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Louis tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear,”I missed you”
당신 nodded,”I-I missed 당신 too,Lou”
“What’s wrong?” Louis reached out towards you
당신 no longer felt his touch as soon as 당신 opened your eyes,”Louis?”
Perrie took a 좌석 besides you,engulfing 당신 in her warm arms. She pat your back softly. Harry surprisingly walked in,his eyes full of sorrow. 당신 studied each of their eyes,wanting to hit them for not just telling 당신 right then and there. They made it 더 많이 difficult just looking away from you. 당신 shut your eyes again,feeling Louis 다음 to you,holding your hand tightly.
-“I did it for you,babe” Louis whispered
“Did what?” 당신 questioned,wanting to just snog him right then and there
Louis sighed,”I commit suicide. The hate got to me. I don’t want 당신 to be like me. I don’t want 당신 to let the hate get to you. Being with 당신 was amazing. I hope one 일 we can meet each other again. I 사랑 you,just know that. Tell the boys to continue singing. To not let my death ‘cause them to break up. Don’t let them. Tell Perrie that her and the girls should keep it up no matter how hurt Zayn is. Tell Harry to not be so depressed about me going away. I know we’re best friends,but I need him to be okay. Please.”
“LOUIS! Why’d 당신 do it?!” 당신 practically screamed,squeezing his hand that seemed transparent
“I did it for the sake of our love” Louis muttered,leaning in towards you-
당신 opened your eyes,”H-he’s gone,isn’t he?”
Perrie bit her bottom lip,”I’m sorry,baba. He loved you.”
Harry handed 당신 a letter,shutting his eyes and giving 당신 a 곰 hug. He tried to release 당신 from the hug but 당신 still had him in your arms.
“H-harry..I..I 사랑 you,okay?” 당신 whispered
Harry smiled slightly,trying,”T-thank you”
당신 opened the letter~
To my beautiful girlfriend<3
I’m guessing you’re wondering where I am. Why I’m not with 당신 in the bed. Why I’m not engulfing 당신 in hugs. You’re wondering why am I so dumb. Well,babe,it was for the best. The hate was getting worse AND worse for me and you. I’m the one that let it get to me. I hope 당신 don’t either. I just want 당신 to know,I 사랑 당신 더 많이 than I should. Keep living. We’ll meet again someday. Tell Haz,Zayn,Nialler,and Li to continue being a band. Don’t let them break up because of me. I 사랑 you. Don’t go into depression. Just know I miss 당신 and 사랑 you. Tell Perrie to not let Zayn go into depression. Tell Dani the same,but for Liam. I miss you,babe. I’m sorry that I did this. I did it for the sake of us. I couldn’t take people hating on us together. I 사랑 당신 all. xxx
“No. No,this isn’t the end! THIS ISN’T THE END OF HIM!” 당신 screamed,clutching onto Harry’s shirt.
Harry sighed,”I know that you’re not going to believe this,but it was possibly for the best of him. He had started cutting and taking pills. I knew 당신 didn’t notice. That’s why he always wore longsleeves. “
당신 groaned,”I could’ve saved him,but no. I was so concieded and all I cared about was ME getting hate from fans. Those 팬 are the reason Louis isn’t here. He could’ve came 집 and I would’ve ran into his arms..and..and” 당신 burst into tears,”I need him.”
Harry and Perrie both stood up from the bed,heading out the door. 당신 could tell they knew 당신 wanted privacy right now. 당신 shut the door,locking it. 당신 knocked on the door to see if anyone was passing by. No one tried opening the door,you ran to the cabinets in the white restroom sink. 당신 grabbed a razor,quietly slamming the cabinet door. 당신 never wanted to go back to the old days,but 당신 were doing it for Louis. 당신 dug the razor into your skin,pressing it deeply. 당신 pulled it away to see your red blood stain the white tiles of the floor. A small smile appeared on your face. 당신 pressed the razor to your skin once again,digging it in your skin. 당신 threw the razor to the ground as 더 많이 blood started flowing onto the floor. A pill bottle labelled DO NOT TAKE IF 당신 HAVE DEPRESSION were obviously the ones Louis took. They were tightly closed on the sink rim. 당신 snatched them from the sink rim and threw the top,taking most of them into your mouth. Only 5 of them were left. 당신 took 2 더 많이 and felt your eyes getting heavy. 당신 started swaying from left to right,your vision getting blurry. 당신 sat down on the cold hard ground,noticing your blood once again. 당신 smiled up at the ceiling.
“I did it for all of you” 당신 whispered as your death reached you
Your eyes closed,sending 당신 away from this place. 당신 and Louis watched over the boys and the girls in heaven. 당신 were their guardian angels.
“I 사랑 you,Louis”
