Chap 11:

Part 1: Why do 당신 hate me, Liam?

Liam’s POV:

I was running up and down the stairs to find Hannah. I had seeked all the rooms but I still couldn’t find her. I was so worried if she would do something wrong to hurt herself. My torso broke up in a sweat. When I ran to my room to fing her again, suddenly I heard a sobbing voice near the balcony.
“It must be Hannah!” I thought.

I shifted to the balcony and saw her sitting there. Her face was full of tears. Her eyes were very red because of having cried too much. All her brunette hair was wet and stuck. She used both her arms to hug herself. Looking at Hannah, my 심장 was reallly hurt. When I came to sit in front of her, Hannah looked up to see me and even cried harder. I hugged her tightly while she tried to 펀치 my back with her hands. I stroked her back to make her feel better. Hannah was still crying and hitting me:
“Why do 당신 hate me so much, Liam? Why? Why? Why?”

I hugged her mote tightly:
“Hannah, it’s okey. I’m sorry. I’m so so so sorry. I shouldn’t have been so rude to you. It’s okey now. I don’t hate you. Believe me. I don’t hate you…”
She began to stop crying. She parted me a little to look at me.
“Really…y…y?” She said while hiccupping.
I looked into her black eyes and said:
“Yeah, it’s right!”

She looked down and said sadly:
“But 당신 don’t 사랑 me…”
I couldn’t say anything. Maybe she was right, maybe she was wrong. I was not sure about my feelings for her. I used to hate her so much but at the moment I saw her crying, I felt something really strange in my heart.
“Am I loving her? How can I change my feelings in just one second? Is it 사랑 또는 just compassion?” I asked myself.

I lifted her hair to see her face 더 많이 clearly.
“I really don’t know, Hannah. I have some feelings but I don’t know what they are. I’m sorry.” I told her.
All of a sudden, she stood up and pulled out my hands to get out of my hug. She wiped her tears and said strongly:
“Liam. Okey. I got it. I should go now. I promise I won’t bother 당신 any longer.”

Then she hurriedly walked out of my roon, leaving me stand alone in the centre of the room. She also left a huge 우주 in my 심장 when she got out of my arms.
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Bella’s POV:

Hannah and I had just come back from One direction’s house. She had been quiet all the way home. She didn’t tease me 또는 laugh as usual. Her eyes also looked a bit red. Maybe she had been crying. It was so strange cuz it had been a long time since I last saw her cry. Hannah was much stronger than me and she rarely cried. What the hell made her cry like that? I was so curious that I asked her:
“Today, 당신 are muted as a fish. Did a cat eat your tongue?”

She murmered and walked hurriedly into her bedroom:
“It’s not your business, Bella. don’t bother me.”
Then she slammed the door at my face. When I was about to come back to my room, I decided to turn back to see whether Hannah was ok 또는 not. I opened the door and saw her lying face down tiredly on the bed. Her hair was running through her face. Her hands rounded her head. I tiptoed and sat on her bed. I put my hand on her shoulder, asking:
“What happened, Hannah? What made 당신 cry?”

She hardly got up and hugged me tightl. She sobbed:
“Bella…Bella…Boo hoo… why… why…?”
I stroked her hair soothingly:
“Hannah, calm down. Tell me what happened?”
She cried out loud:
“Liam…he…hates…me. Please tell me why he hates me so much. I told him that I wouldn’t annoy him anymore but I miss him. I 사랑 him, Bella.”
Oh, poor my little sister! She was lovesick. I wish I could help her. Maybe at that time she was really serious about the 사랑 for Liam.
“Hannah, it’ okey. I think he is not your Mr.Right. Did all the boys on earth die? Don’t sweat it. 당신 are very hot. 당신 can choose any of them.”

She still cried very hard:
“ But…but…but…I only 사랑 him.”
I tried to console her:
“Okey…okey…Hannah…I know…”
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