My Love,
How are you?
Not the best way to start. How should I start? Should I – start? Do this? I knew the answer, of course. Nevertheless…
I miss 당신 so.
Not good either. Not enough…
당신 have taken away with 당신 every reason for my existence.
Definitely bad. She didn’t take it away. I did. I removed myself away from the very meaning of my life – 또는 should I say, wretched, despicable, tormented existence?
Torment. Yes, How I knew it well.
Her eyes. Her lips…. As I’ve said, torment – in its purest form.
I remembered how it wasn’t like this before – when I was still with her. HER. Bella, my life, my love. MY (?) I should stop thinking of her this way. She is no longer mine. She could never be mine. She would never be mine.
Pain. Anguish. Agony.
They ripped, tore my insides.
I 사랑 you.
Still and will always.
For all eternity.
That part, I want her to know, to believe. Could she still believe me after all I did to her?
Her eyes filled with tears – a too vivid memory.
I gasped. I choked. Regret washed over me.
I wish to see you., hear your voice., feel your warmth.
Aaah…this too much.
Away from you, it is unbearable.
Should I allow myself just a glimpse of her? Has she moved on?
NO! No, please….
Selfish…Always so selfish.
I tried to see the beauty 당신 always saw in the night sky but the stars refused to shine for me tonight, my love. Is it because I am without you?
All I could see is her face.
All I could hear is her voice.
All I could smell is her scent.
How I long to be with her.
She haunts me now.
I smiled wryly - the roles are now reversed.
I sighed.
I wish 당신 happiness.
However she may find it.
Without me…, in the arms of another…
Do I really wish that?
Yes, I thought fiercely. As long as she’s happy…
Hypocrite.
I fervently hope I 십자가, 크로스 your mind once in a while.
I winced.
Idiot! Selfish Idiot!
Does she? Does she still think about me? Does she remember how much I 사랑 her? How much I tried to be right for her? To be 더 많이 human and less of a monster for her?
Bella, my love, please be safe.
That’s all I ask of her. 안전한, 안전 – without me.
Pain engulfed me once again.
Is that all I wished for? NO.
I stared defiantly at where they said heaven should be.
I would trade everything; give up everything, for one 더 많이 blush, one 더 많이 smile, one 더 많이 kiss, one 더 많이 일 또는 night…
Even one 더 많이 초 with her.
Yours, for all eternity.
I couldn’t sign my name.
I sighed.
I looked at the letter in my hand.
Every fiber in my being yearned to be with her, I never knew up to what extent, until now.
I balled my fist. Crumpling the letter in the process.
I wouldn’t…I couldn’t send it anyway. I promised I would stay away from her.
But then again, I’m not very good with keeping promises, especially the ones that concerned her.
The phone rang, disrupting my chaotic thoughts.
Thoughts of her.
I stared at it. Contemplating whether I should toss it outside the window, crush it with my fist 또는 hurl it to the wall.
Violence…
I laughed bitterly. Such thoughts were constant for me now. Now that I am without her.
The ringing phone persisted.
Who may this be now? Emmet? Alice? Carlisle? Esme?
A twinge inside my lifeless chest.
My family. I truly am sorry for abandoning them. I sighed.
“Yes?” I asked lifelessly on the phone.
“Edward…She’s gone. I’m sorry. Come back home. We’ll wait for you.” Rosalie said in one breath.
I gripped the phone tightly.
“What are 당신 talking about?” I demanded vehemently.
“Bella jumped off a cliff, Edward. Alice saw her. She’s at Forks now.”
I dropped the call and dialed a number etched in my memory.
How many times have I imagined calling this number? Countless. But never this way. Not this way.
“He’s at the funeral.” The biting voice replied on the other line after I asked for Charlie.
I tossed the phone aside. I have no strength – to crush it, hurl it. I do not care.
Her eyes. Her lips.
Her voice. Her smile. Her laughter.
Flashed before my eyes .Haunting me.
Gone?
“Why? Haven’t I had enough?” I shouted towards heaven.
“Why? Why?” I whispered brokenly.
I fell on my knees. Like the weak man, I always knew I am, I crumpled to the floor.
My love, the very reason why I still continue to exist…Gone…Dead…
I though I knew torment and anguish very well. I thought wrong. It was nothing compared to this.
I did this to her.
I 로스트 her.
NO, it’s never too late, my mind rebelled.
I smiled viciously as I let sanity escape me.
Only the ache to be with her, to 가입하기 her, wherever she is right now burned fiercely inside me.
“I will be with you, my love. Wait for me. I will find you.” I whispered
With this, determination runs through my veins.
I stood up.
Ran – as fast as before.
No, faster. I ran with all the strength and speed I have.
I gave in to sobs that has been trying to wrench their way out of my throat.
I ran, almost blindly for a vampire.
“Bellaaaaa.”
I now have a purpose. To end my existence. To 가입하기 my beloved.
How are you?
Not the best way to start. How should I start? Should I – start? Do this? I knew the answer, of course. Nevertheless…
I miss 당신 so.
Not good either. Not enough…
당신 have taken away with 당신 every reason for my existence.
Definitely bad. She didn’t take it away. I did. I removed myself away from the very meaning of my life – 또는 should I say, wretched, despicable, tormented existence?
Torment. Yes, How I knew it well.
Her eyes. Her lips…. As I’ve said, torment – in its purest form.
I remembered how it wasn’t like this before – when I was still with her. HER. Bella, my life, my love. MY (?) I should stop thinking of her this way. She is no longer mine. She could never be mine. She would never be mine.
