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Chapter 4



February 1, 1997,



My baby brother Prince is due any 일 now and the anticipation is driving dad crazy! He’s still shopping for some 더 많이 supplies because he’s been so busy performing shows; he has not had time to. I don’t think he means to forget about me but, lately he does. Sometimes it’s good for me though, because I’m becoming 더 많이 independent! Plus Grace gives me a lot of attention when dad is busy working 또는 preparing for the baby to come.



It was a half an 시간 before my bedtime and dad was just getting back to our hotel room after his concert. He came into my bedroom and sat on the edge of my bed. He said “I brought 당신 a cup instead of a bottle because 당신 don’t need baby bottles anymore! I asked “why?” He said “because 다음 월 you’ll be three and you’ll have a baby brother to give your bottles to! I said “I already let 당신 throw away my pacifiers; I don’t want to give up my bottles too! He sounded sympathetic and said “listen; I know 당신 don’t want to but, drinking from a regular cup is not as bad as 당신 think it is!” I asked “can I just use my bottle for one 더 많이 night daddy?” He sighed and said “no, let’s just get this over with!”



When I realized I wasn’t going to get my way, I reluctantly took a drink from the cup. Grace walked in the room and said “I’m glad to see that daddy threw away those baby bottles, it’s about time!” I said something that pulled on dad’s heartstrings. I said “you took away my pacifiers and my bottles; I hope there’s nothing else 당신 can take away from me!” He asked “aren’t 당신 glad 당신 don’t have to be three years old and still look like a baby because 당신 still used all that stuff?” I said “yeah; I guess you’re right!” He kissed my forehead and said “I can’t believe how big 당신 are getting!”



February 13, 1997,



When I woke up from my nap this afternoon, I was in a hospital room. I looked around and Debbie was laying in a hospital 침대 with dad sitting 다음 to her with something in his arms. I climbed off the chair that I was sitting in and once he saw me he smiled. I got onto his lap and he said “this is your new baby brother Prince!” He moved the blanket away from the 아기 face and that was the first time I saw Prince! I leaned over and gave him a 키스 on the cheek. He didn’t look anything like what I expected him to; he was a lot cuter! Dad looked at the both of us and said “now I have two beautiful angels!”



Debbie looked exhausted as she fought to keep her eyes open, dad said “well; I think I’m going to take Alanna and Prince to the house so 당신 can get some much-needed rest!” She waved goodbye as we walked out of the room. Even though dad tried his best to keep Prince’s birth hidden; somehow it got out and the paparazzi had surrounded the hospital! The bodyguards had to carry me to the SUV because if I walked I would have gotten trampled. The flashes from their cameras were so bright that dad could not see where he was going. They even tried to ask me 질문 but, I had been taught from a very young age never to respond to them.



Once we had safely made it home, I unbuckled my car 좌석 and hopped out. I walked inside and dad shut the door behind us as he carried Prince in his car seat. I went into the living room and sat on the couch. Dad asked “do 당신 want to hold Prince?” I shook my head yes and he passed him to me. Dad said “let me help 당신 hold his head up because if I don’t he will get hurt.” He helped me support his head and I said “he is so cute daddy!” Dad smiled and said “you’re so cute too!” I said “okay; daddy I want to go in my playroom now and watch a movie! Will 당신 help me put a tape in the VCR?” He said “I can’t sweetie; I have to feed Prince his bottle but, I’m sure if 당신 ask Grace she will help you!” He took Prince from me and Grace and I went into the playroom.



Grace sat down on the floor and asked “you know that 당신 have a whole bunch of new 디즈니 영화 that 당신 got for 크리스마스 right?” I said “oh yeah; I forgot about those. What ones are new movies?” She grabbed a stack of five 영화 off the 상단, 맨 위로 of the big TV that was in the room and put them down in front of me. She said “you have Toy story, the lion King two, the sword in the stone, the jungle book, and 101 Dalmatians.” I asked “have I seen any of these before?” She said “no, I picked them out for 당신 because 당신 haven’t seen them yet!” I picked up the toy story case and asked “will 당신 watch this with me; since daddy’s busy with Prince?” She said “yeah, it looks like daddy has things covered with Prince!”



I guess I am going to have to get used to not having my dad’s full attention when he is home! Ever since I’ve been born he has done his best to teach me everything in life that I learned this far. He’s realized that he can’t be there for every sneeze, crazy dance move, and to run around the hotel room and playing hide and seek 당신 with me. I don’t know how this week is going to go because dad is taking some time off to spend with the baby before he has to do some 더 많이 concerts. He is happy though because he is bringing in so much cash so he won’t have to tour for a very long time.







