Author's Note:Okay.So usually,I write 브루카스 또는 네일리 fanfictions,and sometimes Jeyton.But,since I know Leyton 팬 like to read fanfics too,I thought I'd write a Leyton fic.I know this isn't my best oneshot/fanfic,but I still hope 당신 guys like it.Also,this is slightly AU.And if 당신 guys want me to write any OTH fanfics,just let me know 의해 messaging me 또는 leaving a comment,and I'll try to write one for you.
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She stares at him for what seems like eternity, feeling inside herself that her eyes are betraying her; there’s no way that Lucas Scott is really standing in front of her. She reaches an arm out, and when the tips of her fingers reach his soft clothing, she gasps, taking a step backwards.
She hasn’t seen him in so long that just the sight of him is unfamiliar. What’s funny is that nothing has changed. She’s sure she has seen this 셔츠 about a million times, and his scuffled, brown boots don’t look at all new.
He manages a smile, but she can see how nervous he is just 의해 looking at his eyes.
“What are 당신 doing here, Lucas?” She manages to squeak out, trying her best to look fierce and upset. Because honestly, she is feeling both fierce and upset, and she has been upset for so long, she can hardly remember thinking of Lucas without mentally cursing his existence.
“I’m visiting. Keith and I thought it was time.”
She scoffs. “It’s been years. 당신 just now decided it was time to come visit?”
“I missed my mom,” He explains with a smile and a sheepish shrug. “And uh, I missed you.”
“Well, that’s too bad,” She weaves her way around him, unlocking her front door, and fully preparing herself for the loud slam she’ll hear in seconds. “Because I don’t miss you.”
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After much knocking, apologies and pleas sounding from outside the door, she finally caves, tugging it open, and allowing him inside.
She promises herself that it’s only to shut him up.
He stares at her unsurely, before finally saying, “I’m sorry I left.”
Peyton frowns, realizing that boys truly are stupid, and he has learned absolutely nothing since he’s been gone. “It’s not that 당신 left Lucas, it’s how 당신 left.”
She continues, “You went off to be a better person. Why couldn’t 당신 have started here? Why didn’t 당신 say good-bye to us in person? 당신 said bye to Nathan. 당신 said it to Haley. So, what? Brooke and I didn’t deserve it?” She pushes his chest lightly, but with just enough force that she feels she’s getting her point across.
“I wrote 당신 a letter..” He says weakly.
“Yeah, we burned it.” It’s a little harsh, but it’s not like he doesn’t deserve it.
Lucas winces, trying to tear his gaze from hers. He doesn’t want to look her in the eye, but he feels too cowardice not to. “I guess I deserved that.”
“You deserve a lot worse.” Her voice cracks, and she hates herself for letting him get the best of her. Hates herself for it. 더 많이 than she hates him.
They’re silent, and as she contemplates this, he looks her over, looking for obvious changes. He sees none. Her hair is the same as it was when he left, only slightly longer, and her eyes are still broken and 녹색 올리브 colored, and she’s wearing an old Dashboard Confessional 셔츠 he’s sure he’s seen a few times himself.
She herself has noticed changes, but not too many. She gave herself an outrageous haircut a 년 또는 so ago, and since then, she has vowed never to change herself again. She’s loved none since him, and she intends never to again. She tried to be a lesbian once, but it didn’t work.
“I saw Nathan and Haley. They’re good. Marriage seems to be treating them well.” He chuckles softly, and she supposes it is kind of funny and slightly ironic, but she doesn’t laugh.
Instead, she says, “I know. I live here. I see them basically every 일 of my life.”
“Right.”
“I - look, I have things I kind of have to do, so..”
“Yeah, of course.” But he doesn’t move.
“Lucas-”
“I’m leaving, I swear,” He tells her. “I just need to - to stay here for just a second. I just need to see you.”
“You’re looking at me right now.”
He blinks, holding back what she thinks to be tears. “I know.”
As he turns the knob on the door, he turns around to look at her over his shoulder one 더 많이 time.
“I really am sorry. For leaving. I didn’t.. I don’t really know how to handle things, I guess.”
She crosses her arms over her chest, because as much as she’d like it to be enough, it’s not.
She doesn’t say anything, and he nods, “I’ll be seeing you.”
And then he’s gone.
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“You loved him 더 많이 than I ever did.” Brooke says suddenly a few days later, as they both lounge in her room and paint their nails. She is looking down at her toes, but Peyton can see the thoughts running through her mind.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Brooke.” She says, because she really doesn’t know what else to say.
