I just stood there, taking his anger and hate. I deserved it after what I had done. I would never forgive myself for leaving her, even if I lived for all eternity.
“I never what to see 당신 again, so help me if I do. Don’t 당신 ever set foot on my property again, and if 당신 come within a mile radius of my daughter, I will have 당신 locked up so fast, your head will spin!” he was so worked up, spit flew out of his mouth as he yelled at me.
“Now, GET LOST!” he finished. The saying, if looks could kill ran through my head.
I hung my head. There was just one thing I had to say to Charlie.
“You will never know how sorry I am, Charlie.” I said quietly. I looked up at him and couldn’t help the pain that crossed my face.
“I will never, ever forgive myself. I understand that 당신 never want to see me again and I will respect your wishes.” I finished.
Charlie was still red in the face so I turned away from him and walked at human pace until I was out of his sight. I waited until he was inside before I ran as fast as I could to Bella’s side. Her window was open as it always was, and as I slid through her beautiful scent hit me, and I felt slightly better.
something 당신 have to know is that Edward cant hear the actual thoughts of Charlie. i didn't decide this, steph meyer did in midnight sun. i know i shouldn't have read midnight sun, but if steph never finishes it then i'll take what i can get cos its awsome.
hope 당신 like it :)
i don't think i'll stop yet because i really like 글쓰기 this. i'll see where it goes :)
I didn’t really want to. She still looked 더 많이 asleep than awake, but respected her wishes. What choice did I have?
I set her on her feet and Charlie 옮기기 out of the way so she could walk past him. Almost immediately when I let go, a deep feeling of aching went through me. It hurt to let her go, even for a second. After I released her, I could see that she was very unstable, and being sleep deprived hardly helped her balance problems. I saw her tilting 앞으로 towards the concrete, and forced myself to catch her slowly while Charlie was watching. As soon as I caught her 안전한, 안전 in my arms the pain left me. I didn’t know what the ache was, but it made the fact I couldn’t ever leave her again, glaringly obvious.
“Just let me get her upstairs.” I pleaded with Charlie. “Then I’ll leave.” I had no real intention of leaving her tonight, but Charlie needed to calm down.
The words seemed to register with Bella slowly, but she still cried out loud when it did.
“No.” She whimpered, panicking. She trembled slightly and I instantly regretted what I had said.
“I won’t be far.” I whispered into her ear, so low Charlie didn’t have a chance of hearing.
She seemed to accept my words, so holding her gently but close, I carried her upstairs.
I placed her gently under her covers, but she refused to let go of my shirt. As gently as I could, I prised her delicate fingers away from my clothes and tucked her hand under her covers as well.
She seemed peaceful for now, even though a tiny crease was still between her eyebrows.
I sighed lightly and moved away. Again it hurt to leave her, but I knew I had to face Charlie. I knew what he was going to say, but that didn’t make it any easier.
As soon as my foot touched the bottom step, Charlie was in front on me, his red face right up to mine.
“Get outside, now.” He seethed, barely keeping himself from screaming at me.
For once I was relieved that I could only feel the tenor of his thoughts, not what he was actually thinking. I nodded tightly and did as he wished. When I got out the front I was glad to see Rose and Emmett had left. This was going to be hard enough without them watching.
I moved out into yard before turning to face Charlie. His face had gone from red to a light shade of purple. At least I had a degree in medicine so I could help him if he had a 심장 attack.
I stood quietly in front of him, waiting. I could feel the tension and anger building. He was 초 away from exploding and I realised this might be the only chance for me to say anything.
I opened my mouth to say something, but suddenly I realised I deserved Charlie’s anger, his hate.
The mask on my face slipped, and the pain, regret and anguish showed clearly. This stopped Charlie for a second, and I took the opportunity to say something.
“Don’t hold back.” I whispered quietly so he could only just hear me. Agony seeped into my words.
Charlie looked at me oddly, but his anger hadn’t lessened.
“You did this to her.” He muttered, and I immediately understood. The tenor of his thoughts contained pain now, now just anger.
Yell, I wanted to say, scream at me. I deserve it.
And he did just that.
