The 일 당신 died, Michael, everything stopped for me, as hard as I tried, I couldn't get 당신 off my mind. The question, of course, is why? Why did I never feel one thing for 당신 until that day? Why did 당신 have such an effect on me? Why you? Of all the men in the world, why you? I 사랑 you. There's 당신 answer: I 사랑 YOU. 당신 are the one, the one I was put on this earth to be with. I know, of course, there are obstacles in the way of that: you're 37 years older than me, you're not alive anymore, & on 상단, 맨 위로 of it all, there's no possible way you'd ever feel the same about me. But I don't expect to be loved back the same, I only want to know that 당신 don't hate me for my past actions, & that you're finally at peace with life & with yourself.
I know there were times in your life that weren't so easy to deal with, but they're all in the past. The past is gone & it can never come back again, sometimes that's a good thing. It really hurts me to see how hurt 당신 were then, even if I never felt it then. Like when Lisa Marie filed for divorce. Seeing her break your 심장 like that, it made me feel like punching her lights out, because I know how much 당신 loved her. 또는 when 당신 were sued for child molestation, 당신 were forever scarred 의해 that, I'm sure. I wish I could've been beside you, to be your reminder that everything would be alright in the end.
당신 know, everyone worries about the way they look, but they know they'll do something to themselves & look beautiful afterwards. But at times, 당신 never thought you'd be attractive no matter what 당신 did. 당신 hated your appearence so much, 당신 even went so far as to call yourself an "ugly lizard"(or something like that, I don't know exactly how 당신 said it). I wish 당신 hadn't said that, you're not even close to unattractive let alone ugly. When I look at you, I see surpassing beauty. 당신 are beautiful, Michael, please believe me! I know I'm not the only one who thinks so, I'll bet most of the people who read this 기사 will agree with me. To be totally honest, sometimes when I look at you, your beauty makes me jealous.
If I could sum 당신 up in just 3 words, beautiful would be the first, the 초 would be loving. 당신 see so many 유명인사 out there promoting causes for whatever, but most of them are only doing it to promote themselves. 당신 did things like tht because it was the right thing to do, & 당신 cared. 당신 cared so much for the charity work you, the people 당신 helped, etc. 당신 have such a good heart, Michael; in fact it's where most of your beauty comes from. Your 사랑 for the planet, children, your family, your fans, etc. That in itself is pretty amazing. You've forever engraved yourself into the hearts of your family, friends, & fans, especially me. 당신 touched me, & now I declare my 사랑 for you. My 사랑 for 당신 is nothing butpure & genuine, for if I'm lying, may I be struck to my death & sent directly to hell.
Unlike most girls my age, I know what true 사랑 is: it's the eternal force that unites 2 people. It must be real 또는 it's just infatuation. They must be willing to look past all obstacles & go to the ends of the earth for each other. I am willing to do that for you, Michael, because I know that if I can be as close to your 심장 as 당신 are to mine, than it's all worth it. Beautiful, loving, & the final word would be forever. Your love, your memory, 당신 are forever. 당신 made your mark on history, the world will never forget August 29, 1958, November 30, 1982, May 16, 1983, & most of all, June 25, 2009. It's truly as if you're still alive because you've got your 팬 on earth who'll work to sustain your memory forever.
당신 know, I still wonder, 당신 used to think 당신 were unloved, but then 당신 had your kids & knew otherwise. If 당신 never had your kids, would 당신 still have died knowing 당신 were loved? I don't know what your response would be to this, Michael, but I know if every single person in the world today who loves 당신 died, the world would be a whole lot smaller. Even if all those people were against you, you'd still have one girl who'll always be true to you: ME. Fate brought me to 당신 & now I'll never go back, I simply can't. I 사랑 당신 too much to abandon you, believe me. If 당신 were 읽기 this, 당신 might think of me as a silly young girl who's either pitifully desperate, 또는 certifiably insane, 또는 even just plain stupid to think such thoughts, but I know 당신 could never break my 심장 lke that, you're too sweet:)
Michael, I'm your friend, I'm always on your side, I'll always 사랑 you, I'm waiting everyday, & praying every week for your entrance into heaven. Do 당신 think if I was lying about anything I've written so far, that I'd spend an 시간 in church every week praying for you? Not that I'm making any accusations , I'm just saying. But like 당신 said "If 당신 enter this world knowing you're loved, & 당신 leave this world knowing the same, than everything in between can be dealt with." Now that I've fallen in 사랑 with you, I know now 더 많이 than ever that I can get through anything, as long as I have 당신 & God beside me. Michael, I wrote this letter to fully express my feelings for you, so I'll close it in summary: MICHAEL JACKSON, I WILL ALWAYS 사랑 당신 <3