“Lucas,” Brooke looks up, pushing her bangs out of her face with her unpainted fingers. “Lucas.”
“Random.”
“Not really. He’s here, and he’s obviously all we can both think about.”
“I’m not thinking about him.” Peyton lies horribly, and she looks back down at her half-painted toes.
“Liar.” Their eyes meet and Brooke smiles.
“It’s okay,” She says, “if 당신 want to be with him. I’m over it.”
Peyton laughs. It’s too complicated for it to be this simple. “Brooke, that is so not the point.”
“I know, but I’m just letting 당신 know that if 당신 were to re-think your relationship with him, I’d be okay with it.”
Brooke hums softly to herself as she paints her nails a soft red color, and Peyton stares at her. She bites her lip.
“You’re a good friend, B. Davis.”
“Oh, I’m the best.”
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She glides her marker easily along the pad of paper, pausing to take a sip of coffee.
When Peyton hears the sound of glass clinking against the bar in front of her, she smiles appreciatingly towards Karen.
“How do 당신 know what I want at every hour? Breakfast, lunch, dinner, and snacks and 당신 can read my mind.” She chuckles.
Karen shrugs. “Well, you’ve been coming here daily since 당신 were seventeen, and you’re twenty-one now. I think I’ve gotten the hint.”
“Has it really been that long? It doesn’t feel like it.”
“Well, according to my calendar..” The older woman smiles brightly.
Peyton smiles faintly. “I have to get out of this place. 또는 at least, I was supposed to.”
“Maybe you’ve been waiting for something that will inspire 당신 to leave.” They make eye contact, and Peyton realizes that Karen realizes that despite what she’d initially meant the words to mean, it sounds like she’s pushing Peyton to Lucas.
“I didn’t mean..-”
“I- he was gone for so long that I don’t think I can just.. forget. I mean, he just left.”
“Peyton,” Karen drops her head. “If he wasn’t my son, I’d probably feel the exact same way towards him.”
“I loved him once.”
“I know.”
“Maybe I still do.”
“I know.”
“I do. I mean, I know I do. I just can’t - I just can’t.”
“Hey,” The brunette reaches for her hand, “I know.”
“How long is he here for?”
“A little while longer.”
Peyton sighs, mostly because she’s not sure how much 더 많이 she can handle, but also kind of because she doesn’t know what to say. “Oh.”
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“How did I end up here?” She says to herself, and she truly doesn’t know. Either way, she’s staring at the Rivercourt, where she first realized she had feelings for Lucas, and where she drew that cursed flaming number three, and where she watched him and Brooke flirt just years before. And standing in the middle of it all is him.
He looks surprised to see her, and the 농구 he’s holding slips straight out of his hands, bouncing away and then rolling.
“I didn’t think I’d see 당신 again,”
“Well, here I am.”
He nods, and then pauses. “Why?”
“Because,” She says. And then, because perhaps that was not sufficient: “I don’t hate you. Not really.”
“But kind of?” Lucas winces.
“Kind of,” Peyton nods.
“I never stopped loving you,” He says - quite boldly, she thinks - and then: “Not really.”
“It probably wouldn’t have worked,” She reasons.
He nods. “Yeah, probably not.”
Her hands are shoved so deep into her pockets that she thinks that at any second, her hands may go straight though and then she’ll be touching her own thighs like an idiot.
“But maybe it would have,” She says after a moment.
“I think so.”
They stand there awkwardly for a few 더 많이 초 and she says, “So when are 당신 leaving?”
He shrugs. “I thought I might stay.”
She nods. “Yeah,” and then, louder, “Yeah.”
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She stares at him for what seems like eternity, feeling inside herself that her eyes are betraying her; there’s no way that Lucas Scott is really standing in front of her. She reaches an arm out, and when the tips of her fingers reach his soft clothing, she gasps, taking a step backwards.
She hasn’t seen him in so long that just the sight of him is unfamiliar. What’s funny is that nothing has changed. She’s sure she has seen this 셔츠 about a million times, and his scuffled, brown boots don’t look at all new.
He manages a smile, but she can see how nervous he is just 의해 looking at his eyes.
“What are 당신 doing here, Lucas?” She manages to squeak out, trying her best to look fierce and upset. Because honestly, she is feeling both fierce and upset, and she has been upset for so long, she can hardly remember thinking of Lucas without mentally cursing his existence.
“I’m visiting. Keith and I thought it was time.”