“For a week,” Charlie began, his voice rising with every word. “For one full week, she did nothing. Wouldn’t sleep, wouldn’t eat, wouldn’t do anything. That was your fault.” He voice got a fraction louder. “Then she seemed to recover. Sure, she woke up screaming every night, but she was better.” He paused. “So I thought.” He added quietly.
“She went to school, she ate, she slept, but she wasn’t her. She was an empty shell. I didn’t know what to do, but every time she got up in the morning, I blamed you.” Hate entered his voice, and he couldn’t control his anger anymore.
“I was your fault!” he yelled. I flinched. It was entirely my fault. I knew that.
“You had to know how she felt about you!” he said, using the past tense. Pain swept through me.
“You had to know what leaving would do to her! She wasn’t Bella anymore; she was a shell, a husk. For months she was in pain, crying and screaming in the middle of the night! I couldn’t do anything! Finally things started looking up. She went out with friends, she talked and she smiled.” Charlies face hardened. “Then I get 집 after a funeral and I see a note saying she’s gone, who knows where, and I knew it was about you! She was getting better, recovering, and then 당신 come into her life again! Why couldn’t 당신 just leave her alone? Haven’t 당신 caused her enough pain?!” Charlie yelled at the 상단, 맨 위로 of his voice. I just stood there, taking his anger and hate. I deserved it after what I had done. I would never forgive myself for leaving her, even if I lived for all eternity.
“I never what to see 당신 again, so help me if I do. Don’t 당신 ever set foot on my property again, and if 당신 come within a mile radius of my daughter, I will have 당신 locked up so fast, your head will spin!” he was so worked up, spit flew out of his mouth as he yelled at me.
“Now, GET LOST!” he finished. The saying, if looks could kill ran through my head.
I hung my head. There was just one thing I had to say to Charlie.
“You will never know how sorry I am, Charlie.” I said quietly. I looked up at him and couldn’t help the pain that crossed my face.
“I will never, ever forgive myself. I understand that 당신 never want to see me again and I will respect your wishes.” I finished.
Charlie was still red in the face so I turned away from him and walked at human pace until I was out of his sight. I waited until he was inside before I ran as fast as I could to Bella’s side. Her window was open as it always was, and as I slid through her beautiful scent hit me, and I felt slightly better.
something 당신 have to know is that Edward cant hear the actual thoughts of Charlie. i didn't decide this, steph meyer did in midnight sun. i know i shouldn't have read midnight sun, but if steph never finishes it then i'll take what i can get cos its awsome.
hope 당신 like it :)
10. Tell him he looks like a creepy stalker rapist.
9. Inform him, as politely as possible, that he has grizzly in his teeth.
8. Ask who wears the pants in his relationship.
7. Try to stab him through the 심장 with a stake.
6. Tell him brawn is out, scrawn is in.
5. Inquires as to how he feels to be the least-liked Cullen male.
4. When he is around, wonder aloud what Rosalie calls him in bed.
3. Ask if he is overcompensating for something with that Jeep.
2. Ask if he is overcompensating for something with those muscles..
And the Number One way to annoy Emmett Cullen?
1. When he denies the above two claims, respond with “That’s not what Rosalie saaaaaid!”
Source: link
9. Inform him, as politely as possible, that he has grizzly in his teeth.
8. Ask who wears the pants in his relationship.
7. Try to stab him through the 심장 with a stake.
6. Tell him brawn is out, scrawn is in.
5. Inquires as to how he feels to be the least-liked Cullen male.
4. When he is around, wonder aloud what Rosalie calls him in bed.
3. Ask if he is overcompensating for something with that Jeep.
2. Ask if he is overcompensating for something with those muscles..
And the Number One way to annoy Emmett Cullen?
1. When he denies the above two claims, respond with “That’s not what Rosalie saaaaaid!”
Source: link
10. Ask about Mike.
9. Ask about Eric.
8. Ask about Jacob.
7. Ask about Edward.
6. After asking about all these boys, inquire as to how much she is paying them, and where in the White Pages she looked for fake fan-boys.
5. When she complains about not being a vampire, throw glitter on her and claim she sparkles just like a vampire in the sun.
