why did 당신 cheat on me?
why did I deserve that?
I loved 당신 so much, I still do,
and if 당신 asked for me back,
I would probably come.
that's because I 사랑 you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!
I loved 당신 and 당신 just threw it away,
but that's it im done with 당신 now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing 당신 ever had,
당신 don't know what 당신 have got until 당신 loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.
why did I deserve that?
I loved 당신 so much, I still do,
and if 당신 asked for me back,
I would probably come.
that's because I 사랑 you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!
I loved 당신 and 당신 just threw it away,
but that's it im done with 당신 now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing 당신 ever had,
당신 don't know what 당신 have got until 당신 loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.
The moon above, full and bright, casts an eerie glow among the mist.
A gentle midnight breeze whistles through the winter trees
Waving ridgedly to the winter rhythm
The ground is hard from the freeze, the dirt cruches under your feet
In the distance a 늑대 howls, its haunting voice pierces your soul
The ghosts of the forest creep from the trees
Their cold embrace freezes 당신 to your core
Desperate to escape 당신 look into the shadows of the forest
A light in the distance softly shines, beckoning 당신 to 가입하기 it.
당신 run, ignoring the distorted screaming faces from the trees, desperate to reach the comforting light.
당신 finally come to it, the light is bright, warm and welcoming
As 당신 get closer it engulfs you, sucking 당신 into its protective glow
Soon 당신 emerge into a different world but it is the same from where 당신 came
A mirror world...
Darkness to Light...
Once again, another one of my short yet dark poems...
I hope I don't cause any depression to anyone!
*NOTE* I am planning on 글쓰기 a 더 많이 spiritual poem
Control
My life is controlled and I'll never know what its like to be free
I will never get out of this hole of sorrow and I will become burdened with a lifeless soul
I dont believe anything will change as I stay captive like an animal in its cage
The rage of my misery will never see the 일 of freedom even though I long to fly above the trees to get away
But how can I if I am a prisoner?
I hope I don't cause any depression to anyone!
*NOTE* I am planning on 글쓰기 a 더 많이 spiritual poem
Control
My life is controlled and I'll never know what its like to be free
I will never get out of this hole of sorrow and I will become burdened with a lifeless soul
I dont believe anything will change as I stay captive like an animal in its cage
The rage of my misery will never see the 일 of freedom even though I long to fly above the trees to get away
But how can I if I am a prisoner?
I wasn't sure if I wanted to post this poem because it is quite personal but I figured why not...
Brother
Are 당신 my brother 또는 are 당신 a vicious stranger?
How could 당신 stand there and look at my innocent young face with such disgrace and treat me as if I was just trash to be thrown away?
당신 wear a mask of sweetness but I know what lies behind that fake gentle face 당신 portray nothing but lies and hate...
일 after 일 당신 throw your hand at me and then return for my forgiveness but now I am through with you...
No longer will I take your wrath of cruelty and 당신 will see what a better person I have become after living in your world of misery
While 당신 will sink further into your wretched world I will rise higher...away from you
Brother
Are 당신 my brother 또는 are 당신 a vicious stranger?
How could 당신 stand there and look at my innocent young face with such disgrace and treat me as if I was just trash to be thrown away?
당신 wear a mask of sweetness but I know what lies behind that fake gentle face 당신 portray nothing but lies and hate...
일 after 일 당신 throw your hand at me and then return for my forgiveness but now I am through with you...
No longer will I take your wrath of cruelty and 당신 will see what a better person I have become after living in your world of misery
While 당신 will sink further into your wretched world I will rise higher...away from you
(I'm just gonna put this here...)
The 나비 on my wrist
Gave me a goodbye kiss.
I broke my promises
And now look at this.
Tonight I'll stay up late.
Four AM, still awake.
With my smiles so fake,
This will make her 심장 break.
I know that I'm loved.
I always return your hugs,
But my thoughts are like thugs,
And the razor my drug.
This isn't the last time,
And I will pay for my crimes,
I'll pay for each self-made line,
But keep saying that I'm fine.
So tonight I'll sit and think.
From bitterness I will drink.
With the fading wounds pink,
And stains filling the sink.
If 당신 promise to stay,
Don't leave me 또는 push me away,
Then I promise to try.
I promise to not die.
I'll slow down just for you.
Because of all the things that 당신 do.
