This was written to be about Thirteen, because even though it's obviously never going to happen I'm still a Thutner shipper, but it really could be about anyone. It's all in the interpretation.
I Bruise Easily
It’s funny how when no one’s touched 당신 in a really long time, even the smallest amount of contact can leave a mark, how a connection forms even if they only happened to bump against you, how if something happens to sever that connection it can scar 당신 worse than if someone cut 당신 open.
It’s funny how when you’re connected to someone and they’re ripped from 당신 without warning 의해 their own stupidity, sometimes 당신 just wish they’d never bumped against 당신 in the first place. Because sometimes it’s not worth it.
And sometimes it is. Sometimes that connection is unbreakable. Sometimes 당신 feel that connection even after the person’s in the ground. Sometimes it’s a good thing when 당신 can’t 옮기기 on, when 당신 expect someone to walk through the door any 분 at work the 다음 일 as if nothing’s happened.
Connections are easier for some people than others, and I always had trouble with them. Bruises on the other hand, happen everyday, so much so that I’ve had to put on so much makeup to cover them up that I don’t even look like me anymore. Sometimes, a bruise and a connection can come from the same place. Sometimes the bruise can outweigh the connection.
Sometimes it can’t. I’ve realize over time that sometimes, no matter how horrible something is, no matter how much something a person does hurts you, it doesn’t undo everything they’ve done to help you, and besides, they didn’t hurt 당신 on purpose, it just happened that way. No matter how much distress someone caused you, 당신 are still glad 당신 met them, because it was worth it.
I’ve realized that bruises heal, some 더 많이 slowly than others, but they all do eventually. Cuts are what leave scars. The difference between cuts and bruises are that cuts are intentional. Who ever left the cut meant to hurt you. Bruises are purely 의해 accident. The person who left the bruise probably didn’t even know they did it.
I’ve realized that some bruises stick around longer than others, some bruises hurt when 당신 touch them long after they were left. Some bruises turn black and blue and are clearly visible while other bruises are in easily concealable places. I’ve realized that there are all kinds of bruises, but no matter how long they stay 또는 how much they hurt, the true test of the strength of a bruise is whether 또는 not the connection can withstand it, and likewise, the true test of the strength of a connection is how well it can withstand the bruise.
I’ve realized that even though Kutner left the largest and most painful bruise of all, I would never ever wish I hadn’t met him, because the connection is stronger. Because I still feel like he’s standing right 다음 to me concealing laughter at inappropriate times and asking me if I’m okay and but backing off when I need him to. Because it was worth it.
I Bruise Easily
It’s funny how when no one’s touched 당신 in a really long time, even the smallest amount of contact can leave a mark, how a connection forms even if they only happened to bump against you, how if something happens to sever that connection it can scar 당신 worse than if someone cut 당신 open.
It’s funny how when you’re connected to someone and they’re ripped from 당신 without warning 의해 their own stupidity, sometimes 당신 just wish they’d never bumped against 당신 in the first place. Because sometimes it’s not worth it.
And sometimes it is. Sometimes that connection is unbreakable. Sometimes 당신 feel that connection even after the person’s in the ground. Sometimes it’s a good thing when 당신 can’t 옮기기 on, when 당신 expect someone to walk through the door any 분 at work the 다음 일 as if nothing’s happened.
Connections are easier for some people than others, and I always had trouble with them. Bruises on the other hand, happen everyday, so much so that I’ve had to put on so much makeup to cover them up that I don’t even look like me anymore. Sometimes, a bruise and a connection can come from the same place. Sometimes the bruise can outweigh the connection.
Sometimes it can’t. I’ve realize over time that sometimes, no matter how horrible something is, no matter how much something a person does hurts you, it doesn’t undo everything they’ve done to help you, and besides, they didn’t hurt 당신 on purpose, it just happened that way. No matter how much distress someone caused you, 당신 are still glad 당신 met them, because it was worth it.
I’ve realized that bruises heal, some 더 많이 slowly than others, but they all do eventually. Cuts are what leave scars. The difference between cuts and bruises are that cuts are intentional. Who ever left the cut meant to hurt you. Bruises are purely 의해 accident. The person who left the bruise probably didn’t even know they did it.
I’ve realized that some bruises stick around longer than others, some bruises hurt when 당신 touch them long after they were left. Some bruises turn black and blue and are clearly visible while other bruises are in easily concealable places. I’ve realized that there are all kinds of bruises, but no matter how long they stay 또는 how much they hurt, the true test of the strength of a bruise is whether 또는 not the connection can withstand it, and likewise, the true test of the strength of a connection is how well it can withstand the bruise.
I’ve realized that even though Kutner left the largest and most painful bruise of all, I would never ever wish I hadn’t met him, because the connection is stronger. Because I still feel like he’s standing right 다음 to me concealing laughter at inappropriate times and asking me if I’m okay and but backing off when I need him to. Because it was worth it.