Pain. Anguish. Agony.
They ripped, tore my insides.
I 사랑 you.
Still and will always.
For all eternity.
That part, I want her to know, to believe. Could she still believe me after all I did to her?
Her eyes filled with tears – a too vivid memory.
I gasped. I choked. Regret washed over me.
I wish to see you., hear your voice., feel your warmth.
Aaah…this too much.
Away from you, it is unbearable.
Should I allow myself just a glimpse of her? Has she moved on?
NO! No, please….
Selfish…Always so selfish.
I tried to see the beauty 당신 always saw in the night sky but the stars refused to shine for me tonight, my love. Is it because I am without you?
All I could see is her face.
All I could hear is her voice.
All I could smell is her scent.
How I long to be with her.
She haunts me now.
I smiled wryly - the roles are now reversed.
I sighed.
I wish 당신 happiness.
However she may find it.
Without me…, in the arms of another…
Do I really wish that?
Yes, I thought fiercely. As long as she’s happy…
Hypocrite.
I fervently hope I 십자가, 크로스 your mind once in a while.
I winced.
Idiot! Selfish Idiot!
Does she? Does she still think about me? Does she remember how much I 사랑 her? How much I tried to be right for her? To be 더 많이 human and less of a monster for her?
Bella, my love, please be safe.
That’s all I ask of her. 안전한, 안전 – without me.
Pain engulfed me once again.
Is that all I wished for? NO.
I stared defiantly at where they said heaven should be.
I would trade everything; give up everything, for one 더 많이 blush, one 더 많이 smile, one 더 많이 kiss, one 더 많이 일 또는 night…
Even one 더 많이 초 with her.
Yours, for all eternity.
I couldn’t sign my name.
I sighed.
I looked at the letter in my hand.
Every fiber in my being yearned to be with her, I never knew up to what extent, until now.
I balled my fist. Crumpling the letter in the process.
I wouldn’t…I couldn’t send it anyway. I promised I would stay away from her.
But then again, I’m not very good with keeping promises, especially the ones that concerned her.
The phone rang, disrupting my chaotic thoughts.
Thoughts of her.
I stared at it. Contemplating whether I should toss it outside the window, crush it with my fist 또는 hurl it to the wall.
Violence…
I laughed bitterly. Such thoughts were constant for me now. Now that I am without her.
The ringing phone persisted.
Who may this be now? Emmet? Alice? Carlisle? Esme?
A twinge inside my lifeless chest.
My family. I truly am sorry for abandoning them. I sighed.
“Yes?” I asked lifelessly on the phone.
“Edward…She’s gone. I’m sorry. Come back home. We’ll wait for you.” Rosalie said in one breath.
I gripped the phone tightly.
“What are 당신 talking about?” I demanded vehemently.
“Bella jumped off a cliff, Edward. Alice saw her. She’s at Forks now.”
I dropped the call and dialed a number etched in my memory.
How many times have I imagined calling this number? Countless. But never this way. Not this way.
“He’s at the funeral.” The biting voice replied on the other line after I asked for Charlie.
I tossed the phone aside. I have no strength – to crush it, hurl it. I do not care.
Her eyes. Her lips.
Her voice. Her smile. Her laughter.
Flashed before my eyes .Haunting me.
Gone?
“Why? Haven’t I had enough?” I shouted towards heaven.
“Why? Why?” I whispered brokenly.
I fell on my knees. Like the weak man, I always knew I am, I crumpled to the floor.
My love, the very reason why I still continue to exist…Gone…Dead…
I though I knew torment and anguish very well. I thought wrong. It was nothing compared to this.
I did this to her.
I 로스트 her.
NO, it’s never too late, my mind rebelled.
I smiled viciously as I let sanity escape me.
Only the ache to be with her, to 가입하기 her, wherever she is right now burned fiercely inside me.
“I will be with you, my love. Wait for me. I will find you.” I whispered
With this, determination runs through my veins.
I stood up.
Ran – as fast as before.
No, faster. I ran with all the strength and speed I have.
I gave in to sobs that has been trying to wrench their way out of my throat.
I ran, almost blindly for a vampire.
“Bellaaaaa.”
I now have a purpose. To end my existence. To 가입하기 my beloved.
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So, if 당신 have time on your hands, and 당신 wanna read what I wrote (which has 뱀파이어 and werewolves, and shapeshifters, witches, etc. (like in the actual series)) then follow this link, and tell me what 당신 think in 코멘트 if 당신 have a 팬 fiction account, if not tell me what 당신 think down below this! Please do so, I really wanna know if its good 또는 not...thanks for 읽기 this and hopefully u follow the link!
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의해 Twilight_News | 10 December 2009
Ashley Greene has previously been known for her support of the organization Donate Your Dress that gives gently used formal wear to girls who couldn’t otherwise afford prom and special occasion dresses. She’s now branching out to help with a group that aids the homeless.
“This holiday season I’m filming the DoSomething.org ‘Teens for Jeans’ campaign PSA to encourage teens to donate their gently worn jeans to homeless youth,” says Greene.
How does the campaign work?
The third annual Teens for Jeans drive encourages teens to drop off their gently worn jeans to any Aéropostale store anytime between Jan. 19th and Feb. 14th, 2010. DoSomething “will make sure they get donated to a local homeless shelter 또는 charity.
As an added bonus (beyond the good karma you’ll receive for giving back, of course), Aéropostale will give an additional 25% off on your 다음 pair of jeans.”