8.Mistake
I woke up with a stir, the strangest dream ever. It wasn’t me Bella Cullen was there. I was at their house, lived in it and I had a little baby girl. She looked remarkably like Edward but she had my eyes, she was seven 또는 eight much older then Aly and she was laughing with Jacob. There were other People in the dream Yard aside from the family, there were three 더 많이 girls and another man. One girl was talking to Edward she had curly 딸기 blond hair and a dazzling smile. I watched all of this like it was a scary movie, I turned and watched how everything was two perfect. Seth and Leah were here in this alternate universe, they were laughing having a good time with Alice and Rosalie, Jasper and Emmett were wrestling, Emmett booming laugh echoing through forest. Esme and Carlisle were smiling, looking at there family laughing and having a good’o time.
This hurt it was an insult, how could I be so selfish to have all of this. I looked around and saw myself, yes it was defiantly Bella Cullen happy 18-year-old Bella. She had Golden eyes just like her husband, Edward crossed the 우주 between us and kissed her. I felt the kiss. I didn’t want to, I looked back in the mirror, the 키스 of death I changed. Got older, got laugh lines and crows feet. I watch how behind me the playful wrestling turned in to actually fighting with Seth and Leah, Sam and his pack, Edward turned his back on me and there I was on the forest floor again repeating “He's gone” over and over to myself.
This is the doom I have created for myself. Creating 이미지 in my head that could never happen. I sat up from the couch, 빙어, 빙 어 eggs coming from the 부엌, 주방 I looked around saw Aly sleep then I looked at last night left over, a cup of coffee after dinner. I talked to Nicole about the Cullen’s. I yawned and stretched.
“Morning Bella. how did 당신 sleep?” Nicole called from the Kitchen. I got to my feet and went to the kitchen.
“Good I had a strange dream though.” I sat at the 표, 테이블 as Nicole brought me a plate of scrambled eggs and 베이컨
“No kidding I heard 당신 mumbling in 당신 sleep. Who is Renesmee.” She sat down with me and began eating.
“I have no idea.” I shook my head, thinking. Renesme is my daughter, don't get confused, I showed 당신 your life what would have been it was one small mistake shall I tell 당신 now, 또는 wait till your alone . Alone!
I ate my 음식 quickly and thanked Nicole and told her that I had to get 집 a get cleaned up. Aly woke up just before I had a chance to leave so I sat down and let her eat something too.
“Bella can I asked 당신 just one 더 많이 thing, 당신 left out last night.” She asked as she was giving Alison her plate.
“Sure,” I said looked out the window. Jacob was out there in the cold rain. I feel like a teen again. And that’s not a good thing in my eyes.
“Why did Edward leave?”
“It was my 18th birthday and Alice threw me a party long story short, I got a paper cut and Jasper nearly killed me. Edward felt bad I guess I really don't care but he decide it would be safer for me if I was alone.” I said curtly, “The last words he said to me was ‘take care of yourself’. Pathetic in my opinion. He lives for ever and I'm stuck with ‘take care of yourself’.” I snorted, she nodded, and turned back to her 부엌, 주방 she was cleaning the stove when Jacob and Leah came in.
“Hey Bella,” Leah sat on the 침상, 소파 and waved at me, Jacob went straight to Nicole and waved at me. I walk to Leah and sat down beside her. “What’s up?” she said patting my leg.
“Long week” I shrugged and placed my attention on a mislooped fabric in the rug.
“I know what 당신 mean I was thinking we go out tonight to Port Angles, hit up a few clubs 당신 know like we were in our early 20s again.” She laughed, I laughed along. That sounded ridicules I was 29 just barely I was at the 3 week mark .
“Leah I will go just never make me sound that old ever again.”
의해 the time I got 집 it was already 11 and half the 일 was gone. I meet Leah in La Push at seven and drop Aly with Charlie. And from that night on, I was under Leah’s control.
I turned on Talking Taylor for Aly and went into my room. I felt strange to be eager for a conversation in my head but I had to know what she meant buy one little mistake.
I'm glad 당신 are. This means 당신 want to know what Alice somewhat saw coming. 당신 had better sit down this is a conversation for the Ages. You’re going to bet your self up for this. I sat on the edge of my bed. I closed my eyes and thought of the last time I wanted anything to do with Vampires. Of course, I automatically thought of Victoria but before that. When she was at my house.