February 25, 1997,



Grace left for a few days yesterday, so she could check on her sister. It’s been just dad, Prince, and I since she has been gone. Dad is starting to feel overwhelmed, but he’s trying his best to keep his cool. I don’t think I’m making it any easier on him though!



I had just gotten up from my nap and went into the living room in our hotel room. That’s when things started to get on dad’s nerves! He had just put Prince down for a nap in his 한쪽에 포장이 달린 요람, 요람 and went to go get me a snack. The 초 he thought he was clear to leave the room; Prince started crying! He rushed to put some cheese doodles in a bowl and quickly passed it to me. He picked up Prince and tried to comfort him. Luckily he fell right back asleep but, I wasn’t going to let him relax 의해 any means.



I said “daddy, I want to play light sabers with you!” He said “okay; go get them and we will!” I ran to my bedroom and grabbed them. As we were play fighting with the light sabers I decided it would be funny if I poked in the eye… So I did! He jumped back and asked “why would 당신 do that? That hurt really bad! I chuckled as he washed his eyes with a washcloth and he said sternly “it’s not funny Alanna, 당신 could have really hurt my eye!” I didn’t respond and he started to get irritated. He said “you need to at least say sorry to me!” I said “okay, okay, I’m sorry daddy!” He hugged me and said “it’s all right; just don’t do it again!”



March 18, 1997,



Dad was just arriving back to our hotel room after his 음악회, 콘서트 and he was clearly exhausted. When he walked in the door Grace said “it has been a long 일 Michael!” He asked “let me guess, Alanna isn’t behaving for you?” She said “Yep” and picked up Prince. He said “I’ll go talk to her in her room!”



He walked down to my room and sat 다음 to me on the edge of my bed. I said “hi daddy!” He asked “hi; how was your day?” He said “Grace told me 당신 weren’t listening to her at all!” I said “you said 당신 are the boss, not her… So I don’t have to listen to her!” He said “hey, you’ve got it all wrong! I am the boss but, when I’m not here she is in charge!” I said “she can’t make me listen to her!” He said “if I hear that 당신 are not listening to her and behaving, you’re going to be in trouble 의해 me! He asked “why are 당신 not being good when I’m working!” I said “I just wish 당신 were here more, I miss the times when you’re at 집 with us all day!” 당신 could hear the sadness in his voice when he said “I wish I could be here all the time but, I have to work!” I rested my head on his shoulder and asked “how much longer till we can go back 집 and stay there?” He said “about a 월 and a half but, I promise 당신 after that I’m not touring for while!” I said “okay, I just want to go back home!” He said “I know; me too sweetheart!” He kissed me and said “I want 당신 to go apologize to Grace for not behaving today!” I walked up to her and gave her a hug. She asked “what was that for?” I said “I’m sorry for not being good and not listening to 당신 today!” She said shocked “well, thank 당신 for saying you’re sorry!”





March 20, 1997,



The phone rang and dad picked it up. He was getting ready to perform a 음악회, 콘서트 in New Zealand and was wondering who could be calling him at this time. He said “hello!” Grace said “your daughter won’t go to sleep, I don’t know what else to do!” He said “you’ve got to be kidding me; it’s almost 10 o’clock at night! Have one of the bodyguards bring her down here and 당신 stay with Prince.” She said “okay; I’ll get her ready!” She had no idea what dad was up to but, she was so exhausted she was willing to try anything!



Grace said “get your jacket; 당신 are going to see daddy!” Dad’s bodyguard Joe picked me up and said “we will be back after the concert.” He took me out to the SUV and drove me to the 음악회, 콘서트 arena. When we walked inside he took me back stage and said “wait here; I’m going to get your dad!” There was a mattress set up on the floor and a small TV with a remote. There was also a stack of VCR tapes near the TV. I was definitely wondering what was going on and wanted to know what was taking dad so long!



Dad opened the door to the room and he looked upset. He asked “why are 당신 not listening to Grace?” I didn’t have an answer for him and he made me feel guilty. He said “you’re going to sleep here and I’m going to take 당신 back to the hotel after the show is done! 당신 can watch the movie until 당신 fall asleep but, I expect 당신 to be asleep when I come back here for the intermission!” He put a 별, 스타 Wars movie in the VCR and said “go to sleep… I mean it!” When he shut the door I could hear the screams of the 팬 and was still amazed 의해 what he does! I want to do exactly what he does for a living when I grow up!



March 29, 1997,



Dad had Grace, Prince, and I go back 집 to Neverland while he finishes his last week of concerts. Grace told me he would be back 집 one week from today, so I’m just waiting for him to get here. It’s not the same not having him here. I’m not used to him not being around. There have been times when I call out dad’s name and then realize he’s not here!



