I think this one is a bit crap but that's for 당신 guys to decide. I just wanted another try at Edward's POV. It starts out in Kayla's POV first.
Kayla’s POV
How the hell did he find out? I had not said anything and neither had Edward 또는 Jacob. Well, I don’t know about their thoughts. I’m not really paying attention to Edward’s since I’m trying to find the bracelet and Jacob never said anything at all to Charlie the past week.
How does he know? I asked Edward.
I may have accidentally thought something, Edward replied.
Accidentally?
You were over reacting about the bracelet and I thought that 당신 were reacting just like if Charlie knew 당신 were bitten.
Edward!
I’m sorry! I forgot he could read minds too!
I was watching Charlie carefully and I could see he was trying to contain his anger. His eyes were blazing which was uncommon for his usually melted 초콜릿 brown eyes. If I had to choose right now about whom I would rather face, Loren with a bunch of evil minions 또는 Charlie, I would most definitely choose Loren. I considered building a barrier with all the stuff that lay around me but I knew it wouldn’t keep Charlie away. He would knock it all down a thousand times over to get me. EEEK!
“Kayla, what does Edward mean when he said 당신 were bitten?” Charlie was trying very hard to keep his voice calm and steady. But it wasn’t working. Where was Jasper when 당신 needed him?
“He didn’t say anything about me being bitten,” I said, trying to get out of it 의해 playing dumb.
“Kayla!” Charlie forgot all about keeping calm. “He thought 당신 were bitten! What does it mean?”
“That I was bitten,” I stated the obvious.
Charlie inhaled very loudly, stating obviously he was having difficulty controlling his temper.
“Ok, ok, ok!” I said, holding my hands out like I was surrendering. “I was bitten 의해 a dog!”
Charlie stopped inhaling mid breath and Edward burst out laughing.
“A dog?” Charlie raised his eyebrows. “A dog bit you?”
“Yes, yes it did. I was out with Edward and it ran up to us, right Edward? And I petted it and Edward told me not to because it was a stray and it could be aggressive but I told him to shut up and I’d do what I like so I continued to pet it and it bit me and the bite got infected and all yellow and pus was pouring out of it and Carlisle had to give me antibiotics and I didn’t want to tell 당신 because it made me feel very very stupid and I am very sorry for being stupid and I promise that it won’t-”
“Kayla, that is the worse lie I have ever heard,” Charlie was shaking his head at my pitiful attempt to lie.
“But it’s true!” I turned to Edward. “Back me up!”
Edward tried to straighten his face but he failed. The guy hardly ever laughs and when he does decide to laugh it is at the most inappropriate time. What was so funny anyway? I got bitten 의해 a dog, what is so hilarious? And then I realised. It was the worse lie in the history of worse lies. It was so bad that not even a newborn baby would believe it. A dog bite? I should have said something like a Felinata bit me. That Charlie would have believed.
“If it was just a dog bite, Kayla,” Charlie said. “Why would 당신 keep it a secret from me, why would Edward react like he did when he thought it and I heard and why is the barrier up in your mind?”
Damn!
There’s a barrier up in your mind?
Yeah, I’ll show 당신 later.
That’s if we survive.
So, my secret was close to being revealed. I was trying my hardest to keep it from Charlie. I had placed the barrier around only my secret so Edward could still hear my thoughts and we could communicate. Was it so bad of me that I didn’t want Charlie to know? I wasn’t who he thought I was. He thought I was this great Azdi and that I would be powerful like my great grandma (I had heard that through my panic) but I wasn’t even a real Azdi anymore. I had this toxin running through my veins, mixing with my blood and changing my entire being. My blood was tainted. I wasn’t worthy enough to be an Azdi anymore. I might as well give up my abilities.
No. 당신 are 더 많이 than worthy to be an Azdi and 당신 will be powerful.
Charlie’s eyes melted when he heard my thoughts. He was just like me, never one to listen in on other’s thoughts, but when 당신 needed information 당신 had to forget privacy. And a sucker for heartbreaking thoughts. Hearing me 질문 myself and hearing my hurt and sadness was like a sedative. It was just like Jasper was in the room.
“Kayla, never think that,” he said softly. “You are a real Azdi. So, 당신 don’t fight evil all the time but you’re still young. 당신 have your whole life ahead of you.”
“And probably eternity,” I muttered.