She wasn’t at your house. It was Alice. I know that. Well here is something 당신 don't know. Edward called 당신 that 다음 morning. [i/]Ha, there is no way in hell I'm believing that one. [i]You should. Take a nap Bella I show you.
I shook my head this is Ridicules. But I want to know maybe close some gaps in my life. I stepped to my door and called to Aly “Baby mommy’s going to take a nap wake me up if 당신 need something.”
“Ok mommy .”
Ok then show me. I closed my eye. This is what should have happened. 당신 see when Jacob said vampire 당신 should have looked 당신 would have seen the black 반 야생마, 무스탕, 무스 탕 and 당신 would have got out of the car. she showed me that night. Jacob getting out of the car running to tell the others. Me going in reverse to see Alice. Alice and I rejoiced. She promised to stay with me. all was well, I knew it would have ended soon but I had my hopes, then Jake came in he ruined it for us. but he also made it better. He answered the phone when Edward called and told him the wrong information. Alice then saw him killing himself in Italy.
당신 don't know this and 당신 might not remember but in Italy, the all-powerful Volturi live in a palace they have every thing coming to them. She then showed me driving with Alice in this small sports car, every one wearing red and Alice pointed to the clock tower. The were no words in this dream just shapes figures. Edward was going to kill him self but I save him, for a near deadly price. I also met the Volturi that day. The told me if I was changed soon for knowing about the vampire would they would have to kill me. I saw the Volturi I remembered a painting of Carlisle and three men those men were the Volturi the seen change abruptly to me and Edward in my old room. This is were we apologized and forgave each other for being stupid. We fell back in 사랑 and I talked to the family about me becoming a vampire. Only Rosalie didn’t want that to happen, and Edward, but he changed his mind. He told me he would change me himself if I married him. 당신 know how Renee fills about marriage.
This is a crude 일 I was standing with Edward’s hands wrapped around my waist and I was stretched out toward Jacob. this was the 일 I picked Edward over Jake one of many days. But that’s ok I kept in touch I would have Charlie pass letters to Billy like we were children. Then one 일 he calls we meet at school and he talks to Edward conversation number 2. Don't worry to hear though. I saw him about 2 days later. I snuck out and went to see him. We talked hung out just like now. And that wasn’t the last time. I went to a bonfire. Had some fun learned a bit. Nothing too much. But 당신 would have learned 더 많이 about Rosalie too and Jasper. In fact, I should tell you.
Her fiancée and his 프렌즈 rapped Rosalie. And Edward was supposed to be with Rose. But he hated her. Told her she wasn’t his type. He of course prefers brunettes. And she wants a baby. Her best friend had a baby why couldn’t she. That is why she picked Emmett he looked like the baby she wanted. And she kept him. All to her self.
This will sting a little but 당신 should know. The 뱀파이어 that Victoria made to fight your werewolf’s, were to fight my vampires. Jasper in fact knew all about it. He was one of them, in away, like Riley was to Victoria, he was to Maria. It was originally created in the south they are called newborns. They are strongest at there change. It last for a few years then they become weak and regular like the other. In my world, were 당신 still have Jacob, Jasper showed them how to fight a new born, she showed me the clearing wolfs and 뱀파이어 in the same spot that was ridicules and impossible. They hate each other in your world. Yes, they hate each other. But hear they had become allied, both Jacob and Edward wanted the best for you, and Victoria wanted 당신 to die, she allied us with them.
That fight was scared although we all new about it thanks to Alice it was nerve racking not knowing what was doing on. But no only that I had already gone through much before the fight even started Jacob gave me an ultimatum I couldn’t live with and made me 키스 him. And Edward was just fine with it. Repulsive I know. Victoria found us and Seth killed Riley and Edward killed Victoria. All was well for a minor period. Jacob risked his life saving Leah, he broke the majority of his 본즈 on the right side. That wasn’t pain what I did was pain. I picked Edward over him and made the crazy assumption my best friend would want to see me as his enemy.
