Dear reader,
if youāre ģ½źø° this, youāre one of my closest friends. ė¹ģ literally mean the world to me, and I never want to lose you. I feel like we belong together, it wasnāt an accident that we met.
Well, first if youāre ģ½źø° this, ė¹ģ should know that this was supposed to be a birthday letter. I was so worried that I was going to be late of course, thatās me I guess. Iāve made mistakes and disappointed ė¹ģ for a long time, havenāt I? Multiple things Iāve done and Iām so ashamed now. I havenāt been the perfect friend but thatās assumed isnāt it? ė¹ģ havenāt been perfect either, but I didnāt want perfect. I call ė¹ģ āperfectā a lot because I canāt find any other word to describe you. I wanted a friend like you, canāt ė¹ģ see that? I wanted ė¹ģ and I got you. I know ė¹ģ feel insecure and doubtful about yourself a lot,and every compliment I give you, youāll disagree with, but ė¹ģ can never disagree with the fact that I wanted someone like ė¹ģ and I got someone better. Iām so blessed and I will never stop thanking ė¹ģ for how amazing ė¹ģ are and I will never stop trying to make ė¹ģ happy.
I know Iāve thanked ė¹ģ a lot, Iāve written źø°ģ¬ and said a million compliments. Iām źøģ°źø° this right now, I wish I could do so much more. But itās 12:00 a.m as I write this, and Iām putting a lot into this. Just recently, I wrote an źø°ģ¬ of 10 reasons why I think youāre unique and special. Iām so proud of that, ė¹ģ see, because now ė¹ģ can see for yourself all the reasons why I ģ¬ė you.
I said I disappointed you. ė¹ģ may have disagreed with that. Maybe ė¹ģ remembered? The one thing that really stands out in my mind, that hurts me everyday, was the promise I broke. It wasnāt just a promise, I gave ė¹ģ my word that I wouldnāt do that again, we promised each other, and I broke it. I had the audacity to do that? I know youāve forgiven me, but I could have ė”ģ¤ķø you. I see it in my scars everyday, and I feel the mistrust ė¹ģ have in me now because of my actions. I know that I let ė¹ģ down, I feel it and see it everyday. But in a few years, Iām going to get a tattoo that says āDonāt break the promise ė¹ģ gave to a queenā just to remind me. Iām sorry again ģķ“ the way.
But I donāt want to make ė¹ģ sad, birthday girl. I know it seems like Iām trying but Iām not, I just want to be honest I guess.
I worry about ė¹ģ a lot ė¹ģ know, but I know that youāre okay ėė ė¹ģ will be. I know that youāre life has been so difficult but thatās why I respect you. ė ė§ģ“ than anything, I want ė¹ģ to open your ģ¬ģ„ and accept yourself completely. I know thatās so tough to do, but I know ė¹ģ will. And ė¹ģ have to tell your story to others, okay? It would make me so happy if ė¹ģ did, because through your story, I found strength and respect and hope. They would too.
This is just words, isnāt it? I want to give ė¹ģ the world but all I can give ė¹ģ is this. I try to do everything I can and I always will, to make ė¹ģ proud. ė¹ģ mean so much to me and ė¹ģ need to know that. I try everyday to be what ė¹ģ are already to me: Amazing and beautiful.
I donāt want ė¹ģ to be scared okay? I know ė¹ģ are sometimes and itās going to be that way, but I just want ė¹ģ to be open to the oppurtunities that are gonna come for you. This is your last āteenagerā birthday and I know thatās frightening but thatās also kind of awesome and I want ė¹ģ to dwell on that. I disagree with the saying āa positive mind will give ė¹ģ a positive lifeā because thatās not true for any of us, but it will give ė¹ģ a positive view of life. So for all the frightening things to come, think about the positive impact itāll give ė¹ģ and dwell on that instead.
Iāve said before why ė¹ģ mean so much to me, and Iām not going to repeat myself here, but ė¹ģ remember my reasons, right? I hope so. I hope ė¹ģ remember what I think of ė¹ģ even if itās hard to feel it.
ė¹ģ are my big sister and youāre my role model. Thank you. Just THANK YOU!
I know ė¹ģ hurt a lot, and I donāt promise happiness, I wish I could. But your a ķø and youāll find your king, I swear, even if I have to ķģ¹ him in the face and drag him to youš And ė¹ģ will always try, I know that. Youāre a survivor and ė¹ģ will survive.
So Iām sorry this is short and not what Iād like, but Iām just happy to know you. I know ė¹ģ ģ¬ė me most, but I ģ¬ė ė¹ģ with a kind of ģ¬ė I canāt place, and one thatās irreplaceable. I donāt want ė¹ģ to forget that. Ever :) x.