She scoffs. “It’s been years. 당신 just now decided it was time to come visit?”
“I missed my mom,” He explains with a smile and a sheepish shrug. “And uh, I missed you.”
“Well, that’s too bad,” She weaves her way around him, unlocking her front door, and fully preparing herself for the loud slam she’ll hear in seconds. “Because I don’t miss you.”
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After much knocking, apologies and pleas sounding from outside the door, she finally caves, tugging it open, and allowing him inside.
She promises herself that it’s only to shut him up.
He stares at her unsurely, before finally saying, “I’m sorry I left.”
Peyton frowns, realizing that boys truly are stupid, and he has learned absolutely nothing since he’s been gone. “It’s not that 당신 left Lucas, it’s how 당신 left.”
She continues, “You went off to be a better person. Why couldn’t 당신 have started here? Why didn’t 당신 say good-bye to us in person? 당신 said bye to Nathan. 당신 said it to Haley. So, what? Brooke and I didn’t deserve it?” She pushes his chest lightly, but with just enough force that she feels she’s getting her point across.
“I wrote 당신 a letter..” He says weakly.
“Yeah, we burned it.” It’s a little harsh, but it’s not like he doesn’t deserve it.
Lucas winces, trying to tear his gaze from hers. He doesn’t want to look her in the eye, but he feels too cowardice not to. “I guess I deserved that.”
“You deserve a lot worse.” Her voice cracks, and she hates herself for letting him get the best of her. Hates herself for it. 더 많이 than she hates him.
They’re silent, and as she contemplates this, he looks her over, looking for obvious changes. He sees none. Her hair is the same as it was when he left, only slightly longer, and her eyes are still broken and 녹색 올리브 colored, and she’s wearing an old Dashboard Confessional 셔츠 he’s sure he’s seen a few times himself.
She herself has noticed changes, but not too many. She gave herself an outrageous haircut a 년 또는 so ago, and since then, she has vowed never to change herself again. She’s loved none since him, and she intends never to again. She tried to be a lesbian once, but it didn’t work.
“I saw Nathan and Haley. They’re good. Marriage seems to be treating them well.” He chuckles softly, and she supposes it is kind of funny and slightly ironic, but she doesn’t laugh.
Instead, she says, “I know. I live here. I see them basically every 일 of my life.”
“Right.”
“I - look, I have things I kind of have to do, so..”
“Yeah, of course.” But he doesn’t move.
“Lucas-”
“I’m leaving, I swear,” He tells her. “I just need to - to stay here for just a second. I just need to see you.”
“You’re looking at me right now.”
He blinks, holding back what she thinks to be tears. “I know.”
As he turns the knob on the door, he turns around to look at her over his shoulder one 더 많이 time.
“I really am sorry. For leaving. I didn’t.. I don’t really know how to handle things, I guess.”
She crosses her arms over her chest, because as much as she’d like it to be enough, it’s not.
She doesn’t say anything, and he nods, “I’ll be seeing you.”
And then he’s gone.
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“You loved him 더 많이 than I ever did.” Brooke says suddenly a few days later, as they both lounge in her room and paint their nails. She is looking down at her toes, but Peyton can see the thoughts running through her mind.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Brooke.” She says, because she really doesn’t know what else to say.
“Lucas,” Brooke looks up, pushing her bangs out of her face with her unpainted fingers. “Lucas.”
“Random.”
“Not really. He’s here, and he’s obviously all we can both think about.”
“I’m not thinking about him.” Peyton lies horribly, and she looks back down at her half-painted toes.
“Liar.” Their eyes meet and Brooke smiles.
“It’s okay,” She says, “if 당신 want to be with him. I’m over it.”
Peyton laughs. It’s too complicated for it to be this simple. “Brooke, that is so not the point.”
“I know, but I’m just letting 당신 know that if 당신 were to re-think your relationship with him, I’d be okay with it.”
Brooke hums softly to herself as she paints her nails a soft red color, and Peyton stares at her. She bites her lip.
“You’re a good friend, B. Davis.”
“Oh, I’m the best.”
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She glides her marker easily along the pad of paper, pausing to take a sip of coffee.
When Peyton hears the sound of glass clinking against the bar in front of her, she smiles appreciatingly towards Karen.
“How do 당신 know what I want at every hour? Breakfast, lunch, dinner, and snacks and 당신 can read my mind.” She chuckles.
Karen shrugs. “Well, you’ve been coming here daily since 당신 were seventeen, and you’re twenty-one now. I think I’ve gotten the hint.”
