i realize that i am alone.
또는 so i think
they say they help me
some of them do
others don't
Thinking about the day
당신 met them
that feeling of security
is still there
just its a tighter pull
The best kind of 프렌즈
are always there
no matter what
Realization kicks in
i know that they care about me
i can't help but be mad
that they are being
very protective of me
is it because i am young?
because i have no experience
because i am ignorant
또는 because i am dumb enough to make the same mistake twice.
또는 even 4 또는 5 times
they were there
they will always be there
and now i know it
They will always be there
its the best
to have the best 프렌즈 in the world
cherrish all that they give to you
repect them
because that is what i do now.
DO U REALY KNO WAT
HURT IS 당신 THINKS
WEN U FALL 또는 CUT
URSELF
BUT ITS NOT IT'S
LOSING SOME ONE
U NEED IN LIFE
AND WEN THERE GONE
IT'S LIKE LOSIN HOPE
SOME SAY IT'S LOSING
UR MIDN ITS HARD TO
GANE BACK
UNTIL U FULLY GET
OVER IT BUT THE WORSE
THING IS U NEVER GANE
IT BACK
AND UR STUCK BRAIN DIE
IT BEINGS SO HARD TO
THINK WIT OUT THAT PERSON
U LOSE UR FEELING
BUT TWO SAD & CONFUSED
U GROW SICK OF IT BUT IT
TAKES OVER LIFE SO U
QUIT...
U HAVE NO WERE TO TURN TO SO U HIDE
HURT IS 당신 THINKS
WEN U FALL 또는 CUT
URSELF
BUT ITS NOT IT'S
LOSING SOME ONE
U NEED IN LIFE
AND WEN THERE GONE
IT'S LIKE LOSIN HOPE
SOME SAY IT'S LOSING
UR MIDN ITS HARD TO
GANE BACK
UNTIL U FULLY GET
OVER IT BUT THE WORSE
THING IS U NEVER GANE
IT BACK
AND UR STUCK BRAIN DIE
IT BEINGS SO HARD TO
THINK WIT OUT THAT PERSON
U LOSE UR FEELING
BUT TWO SAD & CONFUSED
U GROW SICK OF IT BUT IT
TAKES OVER LIFE SO U
QUIT...
U HAVE NO WERE TO TURN TO SO U HIDE
There was a time in my life
when i opened my eyes and there 당신 were
당신 were 더 많이 than a dream
I could reach out and touch you
Man that was a long time ago
There are somethings that i guess I’ll never know.
When 당신 사랑 someone 당신 gotta learn to let them go
When i dream about 당신
thats when everything is alright
your in my arms here 다음 to me FOREVER
when i dream about you
man 당신 never go away
just close my eyes
wait for my dream
cause I’m still lovin you
How can I get 당신 to see
that I am falling apart...
Since 당신 been gone
I can never be sure
I can ever let go
your 사랑 is much stronger than I anticipated,
there are somethings that i guess
I’ll never know
When 당신 사랑 someone
당신 got to learn to just let them go
when i opened my eyes and there 당신 were
당신 were 더 많이 than a dream
I could reach out and touch you
Man that was a long time ago
There are somethings that i guess I’ll never know.
When 당신 사랑 someone 당신 gotta learn to let them go
When i dream about 당신
thats when everything is alright
your in my arms here 다음 to me FOREVER
when i dream about you
man 당신 never go away
just close my eyes
wait for my dream
cause I’m still lovin you
How can I get 당신 to see
that I am falling apart...
Since 당신 been gone
I can never be sure
I can ever let go
your 사랑 is much stronger than I anticipated,
there are somethings that i guess
I’ll never know
When 당신 사랑 someone
당신 got to learn to just let them go
Once
Twice
Three times
I'm Out!!!!
It dies for no reason
there they go....
burning off
piece 의해 piece
those stitches that held me together
burning off
what was once whole
dead
dying
GONE
they are GONE
why?? why???
WHY ME?!?!?!?!???
what did i do to deserve this?
Does fate not want me to be happy?
Do i deserve to be happy?
what is the wrong that i have done?
I guess its my fault...
i guess that i will never be truly happy
Darkness creeps into my mind and into my dreams
I'll just learn to deal with it somehow
and find a way to fix it
Twice
Three times
I'm Out!!!!
It dies for no reason
there they go....
burning off
piece 의해 piece
those stitches that held me together
burning off
what was once whole
dead
dying
GONE
they are GONE
why?? why???
WHY ME?!?!?!?!???
what did i do to deserve this?
Does fate not want me to be happy?
Do i deserve to be happy?
what is the wrong that i have done?
I guess its my fault...
i guess that i will never be truly happy
Darkness creeps into my mind and into my dreams
I'll just learn to deal with it somehow
and find a way to fix it
What is death? A word used to decribe the afterlife? Who knows, nobody just another mystery. People say when 당신 die 당신 go to heaven, nirvana, they even say that your spirit leaves your body for another. I would feel cheated that I was left there 의해 my self, not even my soul wants me.
Some say thats the feeling of alone is the worst feeling of all, I say a feeling is a feeling that is better than nothin at all. Nothin is to me the only pain anyone can really have nothin just simpley nothin.
Some talk about what 당신 think when 당신 die, they say that your life flashs in front of you. I would think of what is about to happen, i'm going to be nothin thats all just nothin, that is the worst pain.
