December 15, 2009, today is my 1st VIP 팬 experience and I can’t wait to meet some of my 팬 backstage. I left the stage after the 음악회, 콘서트 and went backstage to wait for them. I was listening to my 아이팟 when the staff let a group of girls in and there was a 4 년 old boy with his father. I didn’t notice them because I scrolling through my songs. Uncle Frank said” 저기요 A.J, out with the ear buds 당신 have visitors. I pulled them out and said” sorry about that guys”. I said” 당신 can come over and sit 다음 to me”. The three girls sat on the 침상, 소파 with me and the little boy said” there’s no room for me to sit”. I said” yea there is buddy” and put him on my lap. He was stunned as he looked up at me. One of the girls said” hi my name is Molly and I made this for you”. She passed me a scrapbook and I started flipping through the pages. It was filled with 사진 of me with my dad. As I looked at the pages I could feel the tears roll down my face all I could do was think of his song she’s out of my life. I never thought that I would sing that song about him this soon. I pulled myself together the best that I could and said” thank 당신 for this wonderful gift”. I signed their posters and took pictures with them. I said” I hope 당신 guys had fun” and gave each of them a hug before they left. I picked the boy up and he gave me a 키스 on the cheek. When they were gone I sat down and put my head in my hands. Uncle Frank sat down and patted me on the back saying” 당신 O.K. kid”. I said” I wish he was here to see all this, it’s hard without my best friend”. He said” dad would have cracked up watching 당신 drink that protein drink”. I looked up and said” could 당신 imagine the two of us cooped up on that tour bus for hours”? He said” it would be destroyed already from all the water balloon fights”. I said” I don’t understand why I had to wait until after he was gone to get my fame”? Uncle Frank said” he wanted to make sure 당신 had a childhood"!!!!
December 24, 2009 I’m on my 집 today and I am SO HAPPY. I still think that it is cutting it close coming 집 on 크리스마스 Eve. I said” yes, were almost home”. As we pulled into the driveway Blanket ran up to the bus. I jumped out and scooped him into my arms. He was crying and he said the words I have feared my whole life…” Grandpa just hit me”!!!!!!! I said furious” where did he hit you”? He pointed to his back and I took off his shirt. I could see the imprint of Joe’s hand on his back and Blanket said” Grandma took Prince and Paris to buy my gifts”. I stormed to the door but it was locked and said” why is this locked”? he said” Grandpa said he does not want to deal with me and put me out here”. I couldn’t find the key that we keep outside and Blanket said” I wish we had a paper clip to unlock it with”. I said” forget that I have an idea”. I kicked the door as HARD as I possibly could and knocked it down. Blanket said” omg….that was so cool. Joe went to the door; before he could say anything I pushed him to the wall. I punched so hard that he fell through the dry wall. I said” Don’t EVER GO NEAR ANY OF THEM AGAIN 당신 ASSHOLE”. The cops came and took him to jail and I picked Blanket up. He said” 당신 have a black eye A.J”. I said” I don’t care, all I care about is that 당신 are OK”. Soon after Grandma walked pulled into the driveway and I heard Paris say” Grandma someone broke down the door”! She went inside with Prince and he stared at the hole in the 벽 saying” wow”. Grandma yelled” Joe where are you”. I went out there and said” you’ll have to call the jail if 당신 want to talk to him”. Paris and Prince gave me a hug, Paris said” what happened to the 벽 and your eye”? Blanket was shirtless and Grandma the mark on his back. She said” that is from Joe”? I shook my head yes and she said” what did 당신 do to him”? I said” well first, he would not let me in the house so I had to kick the door down and then I kicked his ass”. Later on I laid in Blankets 침대 and read him the night before Christmas.