Alright now we all know that I 사랑 Lucas. He's always been my 가장 좋아하는 character and he still is but sometimes I just really wanna hit him. 당신 know slap him and tell him he's an idiot! I mean come on we all know that he's still in 사랑 with Peyton. It's so obvious! I mean she's finally honest with herself, with brooke about coming back 집 for lucas. She tells him why she hasn't been able to 옮기기 on and kisses him. And what does he do kisses her back of course. Then she asks him if he still loves her and he says his newly famous line...I need to go find lindsey 또는 whatever it is that he says. I mean for real...just say I 사랑 당신 too peyton....or say "Oh" like he did in season 4(LOL) i mean thats better than i need to go see lindsey! UGH. I mean to a point I can understand being afraid of accepting the fact that 당신 are in 사랑 with someone that's hurt 당신 in the past. And when he asked her to marry him and she said someday she MEANT it. He overreacted as usual. But Peyton knows she should have said yes. Everyone knows she should have said yes and I honestly think that if she had known how Lucas would have reacted she would have said yes. I think that Peyton would drop everything for him, I guess she has...hmm, seems to me like she'd wait forever for him, i mean it has been three years already. But he really needs to get his act together, he loves her so much and yet her hurts her like he does.

And for a moment let's ignore Peyton and talk about Lindsey. I don't like Lindsey but it's also a horrible thing to do to her. I mean how do 당신 propose to a woman 당신 know 당신 don't 사랑 to try and convince yourself you've moved on from the woman 당신 do love. someone cue Keith LOL luke needs some help(LOL, 또는 at least Karen so she can 헤로인 him :) ) anyway I mean it's not fair to her to make her think that you're in 사랑 with her and want to be with her forever. Though she's pretty much as stupid as he is for saying yes. I mean she has to know that he's in 사랑 with Peyton, it's obvious and unless she's a complete idiot she has to know. and since I don't think she's oblivious to it, I think it makes me dislike her even more. I mean who says yes to a proposal from a man thats in 사랑 with someone else. I mean 당신 gotta find a man that's in 사랑 with you. why would 당신 wanna spend your life knowing that you're someone's 초 choice. and to make it even worse he purposely chose 당신 초 because he couldn't admit to himself he was in 사랑 with someone else.

And now now to Lucas himself. If 당신 forget both girls for a 초 and the fact that he's an idiot. He's not justing hurting them. He's hurting himself. I know it's hard for him but he needs to admit to himself that he gave up on them and that he was wrong when he ended their relationship because Peyton wanted to wait before they got married. He needs to just admit to himself that he was wrong and that he is still in 사랑 with her so that he can be happy. He deserves to be happy. He deserves to be with someone that is as much in 사랑 with him as he is with them. and that someone just isn't lindsey. and i'm not saying she doesn't 사랑 him. i'm saying that she will never 사랑 him the way peyton does and he will definately never 사랑 lindsey the way he loves peyton. So he needs to save all the drama and admit it already.

As big of an idiot as Lucas is I still feel bad for him too. I don't know why but it just seems to me like he's afraid to be happy for some reason. Like he's so afraid that something is going to ruin his happiness with peyton that he'd propose to another woman just to convince himself he's not in 사랑 with her....UGH.

Anyway that was my take on the lucas/peyton/lindsey storyline from tonight's episode. I can't wait for the Leyton reunion because this could just drive me insane lol. I feel bad for Lucas, Lindsey and Peyton. But mostly for Peyton.