Ashley

1.Never Again

I was lost. This was not me. I knew something was wrong. I felt in my heart. It was beating faster harder. Like there was, a 부추 and it had to work twice as hard to plug it up. I sat up slowly I the room was spinning but I didn't care. I tried to focus on Nicole and Aly but I saw four of them. I shook my head and stood up.

“Oh Bella” Nicole quickly fluttered to my side. “Do 당신 need some water? 또는 do 당신 want to go take a nap. I have Alison,” she told me but it wasn’t going through

“I have to go,” I said looking at her eyes— all four.

“You cant Jake said to stay...

3.    Choices

Covered in vines, sand, moss stood the house. I remembered instantly the last time I was there. It was happier then. I was happier. My 18th birthday. It was the reason for the long scar above my elbow. I turned off the car, and hit my head on the steering wheel.

This was a bad idea on all counts. I opened my door to investigate. I didn't get up to the porch before I realized. I wasn’t the first one to be here. The door was spotless no plants were on it; the windows had some dirt but I saw inside, it was fixed. The 침상, 소파 was moved to the wall. I saw his Piano....

2.    FAMILIAR

I woke up what a strange dream I had. I was wondering aimlessly in the forest behind Charlie’s house. It was dark but not too much. Then it ended. I hadn’t ever had something like it before. Not that I could remember. I went into Alison’s room and she was sitting on her 침대 waiting for me. When I entered the room, she had a huge grin on her face.

“Mom guess what,” she said once she saw me. She was watching TV. “Talking Taylor has a toy” she giggled, “Can I have one.” She asked looking at me. Talking Taylor was a TV how that she loved so much...

I wondered how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now— if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could 곰 it— I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best days of my life. And, if it were possible that the pain would ever soften enough to allow me to do that, I was sure that would be grateful for as much time as he’d given me. 더 많이 then I’d asked for, 더 많이 then I’d deserve. Maybe someday, I’d be able to see it that way.

Stephenie Meyer
New Moon





PREFACE
10 years. 10 years I have been alone. The thought no longer burned....