I shook her hand “Yeah I'm Mr. Jackson. Call me Michael, though." I said as she smiled and I asked to talk with Jessie “She's in here." Leslie said while she opened the door and I walked in, Jessie sat up on the 침대 “Hey, Michael. I can explain." I put my hands on my hips “How did she get here? And why is she here after I told 당신 that 당신 should leave her?" I asked as Jessie got out of 침대 and got ready “I called her and she cried for me not to leave her and she wanted to see me. So I said she can come over and she got a ticket and 의해 six in the morning, she was here and we made 사랑 as soon as she came in the door." Jessie explained as I nodded while she looked at me with those blue grey eyes “I'm sorry, Michael. But I 사랑 her." Jessie pleaded as I got up “That's your excuse for everything 당신 do for her." I mumbled, Jessie gave me a look “I don't use that as an excuse all the time." I got up and walked to my room as Jessie followed me in “Michael, do 당신 hear me?" Jessie asked as I turned around “Yes I hear you. And it sounds like shit! Whenever I try to tell 당신 to leave her. I know everyone told 당신 too. All the things she did to you. All the ways she has hurt you. I and probably the whole fucking world has tried to tell to pack your bags and leave Leslie. But 당신 keep saying 당신 사랑 her." I said as Jessie's eyes welded with tears “That's what 당신 think? Michael. 당신 and the whole world don't know why I say that. It's because I have a foolish 심장 for her. I 사랑 her after all the cruel things she's done to me. She keeps doing it. But I forgive her. Because I 사랑 her." Jessie said as I bit my lip. Oh my God. I realized that she only does the things she does for Leslie is because of her heart. Her foolish heart. Jessie doesn't know any better because Leslie keeps falling her every time Jessie gives her a chance. But I had one 질문 in mind....What about me? All the 사랑 we made. All the comfort I've given. The caregiver of her affection. I guess I had a foolish 심장 too. I guess Jessie didn't 사랑 me. I guess she didn't 사랑 me, foreal. She just said what I wanted to hear. Showed me what I wanted to see. I loved her but I guess 레즈비언 can't be straight. Ever. They can only be who they are. I got up “I'm sorry. I was just trying to get 당신 out of her sick torture 당신 think is love." I said as Jessie hugged me “Michael. I'm trying to get out of this relationship. But it's hard to want something and know that you're with someone else. Don't think I don't 사랑 you. I do but she needs me." I lifted her chin “You can have anything. If 당신 just desire it a lot. Do 당신 desire me a lot?" I asked as Jessie nodded Yes “Then..you can have me." I whispered as I pulled her closer to me 의해 her hip and kissed her passionately, moaning. Jessie clenched my back “I 사랑 you...." Jessie moaned as I felt her and moaned softly. I put her against the 벽 and kissed her neck while she unbuttoned my 셔츠 and slid it off my arms “Michael, I desire you. I desire 당신 so desperately." I desired her too. The door opened “Shit." I said as I put on my clothes as Frank walked in “Hey, 당신 two." I rolled my eyes as he looked around while he walked out “I was just checking on you. To see if 당신 were doing something 당신 weren't supposed to." Frank said as Jessie chuckled “As if we were your children." Jessie smartly remarked as I giggled as she smiled. When Frank was out, Leslie came in “Michael. Can I talk to 당신 for a sec?" Leslie asked as I got up “Sure." I suggested as we walked out of the room.

“Have 당신 been touching my girl?" Leslie asked, her eyes were on my pants.

“No. Why?" I asked as she nodded.

“Oh, okay. I was just asking because I found a hickey on her left boob. I don't really have sex with her that much because she's always with you. So I get some girls and make 사랑 to them instead of her." Leslie said as I nodded. That hickey was from that night we made 사랑 before all of this. Jessie was good that night. Damn!

“Yeah. It's not like you're hurting anyone, right?" I asked as she laughed.

“Yeah. I know that's right." Leslie patted my back as I walked away. My head was down and I was shaking my head.

I walked in and saw Jessie sitting on the 침대 “Michael? I 사랑 you." Jessie whispered as I kissed her cheek “I 사랑 당신 too." I whispered back as she smiled. I didn't tell her about Leslie and what she had said because I knew she would be crushed. But I had to tell her when we were together. Meaning alone with each other. At her farm, that's it!

“Jessie?" I wrapped my arm around her waist.

“Yes, Michael." Jessie answered.

“Can we go to your farm sometime today?" I asked, hoping for a yes.

“Yeah. You, me, and Leslie can watch over the 동물 there. 또는 maybe redecorate the barn. Me and 당신 can get into some things if 당신 know what I mean. But only for a day." Jessie said as I kissed her cheek. It backfired but I guess I can try to make it work.