“Eternity?” Charlie’s eyes were burning with 질문 and curiosity. He wanted to know what was making me feel like this. He was no longer showing his anger but that didn’t mean he wasn’t infuriated. He thinks a vampire bit me. Well, he wasn’t far off.
“I think it’s time to tell him,” Edward said. He took my hand and gently squeezed it, showing his encouragement.
“But I wanted to wait until after graduation,” I said, tears coming to my eyes. “I don’t want to tell him now, Edward. Not now, I’m scared.”
“Don’t be,” Charlie said. “You can tell me anything. I won’t hurt you.”
“It’s not that I’m scared of,” I spoke quietly through my tears. “I’m scared 당신 won’t 사랑 me anymore.”
Edward’s POV
Kayla was crying silently, the tears falling down her slender cheeks. I hated to see her cry. I always felt it was my fault. This time it was mine. If I wasn’t so careless with my thoughts! I had completely forgotten that Charlie could read thoughts too. But Kayla was crying over the bracelet and I just thought it very amusing that she was reacting over the bracelet like she would if Charlie found out she was bitten and then this happened. Now it looks like I have probably exiled her from her family. God dammit, Edward Cullen, can’t 당신 do anything right?!
She was gripping my hand tightly now. She truly was afraid. She didn’t want to lose Charlie now. They had argued too much in the past year, over me I must say. She almost murdered him because he refused to let her see me and then she left him because I exposed her to vampires. If it wasn’t for me Kayla would have lived happily with Charlie, battling evil 수퍼내츄럴 creatures. But I 사랑 her so much. At first I didn’t. When she walked into that biology lesson and sat 다음 to me, I had this overwhelming bloodlust for her. I wanted nothing 더 많이 than to bite her neck and drink her sweet warm blood but I controlled myself. It didn’t stop me envisioning ways in which to kill her but I controlled my lust for her blood. When she changed from human to Azdi and I saw her, the lust I felt for her blood changed into unconditional 사랑 for her. I saw her and immediately I wanted to go to her and 키스 her and hold her tight and spend every waking moment with her, which in my case is all the time. For a long time I thought she didn’t feel the same way but when Jasper attempted to eat her and I planned to leave to protect her she realised that she loved me too. Even though Jasper nearly ate her, that was one of my favourite days of my existence. Today was nearing the 상단, 맨 위로 ten worst days of my existence. I was putting her through so much pain just 의해 standing 다음 to her. How selfish am I? Rather than leave her to spare her this agony of losing her father, I would have her suffer so I didn’t have to feel my 심장 ripped from my chest and torn to shreds. But then again if I left, Kayla would only feel the same pain that I would.
Kayla took a deep breath and opened her mouth but no sound came out. She tried again but her lips would not form the words that she needed to speak.
“Help me, Edward,” she pleaded quietly. “I can’t do it on my own.”
Looking into her eyes I felt like crying myself. If it wasn’t for the fact I was a vampire I would be sobbing endless tears for hurting her so. I took a deep breath too, to ready myself for the explanation that would probably cripple Charlie for life. I didn’t want to be the one to tell him. It would only anger him 더 많이 when he found out the entire truth. But Kayla needed me and I would not leave her now.
“It started at a baseball game...”
Kayla’s POV
How the hell did he find out? I had not said anything and neither had Edward 또는 Jacob. Well, I don’t know about their thoughts. I’m not really paying attention to Edward’s since I’m trying to find the bracelet and Jacob never said anything at all to Charlie the past week.
How does he know? I asked Edward.
I may have accidentally thought something, Edward replied.
Accidentally?
You were over reacting about the bracelet and I thought that 당신 were reacting just like if Charlie knew 당신 were bitten.
Edward!
I’m sorry! I forgot he could read minds too!
I was watching Charlie carefully and I could see he was trying to contain his anger. His eyes were blazing which was uncommon for his usually melted 초콜릿 brown eyes. If I had to choose right now about whom I would rather face, Loren with a bunch of evil minions 또는 Charlie, I would most definitely choose Loren. I considered building a barrier with all the stuff that lay around me but I knew it wouldn’t keep Charlie away. He would knock it all down a thousand times over to get me. EEEK!
“Kayla, what does Edward mean when he said 당신 were bitten?” Charlie was trying very hard to keep his voice calm and steady. But it wasn’t working. Where was Jasper when 당신 needed him?
“He didn’t say anything about me being bitten,” I said, trying to get out of it 의해 playing dumb.
