how frustrating life can be to many centurys of the same thing.always searching never finding what i am looking for.jumping from one figure to the next.how can i intraduce myself when i have no permanent form to call my own.so to explain.i can take on any form of my choosing i have been nearly every animal i have even been the wind blowing through ones nose and out the mouth that was extremly weird.i have been dirt of which 당신 walk on doors being closed.i am not whole because until i find my soulmate i cannot find a permanent body.all of them creatures i have inhabited and there enampt chatter never holding my interest for very long.stories endless stories of there trials and yet of all them nothing that matters to me.i have tried in the beginning i wanted so hard to belong i tried to make my self stay just to be able to feel anything and yet nothing.is there anyone like me out there i think not one time long 이전 i was in the form of a dolpin such an esquite animal.always with there mate so at ease peaceful i wanted to belong but in the end i bounced out of it into a sea 터틀, 거북 on to the seaweed drifting in the ocean just laying there.floating.then the wind took me to 육지, 쇼 어 apon the 바닷가, 비치 thats when i went into the most interesting creature yet.human they walked with each other and held hands this fascinated me i had never seen anything like it i tried to mimick the other humans eating i didnt have 음식 i didnt need such things it would not sustain me.so i quickly avoided that all together.but then i saw something no someone who caught my eye.she was a human of course but she was looking through me not at me as if she could not see me this was a first everyone seen me i just never gave them the chance to get close but she fasinated me.i had to talk to her to find out why she didnt see me could she even hear me.i walked up slowly always smiling that was a natural thing to do.she just kept looking like she didnt see me. hello i said in my voice it was the first i had heard such noise usualy it was 더 많이 of a humming noise.but she did not say anything.hum this was a first how could i get her attention i could blow on the sand.but she would think it was the wind.i could clap my hands would she even hear that. 저기요 당신 there sir.can 당신 do me a favor.but he to did not see me.this is a first every other creature i inhabited was 더 많이 than polite.they would always run on and on about silly stuff i often disregarded as rubbish.what to do oh well i need to find another form this is irrating i will become that there seagull and fly away from here.this is strange i usualy would not 또는 even could not keep a form for very long before i would be bolsting from its remains into another creature.here i go pushing pushing pulling what is this why am i not in that there seagull.what is going on.i have never even tried like this before no wait the girl from which i was first drawn to got up and and is coming over to me.hello are 당신 okay 당신 look like 당신 were i dont know trying to pull your head off so i thought i would see if i should stop you.oh no she seen me trying to shift that never happens.i um well i have a headace that seems like a good excuse.so 당신 thought that 의해 trying to pull your head off that it would stop.she was whats the word i think laughing at me. why are 당신 laughing at me i will not tolerate that do 당신 want me to become a storm and suck 당신 up and spit 당신 out 당신 horrible little creature..um okay she said sorry i tried to help 당신 complete and stupid idiot.the words i said must have offened her somehow i dont see why 당신 there what do these people i guess thats the word yea people what do they call you.i just stood there laughing at her to. she gave me a mean look and started laughing again this time i joined her,i kept on long after she quit didnt know if i should stop.okay anyways she said your kinda weird ya know.yea well any way i dont tell crazy people my name so i would say nice to meet 당신 but i just need to get out of here.okay then 당신 run along 당신 human 당신 and i will stay here okay okay she looked at me with crazy eyes.hey before 당신 go what do i need to do with myself i cant escape and i was wondering if 당신 knew.oh i dont even know what your talking about nor do i care but maybe 당신 should go to a mental hospital.oh okay well will 당신 take me. yeah i might need to 당신 could hurt someone.just follow me okay.okay she seems fairly interesting i think i will follow her.so will 당신 tell me now what your name is since im going to this hospital.okay my name is sheena i am eighteen years old i live with my grandparents i like seafood is there anything else 당신 want to know.yes do 당신 have a mate are 당신 sexually active.thats none of your buisness.oh but im afraid it is why is that because 당신 dear are my soul mate and we belong together.what what are 당신 talking about look we dont have much further til we get to the hospital.were not going to the hospital 당신 are coming with me.she stopped the car get out help get out.what did i do 당신 are freaking me out get out i just wanted to help.but beautiful 당신 already have i have found where i belong it is with 당신 can i keep 당신 i used what is my gift for the first time on her she was hipnotized see what ever creature 또는 thing i became i took part of it with me i am not trying to scare 당신 사랑 iam in 사랑 with 당신 i have been searching for 당신 for centuries wil 당신 let me explain i am not of this world and yet i am i am everything and anything 당신 want.i can be the air that 당신 breathe i used to think that was disgusting but with 당신 i think i would like it.for your