당신 walk into the club, standing at the 상단, 맨 위로 of the spiral staircase, watching her give instructions to the few other employees that occupy the floor. 당신 reach up and touch the 심장 목걸이 she gave you, unsure of what you’re about to do. Your 심장 hurts just thinking about it, but it’s the right thing to do, isn’t it? No one is going to accept 당신 two and 당신 can’t take the stress of being rejected 의해 everyone 당신 know and love. 당신 slowly make your way down the stairs, steadying yourself on the handrail. 당신 stop at the bar, waiting for her to turn around.
“Hey you,” she says, smiling and coming over for a kiss. 당신 옮기기 away and 키스 her cheek, knowing 당신 won’t be able to go through with this if 당신 let her 키스 you.
“Alex, can I talk to you,” 당신 ask, your voice shaky. 당신 won’t allow yourself to look into her sparkling eyes. She doesn’t speak, but she wraps her arm around your waist and guides 당신 in to her office. 당신 sit on the 침상, 소파 and stare at the tiles on the floor, nervous about the pending conversation.
“What do 당신 want to talk about,” she inquires, leaning against her desk. 당신 inadvertently let your eyes wander up the curves of her long legs, to her hips, and up to her torso where 당신 stare at her beautifully toned stomach, resisting the urge to walk over and places kisses on every inch of her exposed skin.
Your voice cracks as 당신 speak. “I...I can’t do this,” 당신 say, tears already starting to well up in your eyes.
“Can’t do what, Marissa,” she says, her voice a mix of anger and sadness.
“Us,” 당신 state plainly. “We have to go back to being friends," 당신 finish, standing up. Your voice seems sure, but if she looked at 당신 right now, she’d know 당신 were lying. 당신 hear her sigh as she walks towards you, and she places her hands on your hips. Tilting your chin up and looking into your eyes, she begins to speak.
“I can’t go back to being friends, Marissa. This…us…this is living,” she starts, obviously near tears.
“And friends...that's waiting and I won't go back. I can’t go back. 당신 know 당신 don’t want this. Without you, I have nothing, Marissa,” she says, her voice pleading 당신 to stay. “Please, baby, we can work on this. 당신 can do this...we’ll take it slow...no 더 많이 sex...whatever 당신 want. Just please...don’t leave me,” she says, the pleading becoming 더 많이 urgent. 당신 make the mistake of looking in her eyes and 당신 see the tears forming there. 당신 can’t break down now.
"Look Alex,” 당신 stay, stepping away from her and looking at the ground. “You know I’m straight. 당신 and I...we...we'd just be better at friends,” 당신 stammer, trying to convince yourself 더 많이 than her. 당신 look in her eyes one 더 많이 time and see that she’s already set up the walls around her heart. 당신 wish 당신 could do the same, but no walls in the world could block the pain 당신 feel from the words she says next.
"Well 다음 time 당신 wanna experiment, go fuck another girl and make her fall in 사랑 with you, but don't come back to me.”
당신 stand there in a state of shock, her words echoing in your mind. ‘She’s in 사랑 with me,’ 당신 think as 당신 open your mouth to speak. “Al...” 당신 start, but she cuts 당신 off before 당신 can even finish her name.
“Just go,” she says angrily, motioning towards the door. 당신 turn away from her, unable to let her see 당신 cry. The tears fall freely as 당신 run out of her office and up the stairs to your car. 당신 climb in and slam the door, not noticing the person sitting 다음 to 당신 as the steady tears turn into loud sobs.
“Hey you,” she says, smiling and coming over for a kiss. 당신 옮기기 away and 키스 her cheek, knowing 당신 won’t be able to go through with this if 당신 let her 키스 you.
“Alex, can I talk to you,” 당신 ask, your voice shaky. 당신 won’t allow yourself to look into her sparkling eyes. She doesn’t speak, but she wraps her arm around your waist and guides 당신 in to her office. 당신 sit on the 침상, 소파 and stare at the tiles on the floor, nervous about the pending conversation.
“What do 당신 want to talk about,” she inquires, leaning against her desk. 당신 inadvertently let your eyes wander up the curves of her long legs, to her hips, and up to her torso where 당신 stare at her beautifully toned stomach, resisting the urge to walk over and places kisses on every inch of her exposed skin.
Your voice cracks as 당신 speak. “I...I can’t do this,” 당신 say, tears already starting to well up in your eyes.
“Can’t do what, Marissa,” she says, her voice a mix of anger and sadness.
“Us,” 당신 state plainly. “We have to go back to being friends," 당신 finish, standing up. Your voice seems sure, but if she looked at 당신 right now, she’d know 당신 were lying. 당신 hear her sigh as she walks towards you, and she places her hands on your hips. Tilting your chin up and looking into your eyes, she begins to speak.
“I can’t go back to being friends, Marissa. This…us…this is living,” she starts, obviously near tears.
“And friends...that's waiting and I won't go back. I can’t go back. 당신 know 당신 don’t want this. Without you, I have nothing, Marissa,” she says, her voice pleading 당신 to stay. “Please, baby, we can work on this. 당신 can do this...we’ll take it slow...no 더 많이 sex...whatever 당신 want. Just please...don’t leave me,” she says, the pleading becoming 더 많이 urgent. 당신 make the mistake of looking in her eyes and 당신 see the tears forming there. 당신 can’t break down now.
"Look Alex,” 당신 stay, stepping away from her and looking at the ground. “You know I’m straight. 당신 and I...we...we'd just be better at friends,” 당신 stammer, trying to convince yourself 더 많이 than her. 당신 look in her eyes one 더 많이 time and see that she’s already set up the walls around her heart. 당신 wish 당신 could do the same, but no walls in the world could block the pain 당신 feel from the words she says next.
"Well 다음 time 당신 wanna experiment, go fuck another girl and make her fall in 사랑 with you, but don't come back to me.”
당신 stand there in a state of shock, her words echoing in your mind. ‘She’s in 사랑 with me,’ 당신 think as 당신 open your mouth to speak. “Al...” 당신 start, but she cuts 당신 off before 당신 can even finish her name.
“Just go,” she says angrily, motioning towards the door. 당신 turn away from her, unable to let her see 당신 cry. The tears fall freely as 당신 run out of her office and up the stairs to your car. 당신 climb in and slam the door, not noticing the person sitting 다음 to 당신 as the steady tears turn into loud sobs.