I was up in my room playing and watching TV when I heard the front door shut. I didn’t pay much attention to it and continued to put my action figures into fighting poses. Grace yelled my name and said “come down here, I have a surprise for you!” I walked downstairs and said “yeah?” She stepped out of the way and dad was standing behind her. I ran to him and said “my daddy!” He smiled as he bent down to pick me up and I asked “are we going to stay here for a long time now?” He kissed the 상단, 맨 위로 of my head and said “yes, for a long time!”



After dad had gotten settled in at home, he went upstairs to check on me. He stood 의해 my doorway staring at me trying to moonwalk. I didn’t notice he was watching me and he said “you’ll learn how to do that; it’s really hard trust me!” I said “daddy; I want to be a singer and dancer when I grow up!” He thought about it for 5 min. and said “you can do anything 당신 want to do when 당신 grow up but, promise me you’ll stay my little tomboy for as long as 당신 can!” I kissed him and said “I 사랑 당신 daddy, besides; I like being a kid right now!” He said “good” and smiled.



April 4, 1997,



I was playing outside and dad was watching me on the patio while he drank his iced tea. He got up from his chair and looked at something in the garage. He pulled a tarp off my bicycle and asked “do 당신 want me to take the training wheels off your bike for 당신 Alanna?” I said “I don’t know how to ride my bike without them on though!” He said “I’ll teach 당신 how after I take them off!” I was hesitant to say “okay” but I really wanted to have them taken off my bike. I was scared 더 많이 than 당신 could imagine but, I tried not to let that show because normally I’m very 메리다와 마법의 숲 and fearless!



I watched him take the training wheels off and hoped that something would go wrong so I wouldn’t have to ride my bike. After he had taken them off he said “alright; get on your bike!” I reluctantly got on to it and he pushed it to the middle of our long driveway. He said “the gates closed and I’m not going to let 당신 get hurt so, you’re safe!” As soon as I started pedaling I said “daddy I’m scared; don’t let go!” He said “don’t worry I won’t let anything happen to you!” He saw my hands shaking as they held on the handlebars!



I started to get the hang of steering the bike and dad had to run to keep a hold of me. I started to laugh because when I looked back at him his pants had fallen down because he wasn’t wearing a belt! He let go of me and I was able to keep control of the bike 의해 myself. He blushed as he quickly hurried to pull up his pants because the Neverland staff was staring at his polka dotted boxers! I rode past him and said “nice underwear daddy!” He shrugged his shoulders and laughed.

April 8, 1997,



I was just arriving at Neverland after spending the weekend at my grandma and grandpa’s house. I walked in the doorway and grandma followed behind me. She looked at dad and said “she had fun!” They both laughed and grandma shut the door as she left.



At 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 dad sat down 다음 to me and said “did 당신 have fun when 당신 were with grandma this weekend?” I said “yeah but; I missed 당신 a lot daddy!” He kissed my cheek and said “I missed 당신 too AJ!” He took a bite of his 음식 and I asked “daddy what does damn it mean?” I thought he was going to start choking when he heard me say that because his eyes widened like I had never seen before! He struggled to say while forcing down his 음식 “where did 당신 hear that word?” I said “grandpa was really mad and he was screaming it at grandma.” The look on his face was something I’ll never forget. He turned bright red and whispered “I can’t believe he was yelling at her in front of you!”



He got up from the 표, 테이블 and grabbed the phone off the counter. He said “Alanna, go to your room; okay!” He dialed grandma’s phone number and they talked:



Grandma: hello

Dad: hi mother; I need to talk to you!

Grandma: what’s wrong Michael?

Dad: why in the world was Joseph swearing and yelling in front of Alanna?

Grandma: I didn’t even know she was listening!

Dad: I’ll make it very clear to 당신 that I don’t want him screaming profanity at 당신 while my daughter is around, because of what he said she just asked me what damn it means! It’s nothing against 당신 mother but I don’t want AJ around that stuff!



He hung up the phone and went upstairs. He walked in to my room and sat 다음 to me on the floor. I looked at him and he said “let’s talk about that word 당신 heard.” I asked “what does it mean?” He said “well; that is a bad word… Only some grown-ups can use those words. Kids aren’t supposed to say those words!” I said “okay; I won’t say that word anymore!” He said “it’s okay that 당신 said that word this time because 당신 didn’t know it was a bad word!”







May 21, 1997,



Dad was outside with me playing in the pool when he asked “do 당신 want me to teach 당신 how to swim without your life jacket?” I said “no, I’ll drown!” He said “you know I won’t let that happen AJ!” He took my life 재킷, 자 켓 off and said “don’t be scared!” He picked me up and placed me in the pool. I said “I’m going to drown!!!” He laughed and said “I am not going to let 당신 drown!!!” I walked up the steps and said “please don’t make me daddy!” He said “alright, but I hired a swim instructor to come tomorrow and teach you, so you’re not off the hook!!!”