I will try to stop bleeding
If 당신 say "I 사랑 you" like 당신 mean it.
The 나비 on my wrist
Gave me a goodbye kiss.
I broke my promises
And now look at this.
Tonight I'll stay up late.
Four AM, still awake.
With my smiles so fake,
This will make her 심장 break.
I know that I'm loved.
I always return your hugs,
But my thoughts are like thugs,
And the razor my drug.
This isn't the last time,
And I will pay for my crimes,
I'll pay for each self-made line,
But keep saying that I'm fine.
So tonight I'll sit and think.
From bitterness I will drink.
With the fading wounds pink,
And stains filling the sink.
If 당신 promise to stay,
Don't leave me 또는 push me away,
Then I promise to try.
I promise to not die.
I'll slow down just for you.
Because of all the things that 당신 do.
I will try to stop bleeding
If 당신 say "I 사랑 you" like 당신 mean it.
Once upon a time,
The beginning of all stories,
But this is not a story,
So once upon a life,
I saw a young and beautiful woman
Who wears a golden face,
And she has a shining smile
One stair at her & my 심장 gets stolen,
I tried to stay away but I was blinded with only her image.
The image has your reflections, which makes me feel so free.
Pretending to know the future but yet the faith is endless.
As she turned n looked at me she became the deepest feeling.
I went to ask her name, and then I found it was you.
The beginning of all stories,
But this is not a story,
So once upon a life,
I saw a young and beautiful woman
Who wears a golden face,
And she has a shining smile
One stair at her & my 심장 gets stolen,
I tried to stay away but I was blinded with only her image.
The image has your reflections, which makes me feel so free.
Pretending to know the future but yet the faith is endless.
As she turned n looked at me she became the deepest feeling.
I went to ask her name, and then I found it was you.
Where broad-winged eagles fly.
The fences that encircle him
Are Mountains, stream and sky.
There's beauty in his regal heart
And in his gentle face,
And in the swiftness that combines
Such power, poise, and grace.
There's beauty in his noble stance
For it will always be
A part of all that untamed land
SO OPEN, WILD AND FREE
Credit to Herrmans Royal Lippizans Mayaka City,Florida
This was painted on the 벽 of their 외양간, 헛간
i really applied to the Lippizans they had there
What do 당신 do
when your strings are snapped
your roots detatched
your vesel cracked?
When you're filled with anger
Fear and hate?
And there's so much water
that 당신 sink?
또는 when the metaphors
당신 thought applied is bent
또는 worse, snapped
The word jumbles
The thoughts collide
Until 당신 just cry
What do 당신 do then?
When your life is in pieces?
And people can see the real you
Will it kill you?
Knowing your carefully crafted wall
has tumbled
chunks of ruble flying everywhere
That ruble kills, so 당신 stay away
killing yourself
All you've known
Hate
Pain
Death
when your strings are snapped
your roots detatched
your vesel cracked?
When you're filled with anger
Fear and hate?
And there's so much water
that 당신 sink?
또는 when the metaphors
당신 thought applied is bent
또는 worse, snapped
The word jumbles
The thoughts collide
Until 당신 just cry
What do 당신 do then?
When your life is in pieces?
And people can see the real you
Will it kill you?
Knowing your carefully crafted wall
has tumbled
chunks of ruble flying everywhere
That ruble kills, so 당신 stay away
killing yourself
All you've known
Hate
Pain
Death
While my 프렌즈 are out on the town
I stay 집 alone
All 의해 myself
And no one calls the phone
Silence except the t.v on
Keeping me company
People think I'm lonely.
Yet, they don't understand
That I feel no void being alone
I enjoy it, so much
That it's become my crutch
I write
I draw
I use my mind for it all
Yet again
I wouldn't mind
To be invited somewhere.
Is it a problem that I like to be alone?
I don't think so
Yet others do
But once they're alone
They'll know not what to do
As for me,
I'll know what to do
I'll sleep, write, draw, 또는 watch movies
Because even though no one's there
I do not have a problem being alone.
I stay 집 alone
All 의해 myself
And no one calls the phone
Silence except the t.v on
Keeping me company
People think I'm lonely.
Yet, they don't understand
That I feel no void being alone
I enjoy it, so much
That it's become my crutch
I write
I draw
I use my mind for it all
Yet again
I wouldn't mind
To be invited somewhere.
