A Strange Way to Fall in 사랑 Chapter Seventeen
I was going to stay at the 바닷가, 비치 a little longer. I wanted to sit out here and think in peacefulness of the ocean. It was nice to be out here 의해 myself. But, I had been 의해 myself for years. Well, except for Mark being 의해 my side during the years in the army. I had no idea what to do now that I was back in the states. The army was my career and pretty much the only thing I knew.
"Hey Kyle," Lola said, "whatcha still doing here?"
"Just thinking," I said.
"They must be pretty important! 당신 have been sitting here for a while," she stated, "trying to think if 당신 should put a ring on your girlfriend's finger?"
Lola started laughing after what she just said.
"No, not that! I have been way too busy to date," I said laughing a little.
"Ahh, I would have thought 당신 would had settled down 의해 now," she said, "with a couple of kids and in some nice neighborhood!"
"Why would 당신 think," I asked.
"You just seemed like the type of guy that would have a family 의해 now," she shrugged.
"Me," I asked laughing, "I have been over seas numerous amount of times! I could not leave a family behind to go fight that many times."
"Oh okay," she said as she sat down beside me.
"Just oh okay," I asked, "that is all?"
"Yep," Lola said as she stared out at sea, "have 당신 ever gotten hurt over there?"
"Once," I said, "but nothing serious!"
"Oh neat," she said as I looked her oddly, "well, not neat! But, that is good 당신 did not get hurt too bad!"
"Yeah, I like my job; I think I will keep it," I said smiling, "but what are 당신 still doing here?"
"I was taking a walk on the beach," she said, "I 사랑 this place. It's like I belong here!"
"That's good that 당신 have something 당신 love," I said.
"Why are 당신 still in your uniform," she asked curiously.
"I have not gotten a chance to change out of it," I said, "I wear this uniform everyday that I forget to change out of it when I come back home!"
"That is funny," she said laughing.
"So, what have 당신 been up to all these years I have been gone," I asked.
"Eh, 당신 know most of it," she shrugged, "basically fighting for my life and putting those people in jail."
"I am sorry," I said, "I wish I could have been here and that would have never happened!"
"It would have happened if 당신 were here," she stated, "it's whatever now! Do 당신 ever have nightmares about your job 또는 whatever 당신 call it?"
"Sometimes, but not very much," I stated, "do 당신 every have nightmares about everything that has happened to you?"
"Honestly," she said as she looked over me, "every night. I try and stay up as long as possible and wake up as early as possible. I relive everything that has every happened to me every night."
"Does it still scare you," I asked curiously.
"Every time, 당신 think after living it once and dreaming about for 년 또는 so, 당신 would know what is coming. But, I don't," she said.
"Have 당신 told Horatio," I asked.
"No, I have not," Lola said, "and I am not going too! Him and everyone else at his department have tried to get me to talk to anyone about everything. But, I do not need someone telling me how to get rid of nightmares. Besides, it probably would not help at all!"
"Oh," I said.
"Don't strain your voice too much," she said laughing.
"Sorry, I just keep thinking what if," I stated.
"It is the past," she said as she paused, "it is a, whatever?"
"Okay," I said with a bit of laughter.
"Are 당신 going back over seas 또는 are 당신 here for good," Lola asked.
"I am not sure," I stated, "I think I need to do a couple of 더 많이 tours. The army is all I know! I know Mark will try and get a job on base in the states. On the count that he is going to get married soon!"
"Is he your age," she asked curiously.
"Yep," I said.
"Wow, to get married at your age 또는 a 년 또는 two older than me," she said stunned.
"I guess, I see what Mark has and all I can think about it having that too," I said, "I want it so bad!"
"Really," she said as it came out in a laugh.
"What," I asked confused, "is it bad to say I want a girlfriend? I want someone to 사랑 me?"
"No, not at all," Lola said, "I have been trying way to hard to get people to 사랑 me! And look what has all happened to me!"
"Everything that has happened to 당신 is not because 당신 are looking for someone to love," I stated, "You Lola, have the worst luck I have ever seen!"
"You're telling me," she said laughing.
"Lola," someone called out.
"Seriously," she groaned, "I guess Horatio has sent out a crew to come find me!"
"Why would he do that," I asked confused.
"Because, he thinks I am suicidal! And I promise I am not," Lola said, "I have good job coming my way! I have been adopted 의해 someone who should have adopted me a long time ago! But better late then never!"
"Right," I said as someone interrupted me.
"Lola," a man asked.
"Hello Robert," she said with dread in her voice, "I am okay! No need to panic, 당신 know!"
"Well, Horatio is worried about you," Robert said, "and 당신 should not be talking to strangers!"
"Robert, this is Kyle! He is not a stranger," I said, "now show some respect to him!"
"Sorry, I am Robert," the man said, "thank 당신 for all 당신 do!"
"It is alright," I said, "no problem!"
"Come on Lola, Horatio wants 당신 home!"
"Fine," she grumbled, "bye Kyle! See 당신 later!"
"Bye Lola," I said as I watcher her walk away.
I was going to stay at the 바닷가, 비치 a little longer. I wanted to sit out here and think in peacefulness of the ocean. It was nice to be out here 의해 myself. But, I had been 의해 myself for years. Well, except for Mark being 의해 my side during the years in the army. I had no idea what to do now that I was back in the states. The army was my career and pretty much the only thing I knew.
"Hey Kyle," Lola said, "whatcha still doing here?"
"Just thinking," I said.
"They must be pretty important! 당신 have been sitting here for a while," she stated, "trying to think if 당신 should put a ring on your girlfriend's finger?"
Lola started laughing after what she just said.
"No, not that! I have been way too busy to date," I said laughing a little.
"Ahh, I would have thought 당신 would had settled down 의해 now," she said, "with a couple of kids and in some nice neighborhood!"
"Why would 당신 think," I asked.
"You just seemed like the type of guy that would have a family 의해 now," she shrugged.
"Me," I asked laughing, "I have been over seas numerous amount of times! I could not leave a family behind to go fight that many times."
"Oh okay," she said as she sat down beside me.
"Just oh okay," I asked, "that is all?"
"Yep," Lola said as she stared out at sea, "have 당신 ever gotten hurt over there?"
"Once," I said, "but nothing serious!"
"Oh neat," she said as I looked her oddly, "well, not neat! But, that is good 당신 did not get hurt too bad!"
"Yeah, I like my job; I think I will keep it," I said smiling, "but what are 당신 still doing here?"
"I was taking a walk on the beach," she said, "I 사랑 this place. It's like I belong here!"
"That's good that 당신 have something 당신 love," I said.
"Why are 당신 still in your uniform," she asked curiously.
"I have not gotten a chance to change out of it," I said, "I wear this uniform everyday that I forget to change out of it when I come back home!"
"That is funny," she said laughing.