Felt like I've been howling for - forever (?).
It seems like it's all I did these past few months.Geez...MONTHS!
Howling in grief, in desperation. Does she care? I don't think so. She's happy - happy beyond the borders of sanity, I realized bitterly.
I pushed forwrd with all my might, as fast as these four legs can. The bloodsucker drove even faster, I thought disdainfully.I howled once more.
I could hardly see their vehicle - the vehicle that would bring her to her doom - a doom she happily embraced.
I will kill you! I swear I will! I vowed.
I wished with all my 심장 the bloodsucker could still hear my thoughts.
The tail lights are now fading. Like her, she's fading away from me.
I stopped. I can't catch up on her, try hard as I might, I can't. I realized I've always tried to catch up on her, tried to include myself in her perfect happy little world, not merely as her friend. I craved to play a bigger role. I could have been good for her.I howled once more.More grief - I succumbed to it.
I'm so sorry, man.. It was Seth. I growled, baring my teeth. The pack shied away from my thoughts. They knew better than to wallow tith me.
Oh! so, they pity me now?
I don't need your pity! I thought vehemently, arrogantly. I already pity myself, I thought weakly as I slowly lower myself on the ground. I shook my fur. I tried to shake the tears away, too. I covered my eyes with my paws, then whimpered.
All my efforts to keep her safe, alive - wasted! She's a sucker for death wishes. The girl who stirred - longing, grief, desperation, hopelessness, 사랑 - all these inside me - thinking of her cold, lifeless - I cringed.
There's nothing 당신 can do now, Jake. Quil thought.
Go away! Stay out of my mind!I really wish they could. I need to be alone - to suffer alone.
I let 더 많이 suffering seep into my whole consciousness.
The first time I saw her down at the beach.
The first time I danced ackwardly with her at her stupid prom.
The first time she brought me those darn motorcycles.
The first time I watched a movie with her - while Newton was gagging.
The first time I saved her life. The first time I realized I can't live without her.
The first time I realized I 사랑 her with all my might.
The first time I kissed her, held her in my arms.
The first time I begged her to stay with me, to choose me.
The first time she realized she 사랑 me, too.
The time she admitted, it wasn't enough.
The time I danced with her - and she officially belonged to another.
OUCH!
All those firsts, I'll glady relive them, pain included, over and over again, if it only means I won't lose her. How many times do I have to lose her? After all the firsts, I hope this would be the last.
Phase back, Jacob. Billy's concerned. Sam thought.
I can't. I won't be able to endure this. I thought
Jacob... Sam tried to start.
Command me to phase back, then. I thought bitterly.
Finally, silence...I'm already falling apart. All the broken pieces of my 심장 - shattered, minced even more.
If only I could forget about her. But it would be like forgetting a huge part of my life. I couldn't. I wouldn't forget about her. Let all the grief and desperation start again. Let me savour it. I don't care. I won't forget her. I simply refuse to. I simply won't!
All the while, the tears never ceased...
It seems like it's all I did these past few months.Geez...MONTHS!
Howling in grief, in desperation. Does she care? I don't think so. She's happy - happy beyond the borders of sanity, I realized bitterly.
I pushed forwrd with all my might, as fast as these four legs can. The bloodsucker drove even faster, I thought disdainfully.I howled once more.
I could hardly see their vehicle - the vehicle that would bring her to her doom - a doom she happily embraced.
I will kill you! I swear I will! I vowed.
I wished with all my 심장 the bloodsucker could still hear my thoughts.
The tail lights are now fading. Like her, she's fading away from me.
I stopped. I can't catch up on her, try hard as I might, I can't. I realized I've always tried to catch up on her, tried to include myself in her perfect happy little world, not merely as her friend. I craved to play a bigger role. I could have been good for her.I howled once more.More grief - I succumbed to it.
I'm so sorry, man.. It was Seth. I growled, baring my teeth. The pack shied away from my thoughts. They knew better than to wallow tith me.
Oh! so, they pity me now?
I don't need your pity! I thought vehemently, arrogantly. I already pity myself, I thought weakly as I slowly lower myself on the ground. I shook my fur. I tried to shake the tears away, too. I covered my eyes with my paws, then whimpered.