July 17, 1997,



Dad was just walking in the door after finishing some last 분 work to get all the money he earned on the history tour. He looked around the room and asked “what’s going on here?” Grace said “Alanna is driving me nuts!” He asked “what do 당신 mean? What is she doing?” She said “well; to start off with she was so loud I couldn’t get Prince to sleep!” He said: “I’ll go talk to her!” She rolled her eyes as he walked up the stairs.



He walked into my room and said “hi AJ.” I hugged him and said “I missed you!” He said “I’ve told 당신 so many times that 당신 need to be good when I’m not here and 당신 won’t listen!” I tried to say something and he cut me off. He said “since I’m now working for a while Grace is going to go on vacation and I’m going to stay here with 당신 and your brother. I’m not going to let 당신 get away with this stuff, 당신 will be in trouble… No not just standing in the corner!” I asked confused “what do 당신 mean? He said “I’m going to start taking your toys away and go to you’ll have to earn them back!” He sat down 다음 to me on the floor and said “no matter what I’ll always 사랑 당신 though… You’re my first baby and I don’t want 당신 to grow up too fast!”



He stood up and grabbed one of my action figures out of my toy box. I asked “where are 당신 going with that?” He said “I told you, when 당신 don’t listen a toy gets taken away!” I looked at him shocked and couldn’t believe that he was actually following through with it!



July 20, 1997,
Dad walked through the front door and looked around for Grace, Prince and I. He went upstairs and could hear Grace say “we’re in here Michael!!!” He opened the door to the bathroom and Grace said “I know 당신 need to go AJ!!!” He asked “let me guess; potty training isn’t getting any better?” She said “listen; I need to go feed Prince….will 당신 stay here with her?” He sat down on the floor and said “of course!!!” She took Prince downstairs shutting the bathroom door behind her.

Dad asked “what’s up?” I said “I’m not going to go potty!!!” He said “we aren’t going anywhere until 당신 go….I’m getting tired of changing those diapers.” I said “I’m still not going to go!!!” He said “that’s too bad because I bought 당신 something at the toy store.” I got excited and asked “is it the Spiderman web shooter daddy?” He took it out of the bag he was holding and said “as a matter of fact it is!” I tried to grab it from him and he said “if 당신 use the potty 당신 can have this!!!” I said “but if I do I won’t be your baby anymore daddy.” He said “I don’t know where 당신 came up with that!!! It doesn’t matter if you’re 3 years old 또는 300 years old you’ll always be my baby!!!” I said “pinky promise?” He stuck out his pinky finger and said “pinky promise!” I looked at the toy and then looked at dad. He said “all 당신 have to do is…….” He heard the noise of something tricking and he gasped. I smiled and he said “GOOD JOB!!!”
A few 분 later we walked downstairs and Grace was still feeding Prince. I was carrying the web shooter and she asked “where did that come from?” Dad said “let’s just say I don’t think she’ll be giving 당신 a hard time when it comes to the bathroom!” She said “wait….she went? No way!!! But how in the world?” He laughed and said “don’t 질문 the king; just accept it!!!

July 28, 1997,



Yesterday dad took me shopping because he was able to have the manager closed the store for the day. When we were in the store I saw a toy that I really wanted but; dad told me that I couldn’t have it because he had just bought me a toy last week. I threw myself on the ground and had the worst temper tantrum that dad had ever seen. He had never seen me this mad in my life. He was really embarrassed 의해 the way I was 연기 and we ended up having to leave because I kept trying to hit him.



Today dad had a behavioral specialist/therapist come over to the ranch to see if there was 더 많이 to the way I am acting. He knows that it can’t be me just being the typical three-year-old and wants to get to the bottom of whatever is going on. She told him that after evaluating me that she had diagnosed me with oppositional defiance disorder. That means that I don’t think about something before I do it and that most of the time I get so caught up in my attitude that I don’t remember what I had done wrong. She also told him that there is not much she can do to help the situation and that dad is going to have to be patient but also very strict; especially as I get older because it’ll probably only get worse! All I remember dad saying is that he is committed to helping me deal with this and keeping me out of trouble.



August 12, 1997,



One of the bodyguards let Debbie into the house and she heard me trying to argue my way out of doing something. She walked into the living room and sat down on the couch. Dad said “you know it’s not okay to call people names!” He knelt down in front of me and said “all I’m asking 당신 to do is put your crayons back in their box so nobody steps on them.” I said “I don’t care about the crayons 당신 stupid head!” He picked me up and said “I told 당신 not to say that word anymore!” He put me in the corner of the living room and said “you stay here until I come get 당신 because 당신 weren’t being nice!”



