I still feel those shivers when I listen to his sad songs. I still feel cold when I hear his voice. I still feel angry after all the haters and taboids.
Now nothing is the same without him. Since the 일 of his death I always wanted to shout : "WHY?" outside my window. But I couldn't because I ddin't feel like doing it.
"Get over it.." "Just get over it!" "Come on it's Michael Jackson.." people always said that to me.
But I can't. It's still hard for me. Michael had so many dreams that he wanted them to come true. But it was just to late. He was to young to pass away.
Why him? if he was alright. I don't know if any of 당신 guys felt this but when I hear my 프렌즈 going to their 가장 좋아하는 musican's 음악회, 콘서트 또는 something I feel sad cause that won't happen with me. I would never see him again.
I feel happy when people remember him but I feel cold inside.
God wanted him so early.
He was such a gentle, kind man. He has given money and time to so many charities. He 사랑 childen, animals, everyone. He is such a great role model. His humanitarian efforts are amazing. He inspires me to be a better person. I have cried since it hit me last Friday. I will miss him forever. I truly believe he is an 앤젤 in heaven now, God is calling the good ones home, and the trash is getting stuck here. I wish I could go to heaven now.
Michael always wanted us to be healthy and he was always worried about the planet and humanity. We would have to take care of the planet all 의해 ourselves. Michael left that to us.
We must all spread his message : LOVE