Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 22: Wherever I Go
We were driving only for a few minutes. When we got to wherever it was we were going Niall put his hands over my eyes. We stepped outside and I immediately knew it was the beach. He uncovered my eyes and I took in the scenery.
“Ally loved the beach.” I said 더 많이 to myself then Niall.
“I know, that’s why I brought 당신 here. Since 당신 missed the wake and the funeral, I thought this would be the best way to say goodbye. Going to her grave would be to emotional, but doing something 당신 both loved to do together, you’ll be able to let go.” He said wrapping his arms around my waist.
“Thank you, for not giving up on me.” I said.
“I told you, I’m never going to leave you. Ever.” He said.
We linked hands and walked out onto the beach. We had left our shoes in the limo. I couldn’t help but feel Ally with us.
“Do 당신 think it’s possible that Ally’s spirit is here?” I asked Niall.
“Yeah.” He said, after considering it for a little while.
“Do 당신 think it’s crazy that I think her spirit is here?” I said again.
“No, 당신 could be right.” He said.
We stopped walking and just stood in the water, letting it come in and hit our feet and then recede. I loved being here with Niall. This was perfect. I finally felt at peace with Ally’s death. She was gone and there was nothing I could do but live on for her.
“Thank 당신 for bringing me here.” I said.
“You’re welcome.” Niall said smiling down at me.
“I’m not just saying this, but I think it really did help me.” I said.
“Well, that was the goal.” Niall said chuckling a little.
I smiled at him. He really was beautiful.
“Hazel?” he said.
“Yeah?” I answered.
“Harry took 당신 for ice cream, and 당신 guys have been hanging out a lot lately, should I be worried?” he asked.
Part of me couldn’t believe he would think Harry would make a 옮기기 on me, and I would let him. Another part of me couldn’t believe that he would ask me this while I was grieving the death of my best friend, but then the last part of me saw how he looked. I couldn’t be mad at him when he looked at me like that.
“No, there is nothing to worry about.” I said finally.
“Are 당신 sure?” he said, hesitant because of how long it took me to respond.
“Yeah, Harry and I are just good friends. He was trying to cheer me up.” I said.
“I saw the way he kissed 당신 on the cheek before and how tight he hugged 당신 that night on the bus. It looked a little 더 많이 than friendly.” He said.
I couldn’t believe he was accusing me of cheating on him with Harry, his best friend.
“Niall, I told 당신 nothing is going on. Why don’t 당신 trust me?” I said getting angry.
“It’s not that I don’t trust 당신 Hazel, I just, it hurts to see other guys around you. I just want 당신 to be my one and only.” He said.
“I am Niall, I only 사랑 you. 당신 know that right?” I said.
“Yeah, but…” he trailed off.
“But what? I thought we were done with this?” I said.
“We are. Just forget it.” He said.
“No, tell me.” I said.
“I always feel like, like 당신 could do better than me. Like I’m not good enough, and that you’ll leave me for some guy who’s bigger and has big muscles and a perfect smile, and who can be around 당신 all the time, without ever having to leave.” He said letting a tear roll down his cheek.
“Niall, I very well could do that, but that’s not what I want. I want you. I 사랑 your scrawny arms, and your braces. I don’t want a big tough guy, who’s 더 많이 interested in working out than being with me.” I said.
Niall just nodded. He let a few 더 많이 tears slide down his cheeks.
“No one is better than 당신 Niall. I 사랑 you.” I said.
“I 사랑 당신 too Hazel.” He said.
“Can I have a hug?” I said.
Niall quickly wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck. We were still standing in the water. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and nestled my head into his neck.
“Hazel, I 사랑 you, I’m sorry for accusing 당신 of cheating on me. I just get really jealous when I see 당신 with other guys.” He said.
“It’s okay babe. Just promise me something.” I said.
“Anything.” He replied.
“That you’ll never doubt my 사랑 for 당신 again.” I said.
“I promise.” He said.
He placed me down back in the sand and grabbed my hand. We continued walking down the beach. Every few 분 we would stop and 키스 and/or hug. I was finally not thinking about Ally when my phone rang. It was Ally’s mom. I didn’t know if I could talk to her yet. Niall saw it was her and pressed the talk button. I looked at him shocked but he gave me the ‘It’s for your own good’ look.