4. Ask if the thought of Edward biting her makes her… happy.
3. Say that since Edward is technically dead, she is into necrophilia. Tell her that is sick and wrong, and she should stop with her weird fetishes.
2. Tell her we all know about the real reason she married Edward – the honeymoon.
And the Number One way to annoy Bella Swan?
1. Tell her that 당신 and Jacob imprinted on each other, and are getting married. Tell her 당신 are pregnant, and will be with him forever. Videotape the reaction.
Source: link
9. Ask about Eric.
8. Ask about Jacob.
7. Ask about Edward.
6. After asking about all these boys, inquire as to how much she is paying them, and where in the White Pages she looked for fake fan-boys.
5. When she complains about not being a vampire, throw glitter on her and claim she sparkles just like a vampire in the sun.
4. Ask if the thought of Edward biting her makes her… happy.
3. Say that since Edward is technically dead, she is into necrophilia. Tell her that is sick and wrong, and she should stop with her weird fetishes.
2. Tell her we all know about the real reason she married Edward – the honeymoon.
And the Number One way to annoy Bella Swan?
1. Tell her that 당신 and Jacob imprinted on each other, and are getting married. Tell her 당신 are pregnant, and will be with him forever. Videotape the reaction.
Source: link
hello fanfiction writers
I feeling really bored right now, so i guess i thought about all of 당신 guys/girls :D
I want to congratulate 당신 all for making such awesome and great fanfiction. So it must be said, so everyone can read about you're fanfiction :-)
I read most of the fanfiction (allot actually) myself and i just adore them i sometimes print them out and start 읽기 them like a book, it's really amazing that people are still so broad-minded :o)
*****To all fanfiction writers out there continue the great job and don't ever stop :D LOL and to the people who want to start a fanfiction on there own, good luck and enjoy what 당신 write :D*****
I feeling really bored right now, so i guess i thought about all of 당신 guys/girls :D
I want to congratulate 당신 all for making such awesome and great fanfiction. So it must be said, so everyone can read about you're fanfiction :-)
I read most of the fanfiction (allot actually) myself and i just adore them i sometimes print them out and start 읽기 them like a book, it's really amazing that people are still so broad-minded :o)
*****To all fanfiction writers out there continue the great job and don't ever stop :D LOL and to the people who want to start a fanfiction on there own, good luck and enjoy what 당신 write :D*****
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i hope yOu like it!!!
i didn't know how my life will be has vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from then is torturing my self.
i felt like i'm trapped without a exit
the only thing thatr keep me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, nOw that they are not in mOre danger i feel 더 많이 in peace.
But what will i shOuld tell charlie when the time to 옮기기 arrive?
괭이 he react to this, i think that he already know what we really are, but he is too scared to said it 또는 just think about it.
But what i really know right now is that we are 안전한, 안전 and will start our Happy Ever After.
I think!!!!
i hope yOu like it!!!
i didn't know how my life will be has vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from then is torturing my self.
i felt like i'm trapped without a exit
the only thing thatr keep me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, nOw that they are not in mOre danger i feel 더 많이 in peace.
But what will i shOuld tell charlie when the time to 옮기기 arrive?
괭이 he react to this, i think that he already know what we really are, but he is too scared to said it 또는 just think about it.
But what i really know right now is that we are 안전한, 안전 and will start our Happy Ever After.
I think!!!!
Awesomeness
im going to put an introduction to this one up today. it has to do with twilight and a band called Paramore(my two fav things-paramore and twilight)most of my 프렌즈 like my 글쓰기 but when i do post i would like some criticizing 코멘트 for me to improve with.
Thanks
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The 22-year-old British actor and his blockbuster film, Twilight, are taking center stage in the issue. The movie made over $70 million at the box office opening weekend - a record for director Catherine Hardwicke, who is now the only female director in history to have a film gross that high.
As Kristen Stewart and Robert take a mini-break for the Thanksgiving holiday, Robert is showing a bit of the rebel in him. He shared, “‘I cannot wait to cut my hair. It’s so annoying! I was at a 사진 shoot the other day, and people were saying, ‘They say we can’t touch your hair. 당신 have trademarked hair!’ No, I don’t.”
Be sure to pick up your own copy of EW this weekend!