Is it a problem that I like to be alone?
I don't think so
Yet others do
But once they're alone
They'll know not what to do
As for me,
I'll know what to do
I'll sleep, write, draw, 또는 watch movies
Because even though no one's there
I do not have a problem being alone.
저기요 there!
How are you?
How have 당신 been?
Life's been hard
Yet, I'm making it through.
I wish 당신 were here
To live with me
Like the good ole days
Like back when we were kids
And a little bit older
I miss you.
저기요 there!
It seems like it's been forever
How's life treating you?
How's the kids?
I would 사랑 to spend time
With 당신 again
Yet, time goes by
It seems so quick
It can steal your youth
또는 your energy
I've been so busy
With work and what not
So please forgive me
For not calling 또는 emailing.
I missed you
Still miss you
I wrote to 당신 four years back
But 당신 never replied
So I was scared
That our friendship died.
Now I know
That it's not us
But it's just time
It won't slow down
It just keeps on.
So I'll conclude this conversation
의해 saying a goodbye
I know it can be painful
But I will see 당신 again
Someday.
How are you?
How have 당신 been?
Life's been hard
Yet, I'm making it through.
I wish 당신 were here
To live with me
Like the good ole days
Like back when we were kids
And a little bit older
I miss you.
저기요 there!
It seems like it's been forever
How's life treating you?
How's the kids?
I would 사랑 to spend time
With 당신 again
Yet, time goes by
It seems so quick
It can steal your youth
또는 your energy
I've been so busy
With work and what not
So please forgive me
For not calling 또는 emailing.
I missed you
Still miss you
I wrote to 당신 four years back
But 당신 never replied
So I was scared
That our friendship died.
Now I know
That it's not us
But it's just time
It won't slow down
It just keeps on.
So I'll conclude this conversation
의해 saying a goodbye
I know it can be painful
But I will see 당신 again
Someday.
My tears freely flow
Attempting to wash away the pain, the sorrow, the hate
The chrimson blood that flows hrough my vains boils causing an explosion
They say to trust, to just BeLIEve
But then they lie and double cross, shattering my heart
When all the tears have been cried,
and all the hate released
Then I'll be ok
Not todayNot tomorrow
You'll know when I'm ok
Any substancial 사랑 is gone
Set aflame 의해 hate and lies
Love, gone, 로스트 forever
Hate growing, remembered forever
Crying untill my eyes hurt
wishing 당신 were here
Wishing I was ok
Wishing 당신 were ok
Wishing WE were ok
Feeling your touch
Needing your touch
Regretting everything
Slowly dying
I'll never be ok
Attempting to wash away the pain, the sorrow, the hate
The chrimson blood that flows hrough my vains boils causing an explosion
They say to trust, to just BeLIEve
But then they lie and double cross, shattering my heart
When all the tears have been cried,
and all the hate released
Then I'll be ok
Not todayNot tomorrow
You'll know when I'm ok
Any substancial 사랑 is gone
Set aflame 의해 hate and lies
Love, gone, 로스트 forever
Hate growing, remembered forever
Crying untill my eyes hurt
wishing 당신 were here
Wishing I was ok
Wishing 당신 were ok
Wishing WE were ok
Feeling your touch
Needing your touch
Regretting everything
Slowly dying
I'll never be ok
My dearly love
I have awakened
In the morning light
The aftermath from last night
I feel so alive again
No 더 많이 madness in my life now
I feel complete
The beautiful sunlight
Amazes such nocturnal souls such as us
Yet the morning is still so beautiful
I feel new and alive
Like a 나비 emerging from the cocoon
The birds in summer's morning air
They sing and welcome the new day
꽃 opening up to the morning glow
Oh my dearly beloved
How morning is so beautiful and young
This 일 shall be beautiful
As I feel alive again
The night's sleep was so relaxing
The morning makes me feel so much better
Oh how beautiful my 일 is
As we lay down to rest
This 일 is like artwork
It will always be in my memories
Of 당신 and me in the morning.