“Hello?” Ally’s mom said.
“Hi Mrs. Varen how are you.” I said.
“As well as I can be. How are 당신 holding up honey?” she said.
“I’ve been better.” I said.
“Well I heard 당신 were back home. I wanted to have 당신 over for dinner.” She said.
“Can I bring my boyfriend?” I asked.
“Sure.” She said hesitantly.
“Thank you.” I answered.
“Well that’s all for now. I’ll see 당신 tomorrow night then.” She said hanging up.
“What did she want?” Niall asked grabbing my hand.
“She wanted me over for dinner. I asked if 당신 could go and she said yes. Will 당신 come?” I said.
“Yeah of course.” He said.
“It’s tomorrow night, she probably talked to my mom so I’ll find out 더 많이 from her later.” I said.
“Are 당신 okay?” he asked me.
“Yeah. Yeah I am okay.” I answered. Honestly, I was okay.
After that we continued walking down the beach. When we got to the end we made our way back and got in the limo to go home. The whole way 집 I had my head rested on Niall as he hummed various songs in my ear. When we got back to my house he walked me to my door.
“See 당신 tomorrow?” he said.
“See 당신 then.” I said.
He gave me and small 키스 and then went back into the limo. I watched it pull away before I went inside. Today was one of the best days ever. It was late at night when I got 집 so I went straight to my room and collapsed onto my bed. My phone rang.
“Hello?” I said sleepily.
“Hey babe.” Niall said.
“What’s going on?” I asked him.
“Nothing just getting into my hotel room.” He said.
“Cool.” I answered.
“Yeah, 당신 sound tired. Did I wake you?” he said.
“Nope I was just about to put my pajamas on.” I said.
“Cool, well goodnight princess.” He said making a kissy noise into the phone.
“Goodnight.” I giggled.
“I 사랑 you, sweet dreams.” He said.
“I 사랑 당신 too.” I said.
When we hung up I put on my pajamas and slid into bed. Tomorrow was going to be rough. I didn’t know if I was ready to talk about Ally. I didn’t want to break down. That’s the last thing her parents need is me freaking out. I’m glad Niall was coming. He always knew what to say and do to make me feel better.
We were driving only for a few minutes. When we got to wherever it was we were going Niall put his hands over my eyes. We stepped outside and I immediately knew it was the beach. He uncovered my eyes and I took in the scenery.
“Ally loved the beach.” I said 더 많이 to myself then Niall.
“I know, that’s why I brought 당신 here. Since 당신 missed the wake and the funeral, I thought this would be the best way to say goodbye. Going to her grave would be to emotional, but doing something 당신 both loved to do together, you’ll be able to let go.” He said wrapping his arms around my waist.
“Thank you, for not giving up on me.” I said.
“I told you, I’m never going to leave you. Ever.” He said.
We linked hands and walked out onto the beach. We had left our shoes in the limo. I couldn’t help but feel Ally with us.
“Do 당신 think it’s possible that Ally’s spirit is here?” I asked Niall.
“Yeah.” He said, after considering it for a little while.
“Do 당신 think it’s crazy that I think her spirit is here?” I said again.
“No, 당신 could be right.” He said.
We stopped walking and just stood in the water, letting it come in and hit our feet and then recede. I loved being here with Niall. This was perfect. I finally felt at peace with Ally’s death. She was gone and there was nothing I could do but live on for her.
“Thank 당신 for bringing me here.” I said.
“You’re welcome.” Niall said smiling down at me.
“I’m not just saying this, but I think it really did help me.” I said.
“Well, that was the goal.” Niall said chuckling a little.
I smiled at him. He really was beautiful.
“Hazel?” he said.
“Yeah?” I answered.
“Harry took 당신 for ice cream, and 당신 guys have been hanging out a lot lately, should I be worried?” he asked.
Part of me couldn’t believe he would think Harry would make a 옮기기 on me, and I would let him. Another part of me couldn’t believe that he would ask me this while I was grieving the death of my best friend, but then the last part of me saw how he looked. I couldn’t be mad at him when he looked at me like that.
“No, there is nothing to worry about.” I said finally.
“Are 당신 sure?” he said, hesitant because of how long it took me to respond.
“Yeah, Harry and I are just good friends. He was trying to cheer me up.” I said.