He sat down on the 침상, 소파 다음 to Debbie and said “that’s her third timeout today and it’s not even noon.” She said “well; I have some good news to tell you!” He asked “what?” She said “I’m pregnant again!” He said “oh my gosh… I’m going to have three kids!” I walked up to dad and he asked “what are 당신 doing out of the corner?” I said “I have to go potty.” He said “okay; but 당신 have to promise me not to say stupid anymore because it’s not nice and it hurts my feelings!” I said “I’m sorry; I won’t say that anymore!” He said “that’s okay; I don’t want to hear 당신 say that word again!”



While I was in the upstairs bathroom dad and Debbie talked. Debbie said “I found out yesterday that I was pregnant!” Prince crawled up to dad and he picked him up. Dad looked at her and said “it’s so unreal; my first baby is pretty much not a baby anymore and my 초 baby is already seven months old!” Debbie looked at him as tears filled his eyes and she said “look at it positively… You’re going to get to have a newborn that is totally dependent on 당신 again!” He said as he rubbed his eyes “it’s not that!” She asked “what’s wrong then?” He said “it hit me yesterday that Alanna isn’t a baby anymore! She hardly ever asks me for help; it’s been like that all week long! It went from her saying daddy I can’t do it 의해 myself to daddy leave me alone!” He got up and said “I know she’s only three but; it hard to let my baby go!”



Debbie hugged him and said “she going to grow up to do bigger and better things than the little milestones she’s reaching now! I know it’s hard but 당신 have to let it happen!” I came downstairs and walked up to dad. He knelt down and I hugged him. I whispered something in his ear and he said “I’ll help you.” Debbie said “I’ve got to head out now; I’ll call 당신 when I have my first ultrasound in a couple weeks so 당신 can come.” He kissed her on the cheek and said “alright; I’ll see 당신 then.”



September 9, 1997,



Dad was just getting back to the ranch because he had gone shopping to get some 크리스마스 gifts. He walked into the living room and Grace said “listen; I can’t watch AJ anymore!” He looked irritated and asked “what; why?” She said “because she will not listen to me! She thinks it’s funny when she doesn’t do what I ask her to do!” Dad said “I don’t know what else 당신 want me to do; 당신 know she has oppositional defiance disorder!” Grace said “I know she doesn’t really mean to be so disobedient but; I just can’t deal with her and Prince with Debbie having another baby soon on 상단, 맨 위로 of that!” He said “I’ll make a deal with you; if I can get your to at least somewhat behave for 당신 when I’m not here will 당신 watch her again?” She said “I don’t see how 당신 going to do that but; if 당신 can pull it off 더 많이 power to you!” He said “I don’t plan on going out on any big trips for it while so I won’t let her get away with being disrespectful to you!”



I came downstairs and dad gave me a look that I will probably never forget. I knew that in some way, shape 또는 form that I had done something wrong! He picked me up and put me on the couch. He sat down 다음 to me and said “I know that 당신 haven’t been behaving for Grace and I told 당신 that I’m not going to let 당신 act like this!” I said “but daddy; I didn’t mean to!” He said “I don’t want to hear it; just remember I’m here all 일 now so I hear and see everything that goes on in this house!”



He went upstairs and came back down carrying the pieces that go on 상단, 맨 위로 of my train table. He opened up the closet door and put them on the 상단, 맨 위로 shelf. I said “no daddy; I 사랑 my Thomas the trains!” He knelt down in front of me and said “you’ll think twice 다음 time before 당신 decide not to listen to Grace; won’t you?” I stomped my feet and he calmly said “that’s enough!” Grace said “welcome to my world Michael; this is what I deal with every day.” I tossed a couple of video tapes across the room and he said “I said that’s enough!” I looked at him as I reach for another tape to see if he would do anything and he asked “do 당신 want to watch TV in your room tonight?” I said mad “yes!” He said “you better not throw that because 당신 won’t be allowed to watch 영화 tonight!” I put the tape down and he said “thank you; it’s time for bed!”



I walked up to dad and hugged him. He picked me up and asked “do 당신 want to watch 만화 on 디즈니 Junior 또는 watch a movie?” I said “I want to watch Scooby Doo!” He said “okay; go get your pajamas on and wait for me to get your toothbrush ready!” He put me down and for the first time in a long time I did what I was told.