Happy birthday queenš
if youāre ģ½źø° this, youāre one of my closest friends. ė¹ģ literally mean the world to me, and I never want to lose you. I feel like we belong together, it wasnāt an accident that we met.
Well, first if youāre ģ½źø° this, ė¹ģ should know that this was supposed to be a birthday letter. I was so worried that I was going to be late of course, thatās me I guess. Iāve made mistakes and disappointed ė¹ģ for a long time, havenāt I? Multiple things Iāve done and Iām so ashamed now. I havenāt been the perfect friend but thatās assumed isnāt it? ė¹ģ havenāt been perfect either, but I didnāt want perfect. I call ė¹ģ āperfectā a lot because I canāt find any other word to describe you. I wanted a friend like you, canāt ė¹ģ see that? I wanted ė¹ģ and I got you. I know ė¹ģ feel insecure and doubtful about yourself a lot,and every compliment I give you, youāll disagree with, but ė¹ģ can never disagree with the fact that I wanted someone like ė¹ģ and I got someone better. Iām so blessed and I will never stop thanking ė¹ģ for how amazing ė¹ģ are and I will never stop trying to make ė¹ģ happy.
I know Iāve thanked ė¹ģ a lot, Iāve written źø°ģ¬ and said a million compliments. Iām źøģ°źø° this right now, I wish I could do so much more. But itās 12:00 a.m as I write this, and Iām putting a lot into this. Just recently, I wrote an źø°ģ¬ of 10 reasons why I think youāre unique and special. Iām so proud of that, ė¹ģ see, because now ė¹ģ can see for yourself all the reasons why I ģ¬ė you.
I said I disappointed you. ė¹ģ may have disagreed with that. Maybe ė¹ģ remembered? The one thing that really stands out in my mind, that hurts me everyday, was the promise I broke. It wasnāt just a promise, I gave ė¹ģ my word that I wouldnāt do that again, we promised each other, and I broke it. I had the audacity to do that? I know youāve forgiven me, but I could have ė”ģ¤ķø you. I see it in my scars everyday, and I feel the mistrust ė¹ģ have in me now because of my actions. I know that I let ė¹ģ down, I feel it and see it everyday. But in a few years, Iām going to get a tattoo that says āDonāt break the promise ė¹ģ gave to a queenā just to remind me. Iām sorry again ģķ“ the way.
But I donāt want to make ė¹ģ sad, birthday girl. I know it seems like Iām trying but Iām not, I just want to be honest I guess.
I worry about ė¹ģ a lot ė¹ģ know, but I know that youāre okay ėė ė¹ģ will be. I know that youāre life has been so difficult but thatās why I respect you. ė ė§ģ“ than anything, I want ė¹ģ to open your ģ¬ģ„ and accept yourself completely. I know thatās so tough to do, but I know ė¹ģ will. And ė¹ģ have to tell your story to others, okay? It would make me so happy if ė¹ģ did, because through your story, I found strength and respect and hope. They would too.
This is just words, isnāt it? I want to give ė¹ģ the world but all I can give ė¹ģ is this. I try to do everything I can and I always will, to make ė¹ģ proud. ė¹ģ mean so much to me and ė¹ģ need to know that. I try everyday to be what ė¹ģ are already to me: Amazing and beautiful.
I donāt want ė¹ģ to be scared okay? I know ė¹ģ are sometimes and itās going to be that way, but I just want ė¹ģ to be open to the oppurtunities that are gonna come for you. This is your last āteenagerā birthday and I know thatās frightening but thatās also kind of awesome and I want ė¹ģ to dwell on that. I disagree with the saying āa positive mind will give ė¹ģ a positive lifeā because thatās not true for any of us, but it will give ė¹ģ a positive view of life. So for all the frightening things to come, think about the positive impact itāll give ė¹ģ and dwell on that instead.
Iāve said before why ė¹ģ mean so much to me, and Iām not going to repeat myself here, but ė¹ģ remember my reasons, right? I hope so. I hope ė¹ģ remember what I think of ė¹ģ even if itās hard to feel it.
ė¹ģ are my big sister and youāre my role model. Thank you. Just THANK YOU!
I know ė¹ģ hurt a lot, and I donāt promise happiness, I wish I could. But your a ķø and youāll find your king, I swear, even if I have to ķģ¹ him in the face and drag him to youš And ė¹ģ will always try, I know that. Youāre a survivor and ė¹ģ will survive.
So Iām sorry this is short and not what Iād like, but Iām just happy to know you. I know ė¹ģ ģ¬ė me most, but I ģ¬ė ė¹ģ with a kind of ģ¬ė I canāt place, and one thatās irreplaceable. I donāt want ė¹ģ to forget that. Ever :) x.
Happy birthday queenš