“I saw the way he kissed 당신 on the cheek before and how tight he hugged 당신 that night on the bus. It looked a little 더 많이 than friendly.” He said.
I couldn’t believe he was accusing me of cheating on him with Harry, his best friend.
“Niall, I told 당신 nothing is going on. Why don’t 당신 trust me?” I said getting angry.
“It’s not that I don’t trust 당신 Hazel, I just, it hurts to see other guys around you. I just want 당신 to be my one and only.” He said.
“I am Niall, I only 사랑 you. 당신 know that right?” I said.
“Yeah, but…” he trailed off.
“But what? I thought we were done with this?” I said.
“We are. Just forget it.” He said.
“No, tell me.” I said.
“I always feel like, like 당신 could do better than me. Like I’m not good enough, and that you’ll leave me for some guy who’s bigger and has big muscles and a perfect smile, and who can be around 당신 all the time, without ever having to leave.” He said letting a tear roll down his cheek.
“Niall, I very well could do that, but that’s not what I want. I want you. I 사랑 your scrawny arms, and your braces. I don’t want a big tough guy, who’s 더 많이 interested in working out than being with me.” I said.
Niall just nodded. He let a few 더 많이 tears slide down his cheeks.
“No one is better than 당신 Niall. I 사랑 you.” I said.
“I 사랑 당신 too Hazel.” He said.
“Can I have a hug?” I said.
Niall quickly wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck. We were still standing in the water. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and nestled my head into his neck.
“Hazel, I 사랑 you, I’m sorry for accusing 당신 of cheating on me. I just get really jealous when I see 당신 with other guys.” He said.
“It’s okay babe. Just promise me something.” I said.
“Anything.” He replied.
“That you’ll never doubt my 사랑 for 당신 again.” I said.
“I promise.” He said.
He placed me down back in the sand and grabbed my hand. We continued walking down the beach. Every few 분 we would stop and 키스 and/or hug. I was finally not thinking about Ally when my phone rang. It was Ally’s mom. I didn’t know if I could talk to her yet. Niall saw it was her and pressed the talk button. I looked at him shocked but he gave me the ‘It’s for your own good’ look.
“Hello?” Ally’s mom said.
“Hi Mrs. Varen how are you.” I said.
“As well as I can be. How are 당신 holding up honey?” she said.
“I’ve been better.” I said.
“Well I heard 당신 were back home. I wanted to have 당신 over for dinner.” She said.
“Can I bring my boyfriend?” I asked.
“Sure.” She said hesitantly.
“Thank you.” I answered.
“Well that’s all for now. I’ll see 당신 tomorrow night then.” She said hanging up.
“What did she want?” Niall asked grabbing my hand.
“She wanted me over for dinner. I asked if 당신 could go and she said yes. Will 당신 come?” I said.
“Yeah of course.” He said.
“It’s tomorrow night, she probably talked to my mom so I’ll find out 더 많이 from her later.” I said.
“Are 당신 okay?” he asked me.
“Yeah. Yeah I am okay.” I answered. Honestly, I was okay.
After that we continued walking down the beach. When we got to the end we made our way back and got in the limo to go home. The whole way 집 I had my head rested on Niall as he hummed various songs in my ear. When we got back to my house he walked me to my door.
“See 당신 tomorrow?” he said.
“See 당신 then.” I said.
He gave me and small 키스 and then went back into the limo. I watched it pull away before I went inside. Today was one of the best days ever. It was late at night when I got 집 so I went straight to my room and collapsed onto my bed. My phone rang.
“Hello?” I said sleepily.
“Hey babe.” Niall said.
“What’s going on?” I asked him.
“Nothing just getting into my hotel room.” He said.
“Cool.” I answered.
“Yeah, 당신 sound tired. Did I wake you?” he said.
“Nope I was just about to put my pajamas on.” I said.
“Cool, well goodnight princess.” He said making a kissy noise into the phone.
“Goodnight.” I giggled.
“I 사랑 you, sweet dreams.” He said.
“I 사랑 당신 too.” I said.
When we hung up I put on my pajamas and slid into bed. Tomorrow was going to be rough. I didn’t know if I was ready to talk about Ally. I didn’t want to break down. That’s the last thing her parents need is me freaking out. I’m glad Niall was coming. He always knew what to say and do to make me feel better.