Edward and I got married in august I saw Jacob again he didn’t say much but when I though that was the end I moved along. And Edward and I had a great honeymoon but amazing as it sounds I got pregnant. It was awful I was pregnant for a 월 before the little nugger came out. But Jake was there every 일 he watched me 자두, 매 화 up. I have to say he was the best friend I ever had. He 스플릿, 분할 the pack up because of his 사랑 for me. Seth and Leah followed him Seth, the little freak, like the Cullen’s a lot. Leah had to protect her brother. Charlie gets to know me as a vampire. He is cool with it and he loves my baby. She looks like Edwards but with your eyes and Charlie’s hair. This part is good and bad. Jacob imprints on my baby Renesmee Carlie Cullen. Hybrid vampire and human. And name one of a kind for a one of a kind child.
The thing about Renesmee was that she was a child vampire strictly band from vampire rule. The Volturi decide they would make a trip down to see my family and me. I have an ability Bella. I am a shield like how 당신 can't let anyone penetrate 당신 mind. I can stretch that and not allow any one to penetrate who ever is under my umbrella of power. But I can also pull it back. Allow Edward to hear my thoughts. It is amazing. Again we all allied with the wolfs and a few friends. Aro loves Renesmee. Every one does she is so smart and pretty. We didn’t half to fight. Nothing happened in fact She lives forever just like me.
My world is so perfect. 당신 made on tiny mistake. And now it’s gone. I hope you’re happy with yourself. Now 당신 will die alone, said and broken hearted. I would tell 당신 to 옮기기 on but there is no one for 당신 to love.
I woke up the door 벨 rang; I quickly got up and met Leah in the doorway.
“Oh god I'm sorry how long was I sleep.” I looked at the clock it was only1:21. I looked back at her confused.
“I brought 당신 clothes. I know 당신 aren’t ready for tonight so here is something nice to wear you’ll need it.” She handed me a bag and smiled. Aly was watching Pinky Dinky Doo. “Ok well that’s all I was on in town anyway. Bye” she gave me a hug and walked out the door. I took the bag and want to sit 의해 Aly.
I though could that have been my live. Could I have really been a vampire with Edward, have a beautiful daughter that lives forever and still be best 프렌즈 with Jacob. It hurt to think about it. Think about 사랑 that I wont ever have. There is now possible way it could happen.
I woke up with a stir, the strangest dream ever. It wasn’t me Bella Cullen was there. I was at their house, lived in it and I had a little baby girl. She looked remarkably like Edward but she had my eyes, she was seven 또는 eight much older then Aly and she was laughing with Jacob. There were other People in the dream Yard aside from the family, there were three 더 많이 girls and another man. One girl was talking to Edward she had curly 딸기 blond hair and a dazzling smile. I watched all of this like it was a scary movie, I turned and watched how everything was two perfect. Seth and Leah were here in this alternate universe, they were laughing having a good time with Alice and Rosalie, Jasper and Emmett were wrestling, Emmett booming laugh echoing through forest. Esme and Carlisle were smiling, looking at there family laughing and having a good’o time.
This hurt it was an insult, how could I be so selfish to have all of this. I looked around and saw myself, yes it was defiantly Bella Cullen happy 18-year-old Bella. She had Golden eyes just like her husband, Edward crossed the 우주 between us and kissed her. I felt the kiss. I didn’t want to, I looked back in the mirror, the 키스 of death I changed. Got older, got laugh lines and crows feet. I watch how behind me the playful wrestling turned in to actually fighting with Seth and Leah, Sam and his pack, Edward turned his back on me and there I was on the forest floor again repeating “He's gone” over and over to myself.
This is the doom I have created for myself. Creating 이미지 in my head that could never happen. I sat up from the couch, 빙어, 빙 어 eggs coming from the 부엌, 주방 I looked around saw Aly sleep then I looked at last night left over, a cup of coffee after dinner. I talked to Nicole about the Cullen’s. I yawned and stretched.
“Morning Bella. how did 당신 sleep?” Nicole called from the Kitchen. I got to my feet and went to the kitchen.
“Good I had a strange dream though.” I sat at the 표, 테이블 as Nicole brought me a plate of scrambled eggs and 베이컨
“No kidding I heard 당신 mumbling in 당신 sleep. Who is Renesmee.” She sat down with me and began eating.
“I have no idea.” I shook my head, thinking. Renesme is my daughter, don't get confused, I showed 당신 your life what would have been it was one small mistake shall I tell 당신 now, 또는 wait till your alone . Alone!