All my efforts to keep her safe, alive - wasted! She's a sucker for death wishes. The girl who stirred - longing, grief, desperation, hopelessness, 사랑 - all these inside me - thinking of her cold, lifeless - I cringed.
There's nothing 당신 can do now, Jake. Quil thought.
Go away! Stay out of my mind!I really wish they could. I need to be alone - to suffer alone.
I let 더 많이 suffering seep into my whole consciousness.
The first time I saw her down at the beach.
The first time I danced ackwardly with her at her stupid prom.
The first time she brought me those darn motorcycles.
The first time I watched a movie with her - while Newton was gagging.
The first time I saved her life. The first time I realized I can't live without her.
The first time I realized I 사랑 her with all my might.
The first time I kissed her, held her in my arms.
The first time I begged her to stay with me, to choose me.
The first time she realized she 사랑 me, too.
The time she admitted, it wasn't enough.
The time I danced with her - and she officially belonged to another.
OUCH!
All those firsts, I'll glady relive them, pain included, over and over again, if it only means I won't lose her. How many times do I have to lose her? After all the firsts, I hope this would be the last.
Phase back, Jacob. Billy's concerned. Sam thought.
I can't. I won't be able to endure this. I thought
Jacob... Sam tried to start.
Command me to phase back, then. I thought bitterly.
Finally, silence...I'm already falling apart. All the broken pieces of my 심장 - shattered, minced even more.
If only I could forget about her. But it would be like forgetting a huge part of my life. I couldn't. I wouldn't forget about her. Let all the grief and desperation start again. Let me savour it. I don't care. I won't forget her. I simply refuse to. I simply won't!
All the while, the tears never ceased...
ALICE AND JASPER:
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN ALMOST A DECADE I FELT HOPE
JASPERS 심장 겨울왕국 IN TIME 의해 A SINGLE BITE.
FLYING LIKE A HUMMING BIRDS WINGS (THIS LINE WAS SAID TO BELLA 의해 EDWARD -ECLIPSE-)
HOPE, HAPPINESS, KINDNESS, UNDERSTANDING, AND...LOVE
ALL AT ONCE COMING FROM SUCH A SMALL PERSON.
EMOTIONS HE BEARLY RECONIZED.
EMOTIONS HE WOULD NEVER LEAVE.
EMOTIONS THAT WOULD SOON BE HIS WHOLE LIFE.
EMOTINS THAT BELONGED TO ALICE HIS ONE AND ONLY REASON TO LIVE.
사랑 SO STRONG, THEY WOULD KILL. KILL ONCE, TWICE... UNTIL THEY GOT TO THERE OTHER HALF
ALICE ISNT JUST JASPERS LOVE
SHE IS HIS KEY, HIS KEY TO HAPPINESS
THERE SOULS ATACHED FOREVER
THERE SOULS INTERWINED TOGHETHER
THERE SOULS BELONG TO EACH OTHER
SOULMATES FOR THE REST OF INTERNITY
BROUGHT TO HAPPINESS TOGHETHER AND WHEN IT COMES TIME THEY WILL BE TAKEN OUT TOGHETHER
THANX FOR READING
WRITTEN 의해 RACHEL KETTLEWELL
TWILIGHT GIRL
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN ALMOST A DECADE I FELT HOPE
JASPERS 심장 겨울왕국 IN TIME 의해 A SINGLE BITE.
FLYING LIKE A HUMMING BIRDS WINGS (THIS LINE WAS SAID TO BELLA 의해 EDWARD -ECLIPSE-)
HOPE, HAPPINESS, KINDNESS, UNDERSTANDING, AND...LOVE
ALL AT ONCE COMING FROM SUCH A SMALL PERSON.
EMOTIONS HE BEARLY RECONIZED.
EMOTIONS HE WOULD NEVER LEAVE.
EMOTIONS THAT WOULD SOON BE HIS WHOLE LIFE.
EMOTINS THAT BELONGED TO ALICE HIS ONE AND ONLY REASON TO LIVE.
