June 21, 2012
11:36 am

        In the past week and a half I've gotten warmer to the idea of me liking One Direction 더 많이 than Justin Bieber. It still hurts me to say it but I'm getting better. On the percent scale that says how much I like 1D and JB, it's 1D-65% and JB-35%. Slowly, 일 의해 day, the 1D scale is going up and the JB scale is going down. I give it two days before the JB scale is at 10%. That's as low as its gonna get. It will never get to zero. I'll always have a place in my 심장 for JB. 

        "Get this queer off the front of your phone!" dad yelled from the living room. Shit. Why is my phone in there? Just last week I had a picture of JB as my screen saver and dad made me change it. I changed it back hoping that he wouldn't catch me. Well call me a 물고기 cuz I just got caught. 
        "But, daddy!" I whined. Sometimes it works on him. Sometimes.
        "Change it!" he yelled again. I huffed and got up. I went to the living room and stood right in front of him. He handed me my phone. I stood there longer with my 강아지 dog eyes trying to see if he would let me keep it. He motioned for me to hurry up. I groaned and walked to my room. I sat down on my 침대 and stared at the JB pic on the screen. I wonder what I can put as the pic? I slapped myself on the forehead. One Direction of course! My dad doesn't even know who One Direction is yet. It would be perfectly ok to put a pic of 1D as the screen saver. I went to 구글 an found 1 group pic and a individual pic of each if the boys. I put the group pic as the lock screen. And I was going to switch the individual pics out every day. It was gonna be a pic of Harry first. Oh! I almost forgot! Harry is my new favorite. I just listened to their solos and then pics and I just decided that I liked Harry better. 
        I logged onto fanpop, that's become my addiction, and checked my updates. A few days 이전 found out 당신 can read fanfiction on fanpop. I 사랑 reading! I went to page like 60 something and read all of them from there to page 1. Later I decided to start my own fanfiction. I also discovered One Direction fanfiction (haha that rhymes. Sorry 당신 can really tell I have blonde in my hair. I have blonde moments all the time! And I'm really random) on a website called Wattpad.com. If 당신 like 읽기 1D fanfiction then I recommend 당신 go to this website. When 당신 go to the website just type "One Direction" in the 검색 box. The stories on that website are AMAZING! 
       Well on 팬팝 there was this 기사 that said something I'll never forget. It was about Niall. The girl that wrote the 기사 said that she found a Niall quote. It said "Once a group of 팬 hugged all the members, except me; 
I was standing there smiling, but inside of me, in reality I was feeling really bad.’’  I don't know about 당신 but if I was given the chance to meet 1D I would hug all of the members at least three times each. After I read that 기사 Niall would definitely be the first one I hug. And his hug would be the longest. Even though there are sweet, lovable people in the world, in this case Niall, there will always be somebody, in this case the group of fans, that will make that sweet lovable person feel bad, and feel like they're not loved. But trust me; Niall Horan is loved.
        If 당신 act before 당신 think 당신 could really hurt somebody. Think about that.