I ate my 음식 quickly and thanked Nicole and told her that I had to get 집 a get cleaned up. Aly woke up just before I had a chance to leave so I sat down and let her eat something too.
“Bella can I asked 당신 just one 더 많이 thing, 당신 left out last night.” She asked as she was giving Alison her plate.
“Sure,” I said looked out the window. Jacob was out there in the cold rain. I feel like a teen again. And that’s not a good thing in my eyes.
“Why did Edward leave?”
“It was my 18th birthday and Alice threw me a party long story short, I got a paper cut and Jasper nearly killed me. Edward felt bad I guess I really don't care but he decide it would be safer for me if I was alone.” I said curtly, “The last words he said to me was ‘take care of yourself’. Pathetic in my opinion. He lives for ever and I'm stuck with ‘take care of yourself’.” I snorted, she nodded, and turned back to her 부엌, 주방 she was cleaning the stove when Jacob and Leah came in.
“Hey Bella,” Leah sat on the 침상, 소파 and waved at me, Jacob went straight to Nicole and waved at me. I walk to Leah and sat down beside her. “What’s up?” she said patting my leg.
“Long week” I shrugged and placed my attention on a mislooped fabric in the rug.
“I know what 당신 mean I was thinking we go out tonight to Port Angles, hit up a few clubs 당신 know like we were in our early 20s again.” She laughed, I laughed along. That sounded ridicules I was 29 just barely I was at the 3 week mark .
“Leah I will go just never make me sound that old ever again.”
의해 the time I got 집 it was already 11 and half the 일 was gone. I meet Leah in La Push at seven and drop Aly with Charlie. And from that night on, I was under Leah’s control.
I turned on Talking Taylor for Aly and went into my room. I felt strange to be eager for a conversation in my head but I had to know what she meant buy one little mistake.
I'm glad 당신 are. This means 당신 want to know what Alice somewhat saw coming. 당신 had better sit down this is a conversation for the Ages. You’re going to bet your self up for this. I sat on the edge of my bed. I closed my eyes and thought of the last time I wanted anything to do with Vampires. Of course, I automatically thought of Victoria but before that. When she was at my house.
She wasn’t at your house. It was Alice. I know that. Well here is something 당신 don't know. Edward called 당신 that 다음 morning. [i/]Ha, there is no way in hell I'm believing that one. [i]You should. Take a nap Bella I show you.
I shook my head this is Ridicules. But I want to know maybe close some gaps in my life. I stepped to my door and called to Aly “Baby mommy’s going to take a nap wake me up if 당신 need something.”
“Ok mommy .”
Ok then show me. I closed my eye. This is what should have happened. 당신 see when Jacob said vampire 당신 should have looked 당신 would have seen the black 반 야생마, 무스탕, 무스 탕 and 당신 would have got out of the car. she showed me that night. Jacob getting out of the car running to tell the others. Me going in reverse to see Alice. Alice and I rejoiced. She promised to stay with me. all was well, I knew it would have ended soon but I had my hopes, then Jake came in he ruined it for us. but he also made it better. He answered the phone when Edward called and told him the wrong information. Alice then saw him killing himself in Italy.
당신 don't know this and 당신 might not remember but in Italy, the all-powerful Volturi live in a palace they have every thing coming to them. She then showed me driving with Alice in this small sports car, every one wearing red and Alice pointed to the clock tower. The were no words in this dream just shapes figures. Edward was going to kill him self but I save him, for a near deadly price. I also met the Volturi that day. The told me if I was changed soon for knowing about the vampire would they would have to kill me. I saw the Volturi I remembered a painting of Carlisle and three men those men were the Volturi the seen change abruptly to me and Edward in my old room. This is were we apologized and forgave each other for being stupid. We fell back in 사랑 and I talked to the family about me becoming a vampire. Only Rosalie didn’t want that to happen, and Edward, but he changed his mind. He told me he would change me himself if I married him. 당신 know how Renee fills about marriage.