“Kayla!” Charlie forgot all about keeping calm. “He thought 당신 were bitten! What does it mean?”
“That I was bitten,” I stated the obvious.
Charlie inhaled very loudly, stating obviously he was having difficulty controlling his temper.
“Ok, ok, ok!” I said, holding my hands out like I was surrendering. “I was bitten 의해 a dog!”
Charlie stopped inhaling mid breath and Edward burst out laughing.
“A dog?” Charlie raised his eyebrows. “A dog bit you?”
“Yes, yes it did. I was out with Edward and it ran up to us, right Edward? And I petted it and Edward told me not to because it was a stray and it could be aggressive but I told him to shut up and I’d do what I like so I continued to pet it and it bit me and the bite got infected and all yellow and pus was pouring out of it and Carlisle had to give me antibiotics and I didn’t want to tell 당신 because it made me feel very very stupid and I am very sorry for being stupid and I promise that it won’t-”
“Kayla, that is the worse lie I have ever heard,” Charlie was shaking his head at my pitiful attempt to lie.
“But it’s true!” I turned to Edward. “Back me up!”
Edward tried to straighten his face but he failed. The guy hardly ever laughs and when he does decide to laugh it is at the most inappropriate time. What was so funny anyway? I got bitten 의해 a dog, what is so hilarious? And then I realised. It was the worse lie in the history of worse lies. It was so bad that not even a newborn baby would believe it. A dog bite? I should have said something like a Felinata bit me. That Charlie would have believed.
“If it was just a dog bite, Kayla,” Charlie said. “Why would 당신 keep it a secret from me, why would Edward react like he did when he thought it and I heard and why is the barrier up in your mind?”
Damn!
There’s a barrier up in your mind?
Yeah, I’ll show 당신 later.
That’s if we survive.
So, my secret was close to being revealed. I was trying my hardest to keep it from Charlie. I had placed the barrier around only my secret so Edward could still hear my thoughts and we could communicate. Was it so bad of me that I didn’t want Charlie to know? I wasn’t who he thought I was. He thought I was this great Azdi and that I would be powerful like my great grandma (I had heard that through my panic) but I wasn’t even a real Azdi anymore. I had this toxin running through my veins, mixing with my blood and changing my entire being. My blood was tainted. I wasn’t worthy enough to be an Azdi anymore. I might as well give up my abilities.
No. 당신 are 더 많이 than worthy to be an Azdi and 당신 will be powerful.
Charlie’s eyes melted when he heard my thoughts. He was just like me, never one to listen in on other’s thoughts, but when 당신 needed information 당신 had to forget privacy. And a sucker for heartbreaking thoughts. Hearing me 질문 myself and hearing my hurt and sadness was like a sedative. It was just like Jasper was in the room.
“Kayla, never think that,” he said softly. “You are a real Azdi. So, 당신 don’t fight evil all the time but you’re still young. 당신 have your whole life ahead of you.”
“And probably eternity,” I muttered.
“Eternity?” Charlie’s eyes were burning with 질문 and curiosity. He wanted to know what was making me feel like this. He was no longer showing his anger but that didn’t mean he wasn’t infuriated. He thinks a vampire bit me. Well, he wasn’t far off.
“I think it’s time to tell him,” Edward said. He took my hand and gently squeezed it, showing his encouragement.
“But I wanted to wait until after graduation,” I said, tears coming to my eyes. “I don’t want to tell him now, Edward. Not now, I’m scared.”
“Don’t be,” Charlie said. “You can tell me anything. I won’t hurt you.”
“It’s not that I’m scared of,” I spoke quietly through my tears. “I’m scared 당신 won’t 사랑 me anymore.”
Edward’s POV
Kayla was crying silently, the tears falling down her slender cheeks. I hated to see her cry. I always felt it was my fault. This time it was mine. If I wasn’t so careless with my thoughts! I had completely forgotten that Charlie could read thoughts too. But Kayla was crying over the bracelet and I just thought it very amusing that she was reacting over the bracelet like she would if Charlie found out she was bitten and then this happened. Now it looks like I have probably exiled her from her family. God dammit, Edward Cullen, can’t 당신 do anything right?!
