I was stuck in between what fate wanted and what i wanted.The future was in my hands,i just couldnt 덮개, 랩 my head around why my destiny was so poor.
I sat on the 침상, 소파 questioning myself about it.
Should I let it happen?And if I did would i ever forgive myself?I was always telling others,bad things happen for a reason,but was just another excuse?
There were no anwsers,simply because life has no anwser,just 질문 and sometimes 당신 have to take a risk and leap with no fear.
"Daddy,look what drew."Kenna said with a smile.
She wobbled in the living room,holding a picture.
She gave it to me,it had a house on it with 4 stick people on it.The 1st one had a 치마 drawn on and the 2nd one had pants on.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the 1st one.
"Thats mommy."she said.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the 초 one.
"Thats Drew."
Pain struck my heart,i tried to be strong,but i got choked up.The other two were sperate.
"Those two are me and ronnie."
"Wheres Daddy and Alex?"
"Well,it doesnt matter.Ronnie says your going to leave again with Alex and mommy loves Drew."
"Look here.''i said to her,"I'm not leaving ever,and dont 당신 forget that.now come here,i 사랑 you."
I grabbed her and put her on my lap and hugged her,tears slowly fell from my face.
"Ronnie.'i called out.
"What?'' she walked down stairs.
"Come here beautiful."
"whats wrong daddy?"
"nothing i just 사랑 당신 guys so much."I got up and hugged her."Im not leaving."
She smiled,it reminded me of why i live.For my kids.
"Okay 당신 can let go now'' she giggled.
"But I dont want to."I smiled.
"I gotta get ready,im going out to the 영화 with Derek."
"Your still dating that punk?''i asked.
"Yes,remember 당신 said.."
"i know what i said,just how is jameson and Angel?''
"They came here earlier when 당신 were asleep.''
"Really?''
"Yes now can 당신 let go?Kennas getting jealous"
"Oh no she didnt!'kenna sassed.
I let go of Ronnie and picked up Kenna.
"You need to stop hanging out with your uncle Harry."
"But he gives me cookies"
"What are those?Some type of child biscuit?'
"Dad 당신 know 당신 like your child biscuits."ronnie said.
''Quit eatin my cookies!''
The door 벨 rang.
"That must be Derek."
Ronnie went to anwser the door.
shortly she came back.
"Dad,Some man is here...?''
"Huh?''
On our porch stood with a cane, a familar elderly old man.He had gray white hair and sharp blue eyes.Looking in to his eyes i could see his soul.Such fierce eyes covered with anger but love.Immedatelity recongized him,courtneys father.
"Ronnie take Kenna and go in your room."i ordered her.
"but Dad.."
"Its yes sir,now go."
she left for her room.I stepped on the porch.
"Why are 당신 here?"i asked.
"Why wouldnt I?''
"Your at my house,i ask the questions."
:"Is that your children?Shes very beautiful."
I pulled out a gun,and pressed it under his chin.
"You will not lay a finger on my children,I sware to god if 당신 dont tell me why 당신 are here?''
"What are 당신 doing??"Derek walk on the porch.
"Please dont shoot!I mean no harm,ive changed"
I had to think about it...I had a gun pressed against an sick elderly mans head....it probablly made me look bad.
"James!"i shouted.
"Woah,Mr.malik..put the gun down...''
i slowly released him.
"James come back another time."
"Give me the gun."he said.
i gave him it.
The old man fell to his knees.
''I have came to make things,right,my time is short.Please understand,i was young and stupid.I was wrong,but 당신 are gifted.You were the man.For God's sake have mercy on me"he begged.He was bowwing down to me,begging me.I didnt know what to do,but only thing to do.
i knelt down with him and touched his shoulder.
He look at me.We were eye to eye,I could see his sorrows and regret.i got up held out a hand.
He reached for it and i helped him up.
I sat on the 침상, 소파 questioning myself about it.
Should I let it happen?And if I did would i ever forgive myself?I was always telling others,bad things happen for a reason,but was just another excuse?
There were no anwsers,simply because life has no anwser,just 질문 and sometimes 당신 have to take a risk and leap with no fear.
"Daddy,look what drew."Kenna said with a smile.
She wobbled in the living room,holding a picture.
She gave it to me,it had a house on it with 4 stick people on it.The 1st one had a 치마 drawn on and the 2nd one had pants on.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the 1st one.
"Thats mommy."she said.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the 초 one.
"Thats Drew."
Pain struck my heart,i tried to be strong,but i got choked up.The other two were sperate.
"Those two are me and ronnie."
"Wheres Daddy and Alex?"
"Well,it doesnt matter.Ronnie says your going to leave again with Alex and mommy loves Drew."
