"Bella, I"... I didn't know what to say. In that moment, my no longer beating 심장 was torn in two. It was like she tore it from my chest, stuck it in her mouth, chewed it up and spit it out on my feet. I couldn't believe she chose that dog over me. But it was her decision. I looked down, I knew this was coming, I could see it in her eyes.
"Bella, if that's what 당신 want, I'll leave now."
"Of course it's what I want, 당신 left, I tried to deal with it, but now I realize that Jake is the one that I want."
"Yeah bloodsucker, I was always better for her."
I turned and started walking, but I just had to go. I ran the rest of the way back to my house and announced that I was leaving. I couldn't erase the picture of her in my mind. I couldn't make the same mistake. I mean, a werewolf should be able to protect her. I just needed to know that she was safe. I ran as fast as I could go until I was on the other side of the country. I needed to stay as far away from her as long as possible.
I wandered the streets for hours, just to keep my mind away from her. But of course that didn't work. I kept wandering past alleyways and bars on my 검색 for forgetfulness. It was then that I heard a shriek of terror.
"No, stop it, leave me alone,"she screamed, her screams came out muffled.
I turned toward the sound, which was down an alleyway. I grimaced at the memories it brought me, back when I was a monster, hunting the streets.
I slowly walked down the alley, looking for the danger. I felt a 펀치 in the gut, like I was being hit over and over again with a battering ram. My throat burned for the blood of the human that was bleeding on the ground in front of me. Bella, Bella was all I could think of . I looked this girl over. It was not Bella, but she smelled just like her. So mouthwatering.
I craned my head to the side, examining the wounds inflicted on this innocent bystander. She had a mild cut above her right eyebrow and her left arm was broken. I pictured Bella in this position and it came to easily. I quickly refocused on the girl. I studied her. She was unconcious. I noted as I lifted her off the ground and carried her to the nearest hospital. As I ran, I thought about her scent. I couldn't just abondon her. I would wait until she woke up and ask her what happened, then I would contact her family.
So I waited for her to awake. She was so similar to Bella, with her dark brown hair and pale skin. The only difference was the eye color. She had bright blue eyes. And her nose was a little bit bigger, but she was beautiful. I couldn't stop comparing her to Bella, what was wrong with me?
I left the room to call Carlisle. I dialed the number and listened to it ring.
"Hey Carlisle, I just wanted to let 당신 know I'm in New York and I'm helping a girl. She looks a lot like Bella and she's now in the hospital. She also smells exactly like Bella. I need your assistance. Could 당신 come to talk with me? I'm at the General Hospital. Room 138. Talk to 당신 later."
"Bella, if that's what 당신 want, I'll leave now."
"Of course it's what I want, 당신 left, I tried to deal with it, but now I realize that Jake is the one that I want."
"Yeah bloodsucker, I was always better for her."
I turned and started walking, but I just had to go. I ran the rest of the way back to my house and announced that I was leaving. I couldn't erase the picture of her in my mind. I couldn't make the same mistake. I mean, a werewolf should be able to protect her. I just needed to know that she was safe. I ran as fast as I could go until I was on the other side of the country. I needed to stay as far away from her as long as possible.
I wandered the streets for hours, just to keep my mind away from her. But of course that didn't work. I kept wandering past alleyways and bars on my 검색 for forgetfulness. It was then that I heard a shriek of terror.
"No, stop it, leave me alone,"she screamed, her screams came out muffled.
I turned toward the sound, which was down an alleyway. I grimaced at the memories it brought me, back when I was a monster, hunting the streets.
I slowly walked down the alley, looking for the danger. I felt a 펀치 in the gut, like I was being hit over and over again with a battering ram. My throat burned for the blood of the human that was bleeding on the ground in front of me. Bella, Bella was all I could think of . I looked this girl over. It was not Bella, but she smelled just like her. So mouthwatering.
I craned my head to the side, examining the wounds inflicted on this innocent bystander. She had a mild cut above her right eyebrow and her left arm was broken. I pictured Bella in this position and it came to easily. I quickly refocused on the girl. I studied her. She was unconcious. I noted as I lifted her off the ground and carried her to the nearest hospital. As I ran, I thought about her scent. I couldn't just abondon her. I would wait until she woke up and ask her what happened, then I would contact her family.