She was gripping my hand tightly now. She truly was afraid. She didn’t want to lose Charlie now. They had argued too much in the past year, over me I must say. She almost murdered him because he refused to let her see me and then she left him because I exposed her to vampires. If it wasn’t for me Kayla would have lived happily with Charlie, battling evil 수퍼내츄럴 creatures. But I 사랑 her so much. At first I didn’t. When she walked into that biology lesson and sat 다음 to me, I had this overwhelming bloodlust for her. I wanted nothing 더 많이 than to bite her neck and drink her sweet warm blood but I controlled myself. It didn’t stop me envisioning ways in which to kill her but I controlled my lust for her blood. When she changed from human to Azdi and I saw her, the lust I felt for her blood changed into unconditional 사랑 for her. I saw her and immediately I wanted to go to her and 키스 her and hold her tight and spend every waking moment with her, which in my case is all the time. For a long time I thought she didn’t feel the same way but when Jasper attempted to eat her and I planned to leave to protect her she realised that she loved me too. Even though Jasper nearly ate her, that was one of my favourite days of my existence. Today was nearing the 상단, 맨 위로 ten worst days of my existence. I was putting her through so much pain just 의해 standing 다음 to her. How selfish am I? Rather than leave her to spare her this agony of losing her father, I would have her suffer so I didn’t have to feel my 심장 ripped from my chest and torn to shreds. But then again if I left, Kayla would only feel the same pain that I would.
Kayla took a deep breath and opened her mouth but no sound came out. She tried again but her lips would not form the words that she needed to speak.
“Help me, Edward,” she pleaded quietly. “I can’t do it on my own.”
Looking into her eyes I felt like crying myself. If it wasn’t for the fact I was a vampire I would be sobbing endless tears for hurting her so. I took a deep breath too, to ready myself for the explanation that would probably cripple Charlie for life. I didn’t want to be the one to tell him. It would only anger him 더 많이 when he found out the entire truth. But Kayla needed me and I would not leave her now.
“It started at a baseball game...”
I sang this song in choir my sophomore 년 maybe it will help 당신 keep strong and have faith in Robsten
The Rose,
Some say 사랑 it is a river that drowns the tender reed,
Some says 사랑 it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say 사랑 it hunger is an endless aching need
It's the one who won't be taken who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying never that learns to live;
When the night has been to lonely and the road seems to long and 당신 think that is only for the lucky the strong;
Just remember far the winter snow, lies the seed that with the suns 사랑 becomes the rose the rose
The Rose,
Some say 사랑 it is a river that drowns the tender reed,
Some says 사랑 it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say 사랑 it hunger is an endless aching need
It's the one who won't be taken who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying never that learns to live;
When the night has been to lonely and the road seems to long and 당신 think that is only for the lucky the strong;
Just remember far the winter snow, lies the seed that with the suns 사랑 becomes the rose the rose
Kristen Stewart, who shot to fame as Bella 백조 in "The Twilight" films and is the 제목 character in "Snow White and the Huntsman", jumped to the 상단, 맨 위로 of Forbes.com's annual list of highest-paid actresses.
The 22-year-old earned an estimated $34.5 million (£22 million) from May 2011 to May 2012 and pushed Angelina Jolie into fourth place.
Cameron Diaz, who had a surprise hit with “Bad Teacher”, came in 초 with $34 million.
“She (Stewart) is an up-and-coming star. She is earning a lot of money from one of the most successful franchises of all time. This is who 당신 would expect to see right now,” said Dorothy Pomerantz, Forbes Los Angeles bureau chief.
“This 년 당신 are seeing somebody young and at the brink of potentially great stardom sitting on the 상단, 맨 위로 of the list.”
The 22-year-old earned an estimated $34.5 million (£22 million) from May 2011 to May 2012 and pushed Angelina Jolie into fourth place.
Cameron Diaz, who had a surprise hit with “Bad Teacher”, came in 초 with $34 million.
“She (Stewart) is an up-and-coming star. She is earning a lot of money from one of the most successful franchises of all time. This is who 당신 would expect to see right now,” said Dorothy Pomerantz, Forbes Los Angeles bureau chief.
“This 년 당신 are seeing somebody young and at the brink of potentially great stardom sitting on the 상단, 맨 위로 of the list.”
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
An innocent child in New Orleans
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no 사랑 in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no 사랑 in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 사랑 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take 당신 out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 사랑 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 사랑 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 사랑 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take 당신 out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 사랑 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your 사랑 I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Up with your turret
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what 당신 won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
당신 barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let 당신 talk me
Won’t let 당신 talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what 당신 won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
당신 barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let 당신 talk me
Won’t let 당신 talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now