But that is just what people belive but to me it's just another mystery never to be solved.
Writen by, Connor
Some say thats the feeling of alone is the worst feeling of all, I say a feeling is a feeling that is better than nothin at all. Nothin is to me the only pain anyone can really have nothin just simpley nothin.
Some talk about what 당신 think when 당신 die, they say that your life flashs in front of you. I would think of what is about to happen, i'm going to be nothin thats all just nothin, that is the worst pain.
But that is just what people belive but to me it's just another mystery never to be solved.
Writen by, Connor
What does the word life mean to you? Is it a clock counting down the time 당신 have here on earth? 또는 is it a word that gives feeling, emotion, sadnes.
What would 당신 do if 당신 had a life of no joy, sadnes, feelings, emotions. Some say a life that only dreams can reach. Some say a life wearth aiming for, Me? I think life as a word used to cover the reason were here and why is that? The resaon were here is like the reason for all things, its a mystery never to be solved and never can be solved.
So now 당신 know what I think when I here the word life, just another mystery never to be solved.
Writed by, Connor
What would 당신 do if 당신 had a life of no joy, sadnes, feelings, emotions. Some say a life that only dreams can reach. Some say a life wearth aiming for, Me? I think life as a word used to cover the reason were here and why is that? The resaon were here is like the reason for all things, its a mystery never to be solved and never can be solved.
So now 당신 know what I think when I here the word life, just another mystery never to be solved.
Writed by, Connor
if u dnt like my 글쓰기 then why the hell are u 읽기 this?
Dying on the inside
Screaming my head off every night doesn't help
i don't cry anymore, i can't cry anymore
The pain.. it never leaves burning at the stitches on my once whole heart
Burning
waiting for those last few stitches to burn off completely
Burning Burning Burning
My eyes are red & burning from the tears that just won't come
I can't cry, i won't cry
the blood that runs through
my veins once again
runs down my arm
leaving behind my story,
un shed tears, and blood
I don't have much longer to live
I will sit and wait
until my 일 comes
red eyes and red arms
awaiting that 일 to just come
I shall not fear death for
my time will come
and i will FINALLY
be at peace with everything and everyone
Dying on the inside
Screaming my head off every night doesn't help
i don't cry anymore, i can't cry anymore
The pain.. it never leaves burning at the stitches on my once whole heart
Burning
waiting for those last few stitches to burn off completely
Burning Burning Burning
My eyes are red & burning from the tears that just won't come
I can't cry, i won't cry
the blood that runs through
my veins once again
runs down my arm
leaving behind my story,
un shed tears, and blood
I don't have much longer to live
I will sit and wait
until my 일 comes
red eyes and red arms
awaiting that 일 to just come
I shall not fear death for
my time will come
and i will FINALLY
be at peace with everything and everyone
how could 당신 say we're bffs
and now your an 나귀, 엉덩이 who
would pick her over me
i always was loyal to u
as afriend
and 당신 pick that 암캐, 암 캐 ova my
i pay for your moves we
under stand each other
better
but that 암캐, 암 캐 knew 당신
long so i got the boot
and now your happy
with your old bff
and now i have no sholder to
lean on i guess ill alway
be lonely i hate my choise of
bffs y try any 더 많이
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuckem all fuck the world
thats my story i hat my bff
so now im searching for a new
bff ahhhhhhhhh
new bff need
and now your an 나귀, 엉덩이 who
would pick her over me
i always was loyal to u
as afriend
and 당신 pick that 암캐, 암 캐 ova my
i pay for your moves we
under stand each other
better
but that 암캐, 암 캐 knew 당신
long so i got the boot
and now your happy
with your old bff
and now i have no sholder to
lean on i guess ill alway
be lonely i hate my choise of
bffs y try any 더 많이
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuckem all fuck the world
thats my story i hat my bff
so now im searching for a new
bff ahhhhhhhhh
new bff need
I would go to the ends of the Earth for you
My love
My heart
My life
My Martha
No one else can have 당신 but me
me and only me
Sure 당신 don't want me
but i want 당신
forever and ever
My Martha...I 사랑 You
당신 are my reason to
wake up every morning
and to go to school
and to cheerleading practice
When i see 당신
all the dark, bad, 이미지
and clouds and thoughts go away
But once 당신 leave those
clouds and thoughts and images
come right back to me
They haunt me everyday
every 초 of my life.
I will 사랑 당신 forever and always
To 당신 I mean another "stalker"
but remember I was your first
and will always be at the
상단, 맨 위로 of 당신 "stalker list"
As long as i am on the 상단, 맨 위로 of that list
i will be your friend. but
still
I 사랑 YOU!!
My love
My heart
My life
My Martha
No one else can have 당신 but me
me and only me
Sure 당신 don't want me
but i want 당신
forever and ever
My Martha...I 사랑 You
당신 are my reason to
wake up every morning
and to go to school
and to cheerleading practice
When i see 당신
all the dark, bad, 이미지
and clouds and thoughts go away
But once 당신 leave those
clouds and thoughts and images
come right back to me
They haunt me everyday
every 초 of my life.
I will 사랑 당신 forever and always
To 당신 I mean another "stalker"
but remember I was your first
and will always be at the
상단, 맨 위로 of 당신 "stalker list"
As long as i am on the 상단, 맨 위로 of that list
i will be your friend. but
still
I 사랑 YOU!!