BAD TOUR

I looked around the warehouse. It was spacious and big with a broken windows and broken glass on door. There were rats scattering around the corners and nibbling on dead rats and squeaking. I looked up at one of the guys "My name's Carmine." He said as he took his 칼, 나이프 and softly caressed my cheek again , I looked the other way while he grabbed my face "Don't be such a bitch. I might cut off your pretty face." He pushed my head back while his assistant , brung a bucket of water "Here 당신 go." He said as he gave Carmine the bucket. He dumped the water on me then untied me from the chair and...

I truly believe that each time he said that,he meant it.
He is one of the few reasons why I'm still alive.
He made me believe that I was not alone.
I believe he'd 사랑 me,no matter what I was,but he'd 사랑 me for who I am.
The reason why I'm writting this is because since early 2012,I have bulimia.
It was HELL,no matter what I did,I'd always finish the 일 throwing up in the cold bathroom.
And I cut a few times,my body is a terrible mess,but my mind is even worse,although I almost don't throw up now
Today,I'm better,but still...not fully recovered.
THIS is a way of telling people that I 사랑 MICHAEL,that...

Michael just stood there in shock, now knowing that Janelle felt the same way. She looked at him and saw his eyes go wide a little.
"Um...Michael? 당신 okay?" She asked.
He nodded a little. "I...I'm fine. I'm...I'm just shocked." He said.
"Shocked about what?"
"About...about what 당신 just told me."
She blushed a little and so did he. "Oh..."
He looked away a little and looked back at her. "How long have 당신 felt that way?"
"What?"
"How long have 당신 liked me like that?"
She blushed more. "Oh w-well...I, uh...I've liked 당신 since I first heard your voice...on Off The Wall."
"Really?"
She nodded and turned...

The boys and Joesph got 집 and everyone greeted them."You're home! Yayy!!" Randy said hugging them."So... how was Motown?" Katherine asked."It was good" The four boys said."Yeah and Gordy listened to our song and then said it needed 베이스 to this part and then the song was better!" Michael said."That's wonderful!" Katherine replied."Mom, I got to tell 당신 something" Michael said pulling his mom aside."What is it?" Katherine asked."It's about Mariah!" Michael said."Yeah, what about her?" Katherine asked excited."We're boyfriend and girlfriend and I kissed her and she kissed me back!" Michael...

That night i was up all night crying my eyes out I just couldn't believe this was happening to me i had just 로스트 my best friend what was I going to do
The 다음 morning i had to get ready for work which i was not ready for i wanted to just call in sick but i knew that i couldn't do that i had to put this thing behind me until later when i could go to his house and talk to him.
as soon as i got to the record store i got to work so i could talk to Michael afterword.
while at the register counting the money my phone rang
"Hello." i said hoping it was Michael
"hey Baby." it was Jackie
"Hey babe whats...