사랑 SO STRONG, THEY WOULD KILL. KILL ONCE, TWICE... UNTIL THEY GOT TO THERE OTHER HALF
ALICE ISNT JUST JASPERS LOVE
SHE IS HIS KEY, HIS KEY TO HAPPINESS
THERE SOULS ATACHED FOREVER
THERE SOULS INTERWINED TOGHETHER
THERE SOULS BELONG TO EACH OTHER
SOULMATES FOR THE REST OF INTERNITY
BROUGHT TO HAPPINESS TOGHETHER AND WHEN IT COMES TIME THEY WILL BE TAKEN OUT TOGHETHER
THANX FOR READING
WRITTEN 의해 RACHEL KETTLEWELL
TWILIGHT GIRL
For those of 당신 who don't know me, 또는 have never read my fanfictions, I'm renesmeblack. I write a story from Renesmee, Jacob, Mine, and occasionally Emmett's POV. Now, I have a ton of bad ideas, and some of the things 당신 read from me are crash tests. Thankfully, many of my readers enjoy my fanfictions. The dummy is saved!
My stories are for girls who can't stop 읽기 the books. It's for girls who'd pester Stephenie Meyer to write a sequel, if they had a chance! I 사랑 Jacob, so that's another reason why girls read my, frankly, ameteur (hope I spelled that right!) writing. 당신 wanna know the best part?
Okay, here goes nothing.
IT NEVER ENDS!!!
There. I feel better now. Yup, 당신 read correctly. It'll never end until I grow out of the Twilight Stage (like that'll happen.).
For the very few 팬 I have, thanks for the support and I'll see 당신 in the 읽기 section!
-Thanks!
renesmeblack xoxo
My stories are for girls who can't stop 읽기 the books. It's for girls who'd pester Stephenie Meyer to write a sequel, if they had a chance! I 사랑 Jacob, so that's another reason why girls read my, frankly, ameteur (hope I spelled that right!) writing. 당신 wanna know the best part?
Okay, here goes nothing.
IT NEVER ENDS!!!
There. I feel better now. Yup, 당신 read correctly. It'll never end until I grow out of the Twilight Stage (like that'll happen.).
For the very few 팬 I have, thanks for the support and I'll see 당신 in the 읽기 section!
-Thanks!
renesmeblack xoxo
Here's New Moon Confessions. like I said before, I don't any of these, I just 게시됨 them for people's enjoyments.
#1
I can hear Edward in my head too!
#2
If Edward dies, I headed off to Volterra.
#3
Alice 스톨, 훔친 my Porsche.
#4
Jane has my 가장 좋아하는 vampire power.
#5
I have Edward's soul. *Evil Laugh*
#6
Bella's Epiphany = Stating the obvious.
#7
Edward didn't go to South America. He was visiting me.
#8
I named all of my 개 after Jacob and his friends.
#9
I skipped all of the chapters without Edward in them.
#10
I 초 Emmett's vote.
#11
I cut myself in front of Jasper for fun.
#12
If Bella won't marry Edward, I will.
please 코멘트 and rate!
#1
I can hear Edward in my head too!
#2
If Edward dies, I headed off to Volterra.
#3
Alice 스톨, 훔친 my Porsche.
#4
Jane has my 가장 좋아하는 vampire power.
#5
I have Edward's soul. *Evil Laugh*
#6
Bella's Epiphany = Stating the obvious.
#7
Edward didn't go to South America. He was visiting me.
#8
I named all of my 개 after Jacob and his friends.
#9
I skipped all of the chapters without Edward in them.
#10
I 초 Emmett's vote.
#11
I cut myself in front of Jasper for fun.
#12
If Bella won't marry Edward, I will.
please 코멘트 and rate!
i hope 당신 like my story sorry for the spelling and stuff like that im trying my best!!!!!
Rennesme POV
When 당신 사랑 the one, who left 당신 no options at all,and change 당신 campletely how can 당신 fight with the world to not lose him?
What about if your life depend on the person, what would 당신 do to tell him what 당신 really feel about him and that 당신 want to be with him FOREVER!!!!!!
And 당신 have just one 더 많이 chance to do it!!!!
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Rennesme POV
When 당신 사랑 the one, who left 당신 no options at all,and change 당신 campletely how can 당신 fight with the world to not lose him?
What about if your life depend on the person, what would 당신 do to tell him what 당신 really feel about him and that 당신 want to be with him FOREVER!!!!!!
And 당신 have just one 더 많이 chance to do it!!!!
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