Skylar's POV:
I look at myself in the mirror. My name is Sophie, I try to tell myself. I still look like the old Skylar West. I sigh. "Hey, you're beautiful no matter what your name is." I smile slightly. "Thanks Harry." I say, turning around to look at him. His brown eyes soften and he says, "Merry Christmas... Skylar." I blush and look away from him. "Harry..." I whisper, my voice cracking. "Yeah babe?"
How hard is it to tell someone you're in 사랑 with their best friend?
I look up at him. "I-I-I I'm sorry... I..." Harry spreads his hands. "It's Niall isn't it, love?" I blink slowly. "He's always been there for me. Harry. 당신 don't even 사랑 me do you?" I ask shakily. He sighs. "Skylar... I really only asked 당신 out so that Niall would make his 옮기기 on you." I blink, very confused. "Well... he didn't." I whisper.
Harry sighs. "I'm sorry I lead 당신 on. I shouldn't have done anything. Niall is slow enough as it is." I stand up and abruptly walk out the room. This is all too much for me to handle. All I wanted was a simple 크리스마스 with a boy who I thought loved me. I guess he didn't. No one loves me. I should have given up earlier. I grabbed my 코트 and slammed the door to their house.
This was bullshit. If anyone wants to play with my emotions then they're just pathetic assholes. I hate him. I hate Harry Styles. I hate everyone. I knew I was better off alone. I 잼 my hands in my pockets and storm down the sidewalk. It begins to snow heavily, but I press on. If anyone cares, they can 키스 my 나귀, 엉덩이 because I am so DONE with all of this drama.
I look at myself in the mirror. My name is Sophie, I try to tell myself. I still look like the old Skylar West. I sigh. "Hey, you're beautiful no matter what your name is." I smile slightly. "Thanks Harry." I say, turning around to look at him. His brown eyes soften and he says, "Merry Christmas... Skylar." I blush and look away from him. "Harry..." I whisper, my voice cracking. "Yeah babe?"
How hard is it to tell someone you're in 사랑 with their best friend?
I look up at him. "I-I-I I'm sorry... I..." Harry spreads his hands. "It's Niall isn't it, love?" I blink slowly. "He's always been there for me. Harry. 당신 don't even 사랑 me do you?" I ask shakily. He sighs. "Skylar... I really only asked 당신 out so that Niall would make his 옮기기 on you." I blink, very confused. "Well... he didn't." I whisper.
Harry sighs. "I'm sorry I lead 당신 on. I shouldn't have done anything. Niall is slow enough as it is." I stand up and abruptly walk out the room. This is all too much for me to handle. All I wanted was a simple 크리스마스 with a boy who I thought loved me. I guess he didn't. No one loves me. I should have given up earlier. I grabbed my 코트 and slammed the door to their house.
This was bullshit. If anyone wants to play with my emotions then they're just pathetic assholes. I hate him. I hate Harry Styles. I hate everyone. I knew I was better off alone. I 잼 my hands in my pockets and storm down the sidewalk. It begins to snow heavily, but I press on. If anyone cares, they can 키스 my 나귀, 엉덩이 because I am so DONE with all of this drama.
what i wore Friday:
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Friday went 의해 pretty quickly considering i wasnt even paying attention to what the teachers were saying. i was just thinking of what to tell Saxon.
Lunch came and i sat with Jazzy and Saxon as usual. Jazzy kept glaring at me obviously wanting me to tell him but i coulndt. maybe at the dance?
Saxon's POV**
She looked nervous like she wanted to tell me something. something was definitely wrong.
"Saxon" she said, "are 당신 going to the dance?"
"Probably not. dont have anyone to go with. how about you?"
"Ya im going with Jazzy. 당신 should 가입하기 our group."
"I'll think about it. I dont have anything to where tough."
"Me and Jazzy are going shopping tomorrow. 당신 should come!"
의해 this time Jazzy looked like she was about to blow up considered i hadnt asked her her opinion on anything.
"I think i will" i reply. and with that the lunch 벨 rang.
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Friday went 의해 pretty quickly considering i wasnt even paying attention to what the teachers were saying. i was just thinking of what to tell Saxon.
Lunch came and i sat with Jazzy and Saxon as usual. Jazzy kept glaring at me obviously wanting me to tell him but i coulndt. maybe at the dance?
Saxon's POV**
She looked nervous like she wanted to tell me something. something was definitely wrong.
"Saxon" she said, "are 당신 going to the dance?"
"Probably not. dont have anyone to go with. how about you?"
"Ya im going with Jazzy. 당신 should 가입하기 our group."
"I'll think about it. I dont have anything to where tough."
"Me and Jazzy are going shopping tomorrow. 당신 should come!"
의해 this time Jazzy looked like she was about to blow up considered i hadnt asked her her opinion on anything.
"I think i will" i reply. and with that the lunch 벨 rang.
Chapter.3.
When we got 집 I wrote in my diary I 사랑 Liam in one direction that didn't close my book and went to play 축구 with my older sister Emilie but I didn't know that Sophie went into my room, looked in my diary and wrote WELL I HATE ALL OF THEM!!!When I came in to get my fave hat I saw what she writen and ripted it out and stuke it in her SHOE!!!
The 다음 일 i woke up and there writting in my diary was SOPHIE I sneaked over to her and gave her a big smake in the bottem,i went and put my 1d c.d in the c.d player and turned it up really loud!!
When we got 집 I wrote in my diary I 사랑 Liam in one direction that didn't close my book and went to play 축구 with my older sister Emilie but I didn't know that Sophie went into my room, looked in my diary and wrote WELL I HATE ALL OF THEM!!!When I came in to get my fave hat I saw what she writen and ripted it out and stuke it in her SHOE!!!
The 다음 일 i woke up and there writting in my diary was SOPHIE I sneaked over to her and gave her a big smake in the bottem,i went and put my 1d c.d in the c.d player and turned it up really loud!!
The boys
