당신 devastate this land of mine,
Where breeze used to touch the rose petals.
On this field of my innosence
당신 took away the cloudy days,
On this desolated field no rain will fall,
No sun will shine,
Those soft petals are dry now
On this field of mine.
But yours,
당신 grow your Oleander and Ivy,
Your poisonous land as your twisted mind,
당신 스톨, 훔친 water to dry mine,
I see your Oleander now,
Beautiful and gentle as my rose is never going to be,
Poisonous but never meant to cure me.
Where breeze used to touch the rose petals.
On this field of my innosence
당신 took away the cloudy days,
On this desolated field no rain will fall,
No sun will shine,
Those soft petals are dry now
On this field of mine.
But yours,
당신 grow your Oleander and Ivy,
Your poisonous land as your twisted mind,
당신 스톨, 훔친 water to dry mine,
I see your Oleander now,
Beautiful and gentle as my rose is never going to be,
Poisonous but never meant to cure me.
if the 사랑 of your life died,
what would 당신 do if they died a terrible death,
would 당신 get revenge,
would 당신 hate everyone,
would 당신 become a murderer in return,
would 당신 cry your life away,
또는 would 당신 take your life away?
What would 당신 do,
if your best friend committed suicide,
what would 당신 do if they died terribly,
would 당신 laugh because no tears will come,
would 당신 cry until it is all over,
would 당신 do the same,
would 당신 run away,
또는 would 당신 just throw it all away?
What would 당신 do,
if 당신 were hit 의해 a car,
what would 당신 do if 당신 were dying,
would 당신 feel sorry for yourself,
would 당신 cry until the end,
would 당신 remember everything 당신 have ever done,
would 당신 call your mom,
또는 would 당신 hate the person until your life has gone away?
What would 당신 do,
when everything ends for 당신 또는 a friend?
What would 당신 do?
Here is another poem. It is a bit dark but the truth is always darker than it seems.
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My 심장 is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen 의해 the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am 로스트 in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to 제비, 삼키기 me forever
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My 심장 is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen 의해 the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am 로스트 in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to 제비, 삼키기 me forever
There are times when our loss makes us to feel happy
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if 심장 is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with 사랑 that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if 심장 is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with 사랑 that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
Dedicated to a friend of mine, may he and his family and everyone who knew him know that he now is with God
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Only knew 당신 for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
당신 always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
당신 always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
당신 just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew 당신 would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
당신 and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
당신 ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never said goodbye
I wish i could of said goodbye
For 당신 are here
No more
__________________________________________________
In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss 당신 and 당신 will never be forgotten
____________________________________________________
Only knew 당신 for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
당신 always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
당신 always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
당신 just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew 당신 would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
당신 and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
당신 ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never said goodbye
I wish i could of said goodbye
For 당신 are here
No more
__________________________________________________
In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss 당신 and 당신 will never be forgotten
When I talk to my 프렌즈 I pretend I am standing on the wings
of a flying plane. I cannot be trusted to tell them how I am.
또는 if I am falling to earth weighing less
than a dozen roses. Sometimes I dream they have broken up
with their 연인들 and are carrying 음식 to my house.
When I open the mailbox I hear their voices
like the long upward-winding curve of a train whistle
passing through the tall grasses and ferns
after the train has passed. I never get ahead of their shadows.
I embrace them in front of moving cars. I keep them away
from my miseries because to say I am miserable is to say I am like them.
—Jason Shinder
of a flying plane. I cannot be trusted to tell them how I am.
또는 if I am falling to earth weighing less
than a dozen roses. Sometimes I dream they have broken up
with their 연인들 and are carrying 음식 to my house.
When I open the mailbox I hear their voices
like the long upward-winding curve of a train whistle
passing through the tall grasses and ferns
after the train has passed. I never get ahead of their shadows.
I embrace them in front of moving cars. I keep them away
from my miseries because to say I am miserable is to say I am like them.
—Jason Shinder
I am mysterious yet sweet
I wonder what the future brings
I hear 늑대 노래 to the moon
I see diamonds swimming in a black sea above me as I lay in the grass.
I want people to understand me completely
I am 랜덤 yet shy
I pretend I am always going on new adventures
I feel misunderstood
I touch shards of my past, remembering them
I worry that I won't find someone who can view things the way I do
I am courageous yet cunning
I cry because the blames fall on me
I understand people's problems
I say witty things that persuade people
I dream of an absolution & life of adventure
I try to fit in but it's just so boring
I hope to travel around the world making 더 많이 프렌즈 along the way.
I am all that I am, I am all of me
I wonder what the future brings
I hear 늑대 노래 to the moon
I see diamonds swimming in a black sea above me as I lay in the grass.
I want people to understand me completely
I am 랜덤 yet shy
I pretend I am always going on new adventures
I feel misunderstood
I touch shards of my past, remembering them
I worry that I won't find someone who can view things the way I do
I am courageous yet cunning
I cry because the blames fall on me
I understand people's problems
I say witty things that persuade people
I dream of an absolution & life of adventure
I try to fit in but it's just so boring
I hope to travel around the world making 더 많이 프렌즈 along the way.
I am all that I am, I am all of me
Good and evil
사랑 and hate
The balances of life
Makes everything flow just right
Until misery takes control of your world...
Misery is a parasite
Feeds off other's to become stronger
It hunts for those who are happy
Only to bite and infect them
With it's disease
It penetrates deep into your mind
Death and despair flood the thoughts
The virus spreads further...to your soul
당신 are sick with misery
Contagious
당신 don't want to infect
Forced into isolation
A weak body and a weak mind
There is no cure for 당신 to find
Until the 일 comes when an antidote called Love
Finds it's way inside
And kills the virus
But cures are hard to find
Like any 사랑 is...
to see, feel, hear, touch and taste
your eyes, your lips, your hands
당신 are everywhere
a touch, soft and tender
a whisper, full of desire
a gasp of sweet surrender
as passion fuels the fire
and though we still have far to go
that's alright, we'll take it slow
and though the days are often long
with 당신 here I can be strong
there's no time in life to judge
only time enough for love
so as another night slips by
let’s dance beneath the sky
in our secret garden
사랑 took power over our will
progressively, gently, tenderly, lover to lover
love, you’re all I ever needed
and I want 당신 now. now being forever.
this is my eternal vow.