This is a crude 일 I was standing with Edward’s hands wrapped around my waist and I was stretched out toward Jacob. this was the 일 I picked Edward over Jake one of many days. But that’s ok I kept in touch I would have Charlie pass letters to Billy like we were children. Then one 일 he calls we meet at school and he talks to Edward conversation number 2. Don't worry to hear though. I saw him about 2 days later. I snuck out and went to see him. We talked hung out just like now. And that wasn’t the last time. I went to a bonfire. Had some fun learned a bit. Nothing too much. But 당신 would have learned 더 많이 about Rosalie too and Jasper. In fact, I should tell you.
Her fiancée and his 프렌즈 rapped Rosalie. And Edward was supposed to be with Rose. But he hated her. Told her she wasn’t his type. He of course prefers brunettes. And she wants a baby. Her best friend had a baby why couldn’t she. That is why she picked Emmett he looked like the baby she wanted. And she kept him. All to her self.
This will sting a little but 당신 should know. The 뱀파이어 that Victoria made to fight your werewolf’s, were to fight my vampires. Jasper in fact knew all about it. He was one of them, in away, like Riley was to Victoria, he was to Maria. It was originally created in the south they are called newborns. They are strongest at there change. It last for a few years then they become weak and regular like the other. In my world, were 당신 still have Jacob, Jasper showed them how to fight a new born, she showed me the clearing wolfs and 뱀파이어 in the same spot that was ridicules and impossible. They hate each other in your world. Yes, they hate each other. But hear they had become allied, both Jacob and Edward wanted the best for you, and Victoria wanted 당신 to die, she allied us with them.
That fight was scared although we all new about it thanks to Alice it was nerve racking not knowing what was doing on. But no only that I had already gone through much before the fight even started Jacob gave me an ultimatum I couldn’t live with and made me 키스 him. And Edward was just fine with it. Repulsive I know. Victoria found us and Seth killed Riley and Edward killed Victoria. All was well for a minor period. Jacob risked his life saving Leah, he broke the majority of his 본즈 on the right side. That wasn’t pain what I did was pain. I picked Edward over him and made the crazy assumption my best friend would want to see me as his enemy.
Edward and I got married in august I saw Jacob again he didn’t say much but when I though that was the end I moved along. And Edward and I had a great honeymoon but amazing as it sounds I got pregnant. It was awful I was pregnant for a 월 before the little nugger came out. But Jake was there every 일 he watched me 자두, 매 화 up. I have to say he was the best friend I ever had. He 스플릿, 분할 the pack up because of his 사랑 for me. Seth and Leah followed him Seth, the little freak, like the Cullen’s a lot. Leah had to protect her brother. Charlie gets to know me as a vampire. He is cool with it and he loves my baby. She looks like Edwards but with your eyes and Charlie’s hair. This part is good and bad. Jacob imprints on my baby Renesmee Carlie Cullen. Hybrid vampire and human. And name one of a kind for a one of a kind child.
The thing about Renesmee was that she was a child vampire strictly band from vampire rule. The Volturi decide they would make a trip down to see my family and me. I have an ability Bella. I am a shield like how 당신 can't let anyone penetrate 당신 mind. I can stretch that and not allow any one to penetrate who ever is under my umbrella of power. But I can also pull it back. Allow Edward to hear my thoughts. It is amazing. Again we all allied with the wolfs and a few friends. Aro loves Renesmee. Every one does she is so smart and pretty. We didn’t half to fight. Nothing happened in fact She lives forever just like me.
My world is so perfect. 당신 made on tiny mistake. And now it’s gone. I hope you’re happy with yourself. Now 당신 will die alone, said and broken hearted. I would tell 당신 to 옮기기 on but there is no one for 당신 to love.
I woke up the door 벨 rang; I quickly got up and met Leah in the doorway.
“Oh god I'm sorry how long was I sleep.” I looked at the clock it was only1:21. I looked back at her confused.
“I brought 당신 clothes. I know 당신 aren’t ready for tonight so here is something nice to wear you’ll need it.” She handed me a bag and smiled. Aly was watching Pinky Dinky Doo. “Ok well that’s all I was on in town anyway. Bye” she gave me a hug and walked out the door. I took the bag and want to sit 의해 Aly.
I though could that have been my live. Could I have really been a vampire with Edward, have a beautiful daughter that lives forever and still be best 프렌즈 with Jacob. It hurt to think about it. Think about 사랑 that I wont ever have. There is now possible way it could happen.