mouth to suck me in and blow me out.i will show 당신 and with that i changed into the wind and did as i said slowly coming back to my human form.what in the world what are 당신 i am a form of all creatures i can inhibit anything 또는 anyone.do 당신 see what i mean do 당신 understand i am sorry about before with the storm thing had i known it was 당신 i would have been on my knees mind 당신 this is afirst for me i am new to all this.but why me im no one special.oh but 당신 are wrong for it is 당신 who stopped this ever changing unit into something stable something to hold a grasp on.i will be forever in your debt i dont know 당신 but i 사랑 you.will 당신 take my hand and with that we will be what ever 당신 want.can 당신 give me a sec this is all strange.take all the time 당신 need i am not 또는 cannot go anywhere without 당신 it is impossible.okay so 당신 say we can be what ever 또는 who ever we want can we be other people.why of course anything 또는 any one. i want to be a bird.can i be, yes but i should warn 당신 once 당신 leave this body we can never come back 당신 need to know this. this body will not sustain 당신 any more, but 당신 left and came back when 당신 were the wind. oh yes 사랑 because 당신 were holding me here your pull like i said i cannot not that i would want to but it isnt posssible to be away from 당신 .you are my other half.i have been seacrhing for 당신 through air.sea, animals,storms yes i can become a storm.i can also be 또는 we can be the snow people play in the 불, 화재 people come into to warm themself.we can be anything.but there is a price to pay. i will let 당신 decide i of course kind of like being human but the choice is yours.okay i think i will yeah i will stay human for now thats weird to say stay human. it is rather tempting like i have a super power 또는 something huh well dear 당신 actually do who do 당신 know that can do such things. um well nobody.wow i guess your right i cant believe im taking this so lightly i dont understand. again beautiful it is because 당신 belong to me as i to you. dont 당신 mean with. okay 사랑 get up and try to go to that store over there okay. she got out of the car only to make it to the 후드 and then she was back in the drivers side .does that same thing happen to you. yes it would 사랑 and note the pull 당신 have on me is another thing to think about. we are close in this human form but when and if we take on another we will be one not two one we are soulmates in everysense we are but one.wow that is strange why do 당신 feel that way well i have heard of such a pull as two intertwining into one but to actualy have one body how could we ever be physically 당신 know.active.well dear that is basicly the same in all creatures the need to procreate.but with our kind it is so much 더 많이 than that. we will try your way of course if 당신 want i dont know what it is like not ever doing that but it is i cant even explain 당신 will see.what happens when we get that close i mean the pull.it is kind of like magnets i should say thats the closest i can think of. when and if we do what 당신 ask we will be closer than any other human animal anything has ever been.even just 키싱 당신 would be like pulling my self away from a tornado.oh okay i need to talk to my mom and dad they are probaly wodering when im coming 집 i thought 당신 said 당신 lived with your grandparents yea about that actualy my name is not sheena it is tiffany and i dont like seafood at all.i didnt want to tell a crazy person the truth about me.anyways what do i call 당신 .you call me one as well as yourself eventualy your name will not matter over time 당신 will see.exactually how old are 당신 anyways.by which 당신 mean time i am thirty five hundred years old.give 또는 take a century we dont count time.so if i take on another form i will live forever.i wouldnt say forever but a very long time.but if i didnt change what would happen to 당신 when i die.well my 사랑 we share the same ever thing joy pain excitment every feeling 당신 have is now apart of me.for 당신 are me so when 당신 go i go.but thats not right i cant do that to 당신 .one i am nothing without 당신 i would consider it an honor to die with 당신 dont think of me when 당신 make your choice i would not have told 당신 this but i cannot hold anything from 당신 not that i would want to i have finaly found 당신 i am happy i have never felt anything in my time and now cant 당신 feel it like my whats the word my 심장 will jump out of my chest.yes i do i feel the same can i do something. if 당신 wish i want to touch 당신 to see that 당신 are real just then as she touched my hand had the consistency of glue in between two hands trying to pull away but hard to do so.it left shivers up my spine i did not want her to pull away if that is even possible.i dont know.i cant pull away.i dont want to have to but i need to focus there is still things she must know.if i told 당신 something would 당신 not freak out.um after everything i have seen and felt and now 당신 ask me this.what is it.i dont know i know i have to tell 당신 but i am afraid. 당신 are immortal what could 당신 be afraid of.i need 당신 to understand that if 당신 decide to stay human i will always be there everywhere.so dont freak out but your body even human body is going to start to change. what do 당신 mean.i mean is that every creature that i inhabited i took part of that with me and i have been many many creatures.for one i was a bird and well 사랑 um i can fly which means 당신 also.i was a snake so watch who 당신 키스 for now your bite is deadly what im venomous i cant even 키스 my mom 또는 dad. not unless 당신 want to kill them sorry i know its a bit much.but there how shall i say this there is so much 더 많이 당신 can do 당신 will see.