“Has it really been that long? It doesn’t feel like it.”
“Well, according to my calendar..” The older woman smiles brightly.
Peyton smiles faintly. “I have to get out of this place. 또는 at least, I was supposed to.”
“Maybe you’ve been waiting for something that will inspire 당신 to leave.” They make eye contact, and Peyton realizes that Karen realizes that despite what she’d initially meant the words to mean, it sounds like she’s pushing Peyton to Lucas.
“I didn’t mean..-”
“I- he was gone for so long that I don’t think I can just.. forget. I mean, he just left.”
“Peyton,” Karen drops her head. “If he wasn’t my son, I’d probably feel the exact same way towards him.”
“I loved him once.”
“I know.”
“Maybe I still do.”
“I know.”
“I do. I mean, I know I do. I just can’t - I just can’t.”
“Hey,” The brunette reaches for her hand, “I know.”
“How long is he here for?”
“A little while longer.”
Peyton sighs, mostly because she’s not sure how much 더 많이 she can handle, but also kind of because she doesn’t know what to say. “Oh.”
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“How did I end up here?” She says to herself, and she truly doesn’t know. Either way, she’s staring at the Rivercourt, where she first realized she had feelings for Lucas, and where she drew that cursed flaming number three, and where she watched him and Brooke flirt just years before. And standing in the middle of it all is him.
He looks surprised to see her, and the 농구 he’s holding slips straight out of his hands, bouncing away and then rolling.
“I didn’t think I’d see 당신 again,”
“Well, here I am.”
He nods, and then pauses. “Why?”
“Because,” She says. And then, because perhaps that was not sufficient: “I don’t hate you. Not really.”
“But kind of?” Lucas winces.
“Kind of,” Peyton nods.
“I never stopped loving you,” He says - quite boldly, she thinks - and then: “Not really.”
“It probably wouldn’t have worked,” She reasons.
He nods. “Yeah, probably not.”
Her hands are shoved so deep into her pockets that she thinks that at any second, her hands may go straight though and then she’ll be touching her own thighs like an idiot.
“But maybe it would have,” She says after a moment.
“I think so.”
They stand there awkwardly for a few 더 많이 초 and she says, “So when are 당신 leaving?”
He shrugs. “I thought I might stay.”
She nods. “Yeah,” and then, louder, “Yeah.”
One 나무, 트리 언덕, 힐 rep is now confirming what I first hinted at in Ask Ausiello: The 암캐, 암 캐 is back!
Danneel Harris has closed a deal to reprise her role as pot-stirrer Rachel Gatina in at least seven episodes 다음 season, beginning with eppy 7.02.
Harris made her 나무, 트리 언덕, 힐 debut as Brooke's high school nemesis in season 3 but wasn't made a series regular until season 4. She was written out in season 5 after only a handful of episodes, an apparent victim of the show's four-year flash forward.
In other 나무, 트리 언덕, 힐 news, the last of 다음 season's new contract roles has gone to Nuevo 90210 grad Jana Kramer. She'll play Alexis, a model who becomes the new face of Brooke's clothing line. As previously reported, Lipstick Jungle's Robert Buckley and relative newcomer Shantel VanSanten are also joining the cast as Nathan's sports agent and Haley's sister
Danneel Harris has closed a deal to reprise her role as pot-stirrer Rachel Gatina in at least seven episodes 다음 season, beginning with eppy 7.02.
Harris made her 나무, 트리 언덕, 힐 debut as Brooke's high school nemesis in season 3 but wasn't made a series regular until season 4. She was written out in season 5 after only a handful of episodes, an apparent victim of the show's four-year flash forward.
In other 나무, 트리 언덕, 힐 news, the last of 다음 season's new contract roles has gone to Nuevo 90210 grad Jana Kramer. She'll play Alexis, a model who becomes the new face of Brooke's clothing line. As previously reported, Lipstick Jungle's Robert Buckley and relative newcomer Shantel VanSanten are also joining the cast as Nathan's sports agent and Haley's sister
Added 11/15
A recent Peyton storyline will completely rock the Peyton we’ve known for years into a darker Peyton. She’ll do incredibly unexpected and inappropriate things to the people around her. Not Brooke beat up Scary, but Jenny Humphrey rebel scary.
Kristen’s spoiler has to do with “complications with the pregnancy” as in health wise. It doesn’t refer to Julian 또는 how Lucas finds out.
*Mia(Kate) and Chase(Stephen) are dating, they are now filming.
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