December 25, 1997,





I woke up and walked down the hallway. I climbed onto dad’s 침대 and jumped on him. He opened his eyes and said “merry Christmas!!!” I said “merry Christmas” and jumped on him again. He said “okay; I’m going to get up.” He picked me up and said “we can’t go downstairs until Prince is awake.” He carried me into Prince’s room and put me down. Prince was standing up in his 어린이 침대, 침대 with his hair sticking out in all directions. Dad picked him up and grabbed me with his other arm.


Dad carried Prince and I down the steps and I could see the 크리스마스 tree. He took us into the living room and put of us down. There were presents stacked all over the room and something with a blanket over the 상단, 맨 위로 of it. Dad asked “what’s under that blanket over there?” I walked up to it and there was a piece of paper taped to the blanket. I pulled it off and brought it over to dad. He said “it looks like a letter from Santa Claus!” Now that I’m much older; I know that Santa Claus isn’t real, but dad tried to keep the magic alive for as long as possible while I was growing up.



He opened the letter and read it out loud. He said “I hope 당신 like your 크리스마스 presents and I know 당신 tried really hard to be good this year. You’ve grown so much since the last time I left presents under your 나무, 트리 and I’ve been watching 당신 from the North Pole. I do think that 당신 need to try harder at being a better listener. Every time 당신 don’t listen to daddy 당신 옮기기 closer to the naughty list. I’ll be back to see 당신 and your brother 다음 year. I can’t wait to see if the new baby is going to be a boy 또는 a girl!”



Dad said “see Santa knows everything; so 당신 better be good!” I had a worried look on my face and said “I will try harder!” I pulled the blanket off and underneath was the Jeep that I had been asking for all year! I got in and was about to put the key in when dad said “yeah; that’s 더 많이 of an outside toy!” I went over to a tall stack of presents and he said “after we open all your gifts 당신 can play with your Jeep.”



After about eight hours of slowly opening each gift, grandma showed up. I was upstairs changing out of my pajamas because I had been wearing them all day. I came back downstairs wearing a pair of jeans and my new red 별, 스타 Wars long-sleeved 스웨트 셔츠, 셔츠 with Anakin Skywalker and R2-D2 printed on the front. I walked into the 부엌, 주방 where dad was talking to grandma and I sat down at the table. She said “you know Joseph really want to come here with me. I don’t understand why 당신 don’t want him here!” He said “now that Alanna is in the room I think we should stop this discussion!” She said “you know I want to be here but; I’m going to go back to the house because I don’t him to have to be alone!”



Dad rolled his eyes as she shut the door and left without even getting to say hi to me. He came over with a few plates of 음식 and sat down 다음 to me. As he was cutting my 음식 for me I said “thank 당신 for all my presents!” He said “you’re welcome sweetheart.” He looked around the room at all of my new toys sprawled out on the floor and said “look at all these toys!!!” I said “I got so much Spiderman, Thomas the train, and Scooby Doo stuff!!!” He said “I think 당신 got 더 많이 별, 스타 Wars stuff than anything else. I can’t believe 당신 got six different pairs of 별, 스타 Wars pajamas!!!”
When Rebecca and Michael went into the library, they saw a note on the table. It said: Rebecca and Michael, Chris and I went to the movie theater to watch a romantic movie. Chris must like me if he's taking me to a movie. Well, have fun, 당신 two! Much love, Crystal and Chris. Michael walked over to his collection of 영화 and took out Jurassic Park and put it into the VCR. Rebecca sat down on the 침상, 소파 and Michael sat 다음 to her, putting his arm around her shoulders and pressed play on the remote. While watching, Michael always pulled her closer to him. Rebecca's seen Jurassic Park so many...
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...That Tells Secrets of MJ

PREVENTING AN OBSCENITY: FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE & ACTION


After the small measure of justice won today, the exploitation of Michael Jackson for profit and ratings continues.

By appearing in a documentary that will undoubtedly seek to portray Conrad Murray as a ‘sympathetic’ victim of circumstance, Murray and his defense team who may well be planning an appeal – will now attempt to negate the fact of the Guilty verdict in real terms.

