Turns out I was nervous for nothing! Nobody suspected that I was, me, they all think I'm Alice.
"I'll be right back," I whispered in Zayn's ear. I couldn't find Louis. It's like he disappeared. I walked to the bathroom, where I last saw him. Gone. I walked around the club looking for him. I saw someone sitting at the bar. Louis. I ran over to him, "Louis?" He turned around.
"Who are you?" A man barked. Not Louis.
"Sorry, I guess..." The man shoved his hand in my face to shut me up. I turned around slowly and walked away.
Lilah POV:
Me and Zayn where talking and goofing around, when I felt a pain in my stomach. I stumbled to the ground.
"Lilah!" Zayn yelled trying to catch me. Everything got really blurry and dizzy. I blacked out. I opened my eyes and got blinded 의해 the bright light. I wasn't in the dark club anymore, I was in a uncomfortable mattress. I looked at my hand and saw a needle in it.
"Why did 당신 tell me?!" I looked over and saw Zayn, "Why?!" He yelled. I mouthed, 'What?'
"You know!" He yelled Louis trying to hold him back, "You are anorexia and have a bulimia problem!" He yelled.
"Zayn.." I said weakly.
"No! How could 당신 this to me? To all of us? Your just a selfish little bitch!" He yelled and then stormed out. I threw my head back and squeezed my eyes close.
"Lilah, He didn't..." Someone started.
"Just go!" I interrupted. I heard feet dragging and then a door close. I opened my eyes and saw Niall asleep on a chair. I smiled, "Niall." I whispered. I grabbed a stuffed 오리 that was on my end 표, 테이블 and threw it at him.
"Wha.." He whispered, hitting the end tables corners, "Ouch!" He looked over at me, in disappointment, "Why didn't 당신 tell me?" He asked.
"Niall, 당신 have to understand." He grabbed my hand.
"Make me understand," I sighed.
"Okay, when I was 8 everybody made fun of me because I wasn't skinny, I was fat and ugly. Nobody loved me, at least it seemed that way. One 일 a 인기 girl at my school started calling me really mean names like, 코끼리 and hippo." I took a deep breath, "So at lunch I snuck out and went into the bathroom. I grabbed a unsharped pencil and stuck it down my throat. I have been doing it every since." Niall slid his hand over some scabs on my arm.
"Cutting too?" He asked.
"Mhmm, I did that a week after I started puking, around the same time I starved my self. My parents asked about it, but I just made up different excuses."
Speaking about all of it really made me feel better.
Alot better.
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"I'll be right back," I whispered in Zayn's ear. I couldn't find Louis. It's like he disappeared. I walked to the bathroom, where I last saw him. Gone. I walked around the club looking for him. I saw someone sitting at the bar. Louis. I ran over to him, "Louis?" He turned around.
"Who are you?" A man barked. Not Louis.
"Sorry, I guess..." The man shoved his hand in my face to shut me up. I turned around slowly and walked away.
Lilah POV:
Me and Zayn where talking and goofing around, when I felt a pain in my stomach. I stumbled to the ground.
"Lilah!" Zayn yelled trying to catch me. Everything got really blurry and dizzy. I blacked out. I opened my eyes and got blinded 의해 the bright light. I wasn't in the dark club anymore, I was in a uncomfortable mattress. I looked at my hand and saw a needle in it.
"Why did 당신 tell me?!" I looked over and saw Zayn, "Why?!" He yelled. I mouthed, 'What?'
"You know!" He yelled Louis trying to hold him back, "You are anorexia and have a bulimia problem!" He yelled.
"Zayn.." I said weakly.
"No! How could 당신 this to me? To all of us? Your just a selfish little bitch!" He yelled and then stormed out. I threw my head back and squeezed my eyes close.
"Lilah, He didn't..." Someone started.
"Just go!" I interrupted. I heard feet dragging and then a door close. I opened my eyes and saw Niall asleep on a chair. I smiled, "Niall." I whispered. I grabbed a stuffed 오리 that was on my end 표, 테이블 and threw it at him.
"Wha.." He whispered, hitting the end tables corners, "Ouch!" He looked over at me, in disappointment, "Why didn't 당신 tell me?" He asked.
"Niall, 당신 have to understand." He grabbed my hand.
"Make me understand," I sighed.
"Okay, when I was 8 everybody made fun of me because I wasn't skinny, I was fat and ugly. Nobody loved me, at least it seemed that way. One 일 a 인기 girl at my school started calling me really mean names like, 코끼리 and hippo." I took a deep breath, "So at lunch I snuck out and went into the bathroom. I grabbed a unsharped pencil and stuck it down my throat. I have been doing it every since." Niall slid his hand over some scabs on my arm.
"Cutting too?" He asked.
"Mhmm, I did that a week after I started puking, around the same time I starved my self. My parents asked about it, but I just made up different excuses."
Speaking about all of it really made me feel better.
Alot better.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Authors note- So do 당신 like it? PLEASE COMMENT!!! I want to hear your ideas! If 당신 have any 질문 또는 ideas 코멘트 on this 또는 message, 또는 Meebo(If I'm on)!(:
Can 당신 say "man" band? The boys of One Direction don't appear to be, well, boys any longer with the release of their album artwork for their November 25th release Midnight Memories. It's their third album in three years, so they've also had to grow up fast in the quick-moving pop 음악 industry.
With the album artwork, 1D also released the track listing to their forthcoming LP, which features a whopping 14 songs on the regular edition alone, while the deluxe version includes four 더 많이 tracks. Wanna know the list of songs appearing on Midnight Memories? Check 'em out here:
"Best Song Ever"
"Story of My Life"
"Diana"
"Midnight Memories"
"You & I"
"Don't Forget Where 당신 Belong"
"Strong"
"Happily"
"Right Now"
"Little Black Dress"
"Through The Dark"
"Something Great"
"Little White Lies"
"Better Than Words"
Bonus tracks:
15. "Why Don't We Go There"
16. "Does He Know?"
17. "Alive"
18. "Half a Heart"
I 사랑 one direction. harry styles is the best in the band I think. harry was born February 1 1994 in Bromsgrove,Worcestershire, in the west midlands region of England.he and three of his 프렌즈 formed a band called white Eskimo.harry's favirot 색깔 are red and orange. I like red just like harry. 사랑 당신 harry.i 사랑 harry,zayn,niall,liam,louis, im going to your consert this year. :) :) see 당신 there I hope harry gives me his adogaph . 엘 hope 당신 read this one direction if harry id your faviort coment please
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