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I wish I had never heard your song, then I wouldn’t 사랑 당신 like this; I wish I had never seen your iamge, then I wouldn’t 사랑 당신 like this; I wish I had never searched your news, then I wouldn’t find how perfect 당신 are, how fit 당신 are to my dreaming mate. But I did them all, all the things that I wish I haden’t done. Now, I am madly in 사랑 with you, what should I do?
First time I saw 당신 was when 당신 were 노래 with your partners. Among all those five members I cought 당신 at the first sight. 당신 were no 더 많이 beautiful than Nicky, no 더 많이 stronger than Mark and no 더 많이 attractive than Bryan, but despite all those no mores I just found 당신 and then never want let my eyes off you.
당신 said 음악 is 당신 가장 좋아하는 and so do I. Sometimes when the unknown mood made me spirit down, I just listen to your songs. Heard 당신 sing beside me, your magic voice smoothed my fretful heart. Just watch 당신 sing, watch the every 옮기기 당신 made, all my sorrows would fade away. And without noticed that a smile was already manifested on my face. I was so amazed about it at the first time and it was also at that time I realized, this time I was serious.
I’d like thank the internet to enable me get 더 많이 informations about 당신 but still I hate it! 의해 collecting every little things, every little news about you, I found myself fall in 당신 deeper and deeper. Because 당신 were so amazed fulfilled every aspects that I desighed for my dreaming one. I haven’t thought man like that would be existed in this world. But then 당신 appeared, 당신 let me know I was wrong. and 당신 were actually much better than that. Then the internet send me a news which I desperately didn’t like to know: 당신 are married!
“the man who I 사랑 is someone else’s husband! Well, I’d like to say I wish 당신 forever happiness.” That’s the first reaction I had when I heard the news. I even felt glad for 당신 that 당신 had found your beloved one. People said that the highest standard of 사랑 is feel happy for the one 당신 사랑 when 당신 know he is happy. I do 사랑 당신 right? So I’d like to know 당신 be happy.
However the following fact proved that I was wrong again.
With every single 일 passed by, every little information I collected and every pictures 당신 branded in my 심장 I loved 당신 더 많이 than I could know. And I may not even noticed that till I heard 당신 sing your new song—beautiful in white. When heard that 당신 wish your daughter would find the real 사랑 like 당신 and your wife did, my 심장 ached unexpectly. Too hard for me to 곰 it. Then I realized the thought which I had before was totally wrong. Be happy for 당신 even know the one who made 당신 happy wasn’t me? No, I can’t do it. Your happiness without me start to torture me from that moment.
I kept asking myself the same silly 질문 again and again “ why 당신 can’t be mine?” “why 당신 can’t be mine?” “ why the fate let me fall in 사랑 with 당신 and then made 당신 so far away from me?” Then the old saying came to my mind again” the real 사랑 is feel happy for the one who 당신 사랑 even though he is in other’s arms”. This 사랑 theory, I used to firmly believed in it, but now I extremly detest it. Because I am not the one who makes 당신 happy so now your happiness is a torment to me. Everytime when I think that I am not the one who brings 당신 joy who makes 당신 smile, God know how much I 사랑 your beautiful smile, this feeling could drive me crazy and push me to the edge of desperation.
But still, deep inside I know, I’ll always wish 당신 be happy even that cruel-happiness is something I would rather than die to 곰 with.
Now I know 사랑 is selfish, as selfish as it can be. I won’t ever never believe in that saint 사랑 theory again. I am just a mortal being, I can never be that generous.
다음 time if anyone who tell me that he feel happy for the one who he loved be happy with another man. I won’t doubt the truth in his words. I know he really mean it but I also know he is just not that in love.
사랑 saint can be found in eveywhere because people rarely true in love. Sounds kind of radical, isn’t it? 당신 made me such a extremist in 사랑 Shane, tell me now what should I do and what I can do?
My 사랑 to 당신 makes me grevous, desperate and frustrated. But still I can’t let it go because I 사랑 당신 so. Because I 사랑 당신 so, I wish 당신 can always be happy, and 당신 must be happy, that’s my very first and last request to you, only because I 사랑 당신 so….