I have awakened
In the morning light
The aftermath from last night
I feel so alive again
No 더 많이 madness in my life now
I feel complete
The beautiful sunlight
Amazes such nocturnal souls such as us
Yet the morning is still so beautiful
I feel new and alive
Like a 나비 emerging from the cocoon
The birds in summer's morning air
They sing and welcome the new day
꽃 opening up to the morning glow
Oh my dearly beloved
How morning is so beautiful and young
This 일 shall be beautiful
As I feel alive again
The night's sleep was so relaxing
The morning makes me feel so much better
Oh how beautiful my 일 is
As we lay down to rest
This 일 is like artwork
It will always be in my memories
Of 당신 and me in the morning.
Of my hope , as the dark 구름, 클라우드 rain
It was a forbidden dream that ignite
my fears and all of my salty tears
I never thought that handling the glory
could end up my misty story
as it all starts with a forbidden dream
and ends up with a hope and a mean
reality that refuses the fate`s humility
it’s a fraction of the human begin poverty
of hate and pain
as the cloudy sky rains again
my genuine faith will always appeared to deny
all of your forbidden dreams lies
Black widowed 타란툴라 거미, 독 거미 sized evil
Nurtures her children well
As they all take a bite out of human flesh
Watching them choke on their own blood
All little teeny tiny beady black eyes stare
At the 음식 they see
They smell a human female
They'll have to take their bite
Poison scares the snakes that try to devour their mother's eggs
The snake drops dead after seeing the mother
Realizing that they're not bird's eggs
The children see their awful mother
Mean and cruel
Evil and heartless
At least cold and black hearted people have hearts
The children get sick of their mother's evil
So soon they prepare to defeat
The evil that lies beneath a thorax and eight legs
To them this is a 빅토리어스 fight
They look at their evil mother
They see what evil holds
They look at her and then they devour her
After 읽기 about this
Little Carrie White looked at her own evil mother
Realizing with her abilities, she can do the same thing.
Nurtures her children well
As they all take a bite out of human flesh
Watching them choke on their own blood
All little teeny tiny beady black eyes stare
At the 음식 they see
They smell a human female
They'll have to take their bite
Poison scares the snakes that try to devour their mother's eggs
The snake drops dead after seeing the mother
Realizing that they're not bird's eggs
The children see their awful mother
Mean and cruel
Evil and heartless
At least cold and black hearted people have hearts
The children get sick of their mother's evil
So soon they prepare to defeat
The evil that lies beneath a thorax and eight legs
To them this is a 빅토리어스 fight
They look at their evil mother
They see what evil holds
They look at her and then they devour her
After 읽기 about this
Little Carrie White looked at her own evil mother
Realizing with her abilities, she can do the same thing.
so that 당신 can be light
I am dull
so that u can be bright
I am evil
so that 당신 can be good
I was bad
Coz i thought the world would.....
world would praise me
Who helped 당신 to climb upto there
but I never thought
the fame 당신 got 당신 don't want to share
My eyes looked at 당신 last time
And as i turned back, a tear fell apart my eyes
On the way i thought
For 당신 I spoke so many lies now its my time to rise
I know i was evil servant of heaven
Late in night I heard some stupid bell
I saw people of hell were fighting to be king, i too jumped in that
and 다음 day..... 다음 일 I woke up as the King of Hell..
Flying softly on beams of moonlight
Floating softly on beams of light, tonight
Hearing fragments of distant conversations
Swiftly drifting over nations
Moonlight reflecting on his wings
The 벨 of a distant chapel rings
Then he descends to the earth
What, to him, is life worth?
Through an open window he flies
Waiting for the surprise
In he flies on moonlight wings
His bow of death, he strings
He aims, he shoots
This he does with all his recruits
The 애로우 hits its spot
The horse of death is in its trot
His new recruit slowly wakes
This man's new eyes staring like snakes
The angle jumps through the window which he came
Perfectly leaps, doesn't touch the frame
He flies away on moonlit wings
He flies away on moonlit wings
Floating softly on beams of light, tonight
Hearing fragments of distant conversations
Swiftly drifting over nations
Moonlight reflecting on his wings
The 벨 of a distant chapel rings
Then he descends to the earth
What, to him, is life worth?
Through an open window he flies
Waiting for the surprise
In he flies on moonlight wings
His bow of death, he strings
He aims, he shoots
This he does with all his recruits
The 애로우 hits its spot
The horse of death is in its trot
His new recruit slowly wakes
This man's new eyes staring like snakes
The angle jumps through the window which he came
Perfectly leaps, doesn't touch the frame
He flies away on moonlit wings
He flies away on moonlit wings