The morning after Harry's funeral i stayed in 침대 my chest aching.

"Jen?" Louis asked quietly walking in.

I hugged my 베개 and turned over.

"Come on, don't be like this" Louis said crawling under the covers and spooning me.

I was now aware of the world around me, Louis, Niall, Liam, Zayn, Harry's mum i crawled out of Louis's arms and out of bed.

"Louis, let's go" I said grabbing some clothes out of my dresser.

"Go where?" Louis joked.

"Out" i simply said.

Once again Louis joked, "Where out?"

"The park" I said giving in.

Louis laughed and took my hand.

"I need that hand" I said looking up at Louis.

"Why?" Louis whined.

I gestured toward my clothes.

"Fine" Louis pouted walking to the small 책장 의해 Harry's bed.

I sighed in pain, took my pjs off and put my clothes on.

"Ready to go?" I asked watching Louis who had a picture of Harry and i as kids.

Louis stared at it for a 초 longer, "Yeah" Louis smiled in pain putting the picture down.

I grabbed Louis's outstretched hand.

Louis bent down and kissed me.

My 심장 ache grew and i knew what i was doing was wrong.

Louis pulled away and we both smiled.

Louis and i were quiet the entire walk to the park.

When we got there Louis stopped me.

"Jen, i 사랑 you" Louis said.

I smiled, "I figured."

"Jen, i mean it, i 사랑 you" Louis said lessening his grip on my hand.

"I know Louis" I said a little annoyed.

"I have a question" Louis said.

"Ask away" I said glad we were leaving the topic.

Louis got down on one knee and pulled out a little black box, "Jen will 당신 marry-"

A stampede of girls crowded, i couldn't see Louis.

"Hey!" I hear Niall yelled.

All the girls back away.

"Louis!" I yelled helping Louis up.

Louis had been knocked over hitting his head on the cold hard ground.

I picked up the box with the ring in it, the ring was broke in half, and under where the diamond was supposed to be was a little 심장 broken in half with the ring.

"Niall help him! The sight of blood makes me sick" I said holding my aching chest and gagging at the sight and smell of the blood.
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We had walked all the way back 집 and Louis was rushed to a hospital.

"So, it was that bad?" Zayn asked.

"He'd walked the few miles home, hhe'd 로스트 a lot of blood" Niall said.

I sat down 다음 to Liam, breathing heavily.

"Where is the hospital?" I asked Liam.

"You walk all the way to the park, take a left for about another mile, then there should be a big hospital" Liam said.

I stood up and grabbed a 재킷, 자 켓 and started toward the door.

"Be carefull, it's going to storm" Zayn warned.

"Thanks for the heads up" I smiled.

about and 시간 later i had walked all the way to the hospital.

"What room is Louis Tomlinson in?" I asked the woman at reception.

"Fourth floor first room" She replied her deep blood like red lips smiled.

"If i hadn't known better this would look 더 많이 like a strip bar" I mutter to myself.

I had made my way to a lift, the fourth floor and Louis's room.

Louis was asleep, i was about to leave when, "Jen?"

"Louis i have something to return and and answer to an important question" I sighed.

I gave Louis back the ring, "My answer is no Louis."

A 분 of silence passed, Louis's phone rang breaking the silence.

"I should go" I quietly said.

"You probably should" Louis said in the same spite from when we first met.

I had just gotten out of the room and haven't even shut the door when Louis started talking.

"Why did 당신 make me do this Liam?" Louis asked.

"She said no, i never wanted to marry her anyways" He said.

"Jesus Liam! I only wanted to sleep with her!" Louis said loudly.

I was shocked. I had ran out of the hospital and into the dark street, it had already started to rain.

Two little lights at the end of the road came closer and closer, a loud honk rang in my ear.

Deep crashing noises we heard.

The car had crashed, right after slamming into me, doctors came running outside yelling at me to keep my eyes open.

But i was stubborn like Harry, my eyes softly and slowly closed, as i fell into darkness where i would remain for enternity with Harry.


Authors note ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

so this is the end of Jen, that's where this contest comes in go check that out i want all of 당신 to leave a 코멘트 on this -to know i have readers and your opinions- bye now lovelies! xXx

제목 explenation: ily -i 사랑 you- but ily -im leaving you-
so basically i 사랑 당신 but im leaving 당신 ;D