Chap 16:

Part 1: 사랑 for her.

Bella’s POV:

I hardly opened my eyes after a long old dream. The first thing I saw was Niall’s face. His face was very pale and worried. He held my hands tightly and said in tears:
“Bella, I shouldn’t have left. I shouldn’t. I’m sorry. I’m terribly sorry, Bella.”
I said under my breath:
“Ok, Niall. I’m okey, now.”

Actually I still felt very bad. All my body was sore and achy. Niall came to stroke my face gently, saying:
“Bella, I promise. I will be always beside you. I will never leave 당신 again.”
I nodded lightly, asking:
“Who saved me, Niall?”
“It was Zayn that saved you, Bella. Thanks to him, 당신 were not drowned. I find it so strange because Zayn can’t swim. He is even very scared of water. I have no idea how he could swim to save you.”

I said hardly:
“Really? Where is he now?”
“He is in the 다음 room, when he brought 당신 back to the hotel, he fainted.”
I just turned my head to see the window silently. I didn’t know why when Zayn saved me from the death, I saw my ex-boyfriend again. All the memories went back to my mind. I wondered why I was on the edge of the death, I still thought of my ex-boyfriend, not Niall. I saw the blue sky outside the window and burst into tears. “Handsome” was stuck in my head. I even forgot his fullname but the 이미지 of him were still around me. Everything was as if it just happened yesterday.

“How can I forget him? Why am I still missing him?” I asked myself in tears.
Niall sat on the ground, wiping my tears aways, whispering:
“Bella…”
I sat up and hugged him tightly, crying my eyes out:
“Nialler…Nialler…I thought of him at that moment…”
Niall kissed my forehead lightly, saying:
“I can wait. I will try my best. I 사랑 you, Bella.”

Oh, Niall, my beloved Niall, I wished I could 사랑 him 더 많이 than that…
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Niall’s POV:

I was unpacking Bella’s suicase then. We had just been back to the hotel because Bella couldn’t 곰 being in the hospital any longer. As soon as we were home, Bella immediately drifted off. She was exhausted. I tiredly walked to Zayn’s room. He was sitting on the balcony, smoking. I came to sit beside him, saying:
“Zayn, thank 당신 so much!”
He smiled sadly:
“You’re welcome.”
“How could 당신 swim today? 당신 are scared of water, right?” I asked.
“When I saw Bella drowning, I just told myself that I had to save her.”
I laid my arm on his shoulders:
“If Bella had been dead, I don’t know what I would do. She is my everything.”
Zayn looked at the sky motionlessly, saying:
“She is special. She makes us do everything for her.”

I said truly:
“Zayn, I’m jealous of you.”
He was a bit shocked:
“Why?”
“The way she looks at you. The way 당신 influence on her. I’m jealous of all these things.”
Zayn smirked:
“You know what, Niall?” I’m even 더 많이 jealous. 당신 have her kisses, which I will never get in my life.”
I looked at him with my widened eyes. I took a deep breath and said:
“Do 당신 사랑 her?”

After a few silent minutes, Zayn whispered:
“Don’t worry, Niall. How much I 사랑 her, finally she is all yours.”

Zayn sadly walked away, leaving me standing alone on the balcony. I knew for sure that Zayn had very stronge feelings for Bella. But he never told anyone about it. I also knew that the Christian Louboutin heels were the gift Zayn gave Bella. I knew everything but what could I say? I couldn’t tell him to stop loving her because it was unfair. I always had a big scare that I would lose Bella. I did believe in Zayn, but about Bella, her feelings were so unexpected that I was always scared. 의해 the way the one I was most jealous of was her ex-boyfriend. If she found him, I would lose her forever. Bella totally controlled my heart.
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