So I waited for her to awake. She was so similar to Bella, with her dark brown hair and pale skin. The only difference was the eye color. She had bright blue eyes. And her nose was a little bit bigger, but she was beautiful. I couldn't stop comparing her to Bella, what was wrong with me?
I left the room to call Carlisle. I dialed the number and listened to it ring.
"Hey Carlisle, I just wanted to let 당신 know I'm in New York and I'm helping a girl. She looks a lot like Bella and she's now in the hospital. She also smells exactly like Bella. I need your assistance. Could 당신 come to talk with me? I'm at the General Hospital. Room 138. Talk to 당신 later."
Hey, I'm typing away at 집 while my dad takes Mom on an extensive trip to France! Jacob could hardly contain his excitement! Seriously, He's burst into a dog three times- oh, not again Jake! Four times. Anyways, whenever my parents are out, my dad posts up a list of rules. Here's what he wrote.
Renesmee,
your mom and I are going to France. Do not take advantage of this with Jacob. Tell Alice where you're going, and DON'T go to La Push. Watch for bears, and don't go anywhere near the hunting zone. No 프렌즈 over later than 10:00PM unless it's Jacob(even then don't try anything funny.). Jacob is not allowed on your bed(and I don't care if he's in dog form.). Alice will come over to check in on 당신 regularly, but call her if 당신 need help.
-Dad
Ugh. As if Jake and I would do anything stupid. I think Jake was planning on that, though. Well, I hear Jake break something upstairs. I'm gonna see what he's up to. Later!
Renesmee,
your mom and I are going to France. Do not take advantage of this with Jacob. Tell Alice where you're going, and DON'T go to La Push. Watch for bears, and don't go anywhere near the hunting zone. No 프렌즈 over later than 10:00PM unless it's Jacob(even then don't try anything funny.). Jacob is not allowed on your bed(and I don't care if he's in dog form.). Alice will come over to check in on 당신 regularly, but call her if 당신 need help.
-Dad
Ugh. As if Jake and I would do anything stupid. I think Jake was planning on that, though. Well, I hear Jake break something upstairs. I'm gonna see what he's up to. Later!
-Edward-
As I placed Renesmee's hand in Jacob's, whispered to me, "Thank you."
That took me 의해 surprise. As I took my 좌석 다음 Bella, she whispered, too low for the surrounding humans to hear, that she was proud of me.
When it was over, I was convinced myself and Bella had had a less melodramatic ceremony than this. Then again, perhaps it had been even 더 많이 so.
Alice had gone over-the-top with decorations, not that Renesmee minded. She was unlike Bella in that way. When it was my turn to dance with her, she whispered, "You'll still be my dad."
Again with the dramatics.
When it was Bella's turn, she let me see her thoughts. A special gift. I enjoyed hearing her thoughts.
"This bothers 당신 더 많이 than you're letting on, Edward. Relax, let it go. She'll be fine," Bella said.
"You know me so well," I grinned at her before Emmett claimed her and I was forced to dance with Rosalie.
As I placed Renesmee's hand in Jacob's, whispered to me, "Thank you."
That took me 의해 surprise. As I took my 좌석 다음 Bella, she whispered, too low for the surrounding humans to hear, that she was proud of me.
When it was over, I was convinced myself and Bella had had a less melodramatic ceremony than this. Then again, perhaps it had been even 더 많이 so.
Alice had gone over-the-top with decorations, not that Renesmee minded. She was unlike Bella in that way. When it was my turn to dance with her, she whispered, "You'll still be my dad."
Again with the dramatics.
When it was Bella's turn, she let me see her thoughts. A special gift. I enjoyed hearing her thoughts.
"This bothers 당신 더 많이 than you're letting on, Edward. Relax, let it go. She'll be fine," Bella said.
"You know me so well," I grinned at her before Emmett claimed her and I was forced to dance with Rosalie.
