Guess to say 당신 guys haven't seen me around a lot anymore. I log on 팬팝 about every 일 또는 every other 일 for my personal reasons.

When I say personal reasons do 당신 think, "Oh, She's worrying about what 아니메 to watch 다음 또는 the One Direction rumours going on?"

No.

By personal reasons I mean, "Putting through MY Rumours, Boys, and Suicide."

I've been called a Whore, 또는 Slut, Goth, and 이모 for no reason.

For starters, I have never had a Boyfriend 또는 even kisses a boy. Yes, I may be a little Flirt, but just because many guys like me, DOES NOT make me a whore 또는 slut.

So now if someone dies their hair Black it makes them 이모 또는 Goth? I only died my hair black because I wanted to EXPERIMENT. My Aunt and my Mother had black hair in their lives to when they were younger. I smile a lot and laugh a lot too. I'm perfectly NOT Emo.

How about this, The Boy I've loved (Yes, I do 사랑 him. I would need to write a whole new 기사 about our teasings for 당신 to understand. Let's just say we are practically rivals and fight everyday for the past 5 years. We hate eachother but someone told me last 년 he liked me. So I still thought until...) Anyways, the Boy I've loved for 5 years get's a Girlfriend and rubs it in my face. Even when I thought he still liked me. Then he says, "Sorry 당신 had feelings for me. I want to be with someone who makes me happy! AND NOT GET HIT WITH A LUNCHBOX EVERYDAY. Yeah, Sorry."

Al of this, led to my thoughts of Suicide. I wanted to, but I could never 곰 to do it. PLEASE DON'T WORRY. I will stay alive until I'm around 80 또는 90. To cope, I have been on Tumblr looking at pictures of Harry Styles (From One Direction) and listening to their music.

Can 당신 see why I can't come on a lot? Now before 당신 make Rumours 또는 false accusations. keep this 기사 in mind.

I 사랑 당신 all! xoxo Lumforever ~