It is beyond repellent that a previously well-regarded organization like NBC Universal would now seek to reward a proven criminal...
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Diane never recalled ever crying so hard since the whole incident that almost made her lose michael. Diane loved Michael 더 많이 than anything. Diane hated the fact that they where always fighting and that they hardly ever spent time together anymore. Everthing seemed to be falling apart. Thinking of this made diane cry harder. Fianlly Diane gathered enough strength and managed to walk upstairs to the bedroom. Once she entered the room she rushed over to the 침대 where she began to cry once more. Diane didnt know how long she had been crying when she heard the bedroom door slowly open. Diane didnt...
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A woman about 29 years old was walking around Los Angeles. She's had a 노래 career for quite some time, but it never ended the way she planned it to. Her name...was Aislinn Williams. Her parents passed away since she was about 16 and had to live with her aunt Kathy up in Redding, CA. Anyway, she walked down the Walk Of Fame and looked down and stopped. She had looked up to this one guy, Michael Jackson, for quite some time. Her parents always teased her because they would say that she's in 사랑 with him. She thought to herself, 'why would I be in 사랑 with him if I don't know much about...
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Madeline and Albert were talking in the garden about how are the things going with the school."Maddy,you're so lucky that your school is not ready to be reopened!Mine is almost ready,that 불, 화재 distruyed almost everything!But they fixed it so quuek!I wish my school was as poor as yours!The principal makes everything for making our school the best,and that makes me crazy!"."Albert,my school is so lucky that it was just s minor incident,'cuz if it would have been through a fire,it wouldn't be there anymore!But I'm not lucky!I wish I could stay with Michael more!Maybe he can live with me and my...
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After Michael was finished with the first light sceme it was time for rehearsal to begin. Michael walked out of the booth to meet up with the dancers who sat waiting for him on the stage. Once Michael was onstage they all began rehearsing.

After about 6 hours of rehearsal, it was finally time for everyone to leave and go home. Michael tiredly walked backstage into the dressing room where he plopped down on the couch. "Ugh....." Michael sighed."I need to stop working so hard." Michael thought to himself as he felt his eyelids become heavy.

Michael didnt know how long he had been asleep when he...
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Madeline wanted to cry too,because she missed him so much!But she could not say those words.She could not say:"I 사랑 you!".She felt sorry for Michael,so decided to touch his shoulder with her fingers.But when she was close,he felt her and raised his eyes and looked at her.She had no time to take her hand back,because as soon as Michael saw it,he took it queekly like he felt that she's gonna take it back and he took it to his forehead,than he kissed it.Madeline wanted so badly to hug him and 키스 him and say those words,but she couldn't,he hurt her and even if that meant to punish herself,she...
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In the autumn of 1992 in a small town from a small country,Madeline Blackeyes wakes up like always at 7 o'clock to get ready to go to her job.After she finished washing and dresing,she goes to 부엌, 주방 to make herself a breakfast,but she surprisely founds there her grandmother who says:"Good morning,dear!".Madeline hugs her and says:"What are 당신 doing here?The doctor said 당신 should not go outside 또는 make too much effort!"."Oooh,don't worry dear,I'll be just fine!Besides,you're the one who should not make too much effort and go to work.Are 당신 shure you'll be allright?"Madeline went to the...
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Planet Earth, my home, my place
A capricious anomaly in the sea of space
Planet Earth, are 당신 just
Floating by, a 구름, 클라우드 of dust
A minor globe, about to bust
A piece of metal bound to rust
A speck of matter in a mindless void
A lonely spaceship, a large asteroid

Cold as a rock without a hue
Held together with a bit of glue
Something tells me this isn't true
You are my sweetheart, soft and blue
Do 당신 care, have 당신 a part
In the deepest emotions of my own heart
Tender with breezes, caressing and whole
Alive with music, haunting my soul.

In my veins I've felt the mystery
Of corridors of time, 책 of history...
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Michael was very tired. He had worked all 일 and night on his new album Invincible. All he wanted to do was sleep. He called his nanny, Grace Rwanda and asked her to make sure that nobody disturbed him while he took a nap. Grace agreed and led his three adorable children, Prince, Paris, and Blanket out of his room. After they went downstairs to the playroom, Michael went to sleep.

In the playroom,Grace and the children played a variety of games together. Soon it was story time, and she read The Engine That Could,which was Prince's 가장 좋아하는 and Dora The Explorer Goes To School and that was Paris's...
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One 일 in the spring, back around the Thriller days, Majestik and fledgling super 별, 스타 but not yet King of Pop, Michael were at the compound at Hayvenhurst, the Jackson home, just hanging out together. They were headed down the driveway to the studio at the back of the property. They were bantering back and forth in conversation while walking along. Majestik was talking to Michael when he realized Michael was no longer 다음 to him but was leaning down looking at the ground and crying.

He said “Michael, What are 당신 doing?” Michael responded with...
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It was a chilly afternoon. I was sitting down on the cold sidewalk alone in front of my house. The wind blew my brown hair in my face, which made me constatntly push it away. The cold breeze would hit my skin making me shiver a little bit. I should've listened to my Mom when she told me to take a 재킷, 자 켓 with me, but, as usual, I didn't. I took a yellow chalk stick out of the box in front of me. It was half-used. I got on my knees and wrote my name on the concrete, "G-E-N-E-S-I-S" I would say to myself as I wrote my name. When I dotted my "I" with a 심장 the chalk broke into pieces. "Aww come...
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She’s looking for a job and a finer place to stay,
She’s looking for the hope and the empty promises,
She’s working two jobs, keeping alive,
She works in a restaurant during day,
She waits her life away,
She wipes her tears away.
She hides inside every time she feels this way,
And she’s …inside, every time her baby cries.