"Look here.''i said to her,"I'm not leaving ever,and dont 당신 forget that.now come here,i 사랑 you."
I grabbed her and put her on my lap and hugged her,tears slowly fell from my face.
"Ronnie.'i called out.
"What?'' she walked down stairs.
"Come here beautiful."
"whats wrong daddy?"
"nothing i just 사랑 당신 guys so much."I got up and hugged her."Im not leaving."
She smiled,it reminded me of why i live.For my kids.
"Okay 당신 can let go now'' she giggled.
"But I dont want to."I smiled.
"I gotta get ready,im going out to the 영화 with Derek."
"Your still dating that punk?''i asked.
"Yes,remember 당신 said.."
"i know what i said,just how is jameson and Angel?''
"They came here earlier when 당신 were asleep.''
"Really?''
"Yes now can 당신 let go?Kennas getting jealous"
"Oh no she didnt!'kenna sassed.
I let go of Ronnie and picked up Kenna.
"You need to stop hanging out with your uncle Harry."
"But he gives me cookies"
"What are those?Some type of child biscuit?'
"Dad 당신 know 당신 like your child biscuits."ronnie said.
''Quit eatin my cookies!''
The door 벨 rang.
"That must be Derek."
Ronnie went to anwser the door.
shortly she came back.
"Dad,Some man is here...?''
"Huh?''
On our porch stood with a cane, a familar elderly old man.He had gray white hair and sharp blue eyes.Looking in to his eyes i could see his soul.Such fierce eyes covered with anger but love.Immedatelity recongized him,courtneys father.
"Ronnie take Kenna and go in your room."i ordered her.
"but Dad.."
"Its yes sir,now go."
she left for her room.I stepped on the porch.
"Why are 당신 here?"i asked.
"Why wouldnt I?''
"Your at my house,i ask the questions."
:"Is that your children?Shes very beautiful."
I pulled out a gun,and pressed it under his chin.
"You will not lay a finger on my children,I sware to god if 당신 dont tell me why 당신 are here?''
"What are 당신 doing??"Derek walk on the porch.
"Please dont shoot!I mean no harm,ive changed"
I had to think about it...I had a gun pressed against an sick elderly mans head....it probablly made me look bad.
"James!"i shouted.
"Woah,Mr.malik..put the gun down...''
i slowly released him.
"James come back another time."
"Give me the gun."he said.
i gave him it.
The old man fell to his knees.
''I have came to make things,right,my time is short.Please understand,i was young and stupid.I was wrong,but 당신 are gifted.You were the man.For God's sake have mercy on me"he begged.He was bowwing down to me,begging me.I didnt know what to do,but only thing to do.
i knelt down with him and touched his shoulder.
He look at me.We were eye to eye,I could see his sorrows and regret.i got up held out a hand.
He reached for it and i helped him up.
Hi everybody! This is kinda weird but at school whenever I'm thinking about 1D, my 심장 hardly beats 또는 beats very slowly, its weird, I know! Its just like one 분 your all normal and then the 다음 your hardly breathing because your thinking about 1D! Do 당신 think its a sign that your a true directioner? I do!
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Sorry, 당신 know how if its too short it has to go into forum? Yeah, I don't want it in 포럼 so I'm just doing this! Do do do do doooooooooo to to to to toooooooooooooooo
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Sorry, 당신 know how if its too short it has to go into forum? Yeah, I don't want it in 포럼 so I'm just doing this! Do do do do doooooooooo to to to to toooooooooooooooo
당신 ARE AT SCHOOL TALKING TO YOUR BESTIES.ALL OF A SUDDEN 당신 HERE YOUR PRINCIPAL CALLING 당신 BECAUSE ONE DIRECTION WANTED TO MEET YOU.
WHEN 당신 GO IN THE OFFICE ONE DIRECTION HAD CLOTHES ALL ABOUT YOU.THEY HAD SHOES WITH YOUR PICTURE,T-SHIRTS WITH YOUR FACE ON THEM,AND BEST OF ALL THEY MADE A POSTER SAYING THEY 사랑 YOU.
당신 START HANGING OUT WITH THEM BUT 당신 FORGOT 당신 HAD TO GO 집 EARLY.
WHEN 당신 TOLD THEM THAT THEY ALL GAVE 당신 THERE NUMBER.YOU KISSED YOUR FAV OF 1D AND THEN THE OTHER CUTE BRITHISH HOTTIES ASK 당신 FOR A KISS.OF COURSE 당신 SAY YES.
THEN 당신 HAVE TO WAKE UP FOR SCHOOL.LOL.SORRY.XD