a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see 당신 cry, the first to make 당신 smile when 당신 arrived, the only one to welcome 당신 as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what 당신 feared,

What made 당신 laugh,

And what made 당신 hurt.

The one person that actually cared for 당신 and 당신 cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

당신 blame yourself.

If 당신 hadn't 로스트 your temper, if 당신 had just listened to what he was going to say, 당신 would be with him where ever he is.

당신 know 당신 cant live without him.

The one 당신 grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those 에메랄드 green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave 당신 alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

당신 cant take it much more, as 당신 stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as 당신 remember the 일 he demanded the 상단, 맨 위로 appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh 당신 give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

당신 curse the fact he brought 당신 to do this.

당신 hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always 사랑 you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

당신 do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.