Chorus:
Keeping your head up to the sky!
Keeping your mind stay alive,
Keeping your wings so we can fly,
Keep your head up, tonight!
Keeping your head up to the sky,
Are we could just rise up, tell me now?
Give me your wings so we can fly!

Killing up the life in...
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When people ask me ‘what is the greatest moment of your life thus far’, I do not hesitate for one moment: it was the night I got to play the 피아노 for Michael Jackson.

Let me back up a little. Michael and my dad became friendly when he moved to New York in 2001 to record his album, Invincible. While I am well aware of the many controversies that surrounded Michael Jackson’s life, they had no bearing on the evenings that my family and I got to spend with him. My family was lucky enough to get to know him and his beautiful, lovely children, away from the flash of cameras and the chants of...
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My Final Interview With Michael Jackson
By Billy 부시, 부시 대통령은 on June 26, 2009 7:50 AM


What did God say when Michael arrived? DID he arrive? Was he consoled and embraced and ultimately released from all of his childhood pain 또는 was he admonished for what many suspect but thankfully don't have confirmed?

There is an inescapable 질문 mark as to the ethics and balance of Michael Jackson that goes with him to his grave. It is most assuredly not what Michael had in mind when he set out to be pop music's "P.T. Barnum", the man in the middle of the circus.

Although, let's be real, anyone who reportedly...
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Michael Jackson is among those singers that do not require any introduction, a one of a kind performer with a voice that make people feel his presence even after his death, link and his 비디오 are here to stay forever. This 기사 contains some of the 상단, 맨 위로 MJ 비디오 that turned his 팬 crazy.

Billie Jean(1983):

Released in the 년 1983, Micheal Jackson's "Billie Jean" is considered the video that brought MTV, an unknown 음악 channel at that time, into mainstream attention. It was the first video 의해 a black artist to be aired 의해 the channel The video became really 인기 and Jackson's new...
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Lisa Marie Presley just sent a "thank you" bouquet to the florist that decorated Michael Jackson's tomb with sunflowers -- because if there's one thing a florist needs, it's 더 많이 flowers.

TMZ has learned Presley sent the 꽃 to sunflowerguy.com -- along with a personalized card that said, "Thank 당신 so much for donating the beautiful flowers."

As we previously reported, the florist sent 더 많이 than 1,500 sunflowers to Forest Lawn Cemetery on Friday , after Lisa Marie begged MJ's 팬 to do a better job of decorating Michael's tomb.
Speculate to break the one 당신 hate
Circulate the lie 당신 confiscate
Assassinate and mutilate
The hounding media in hysteria
Who's the 다음 for 당신 to resurrect
JFK exposed the CIA
Truth be told the grassy knoll
The blackmail story in all your glory

It's Slander
You say it's not a sword
But with your pen 당신 torture men
You'd crucify the Lord
And 당신 don't have to read it
And 당신 don't have to eat it
To buy it is to feed it
So why do we keep foolin' ourselves
Just because 당신 read it in a magazine
Or see it on the TV screen
Don't make it factual
Though everybody wants to read all about it
Just...
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Don't walk away
See I just can't find the right thing to say
I tried but all my pain gets in the way
Tell me what I have to do so you'll stay
Should I get down on my knees and pray

[CHORUS 1]
And how can I stop losing you
How can I begin to say
When there's nothing left to do but walk away

I close my eyes
Just to try and see 당신 smile one 더 많이 time
But it's been so long now all I do is cry
Can't we find some 사랑 to take this away
'Cause the pain gets stronger every day

[CHORUS 2]
How can I begin again
How am I to understand
When there's nothing left to do but walk away

See now why
All my dreams been broken
I...
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No sense pretending it´s over
Hard times just don´t go away
You gotta take that chip off your shoulder
it´s time 당신 open up
Have some faith

Nothing good ever comes easy
All good things come in due time
Yes it does
You gotta have something to believe in
I´m telling 당신 to open mind

Gotta put your 심장 on the line
If 당신 wanna make it right
you´ve got to reach out and try
Gotta put your 심장 on the line
If 당신 wanna get it right
Gotta put it all on the line

You see yourself in the mirror
And 당신 don´t like what 당신 see
And things aren't getting much clearer
don´t 당신 think it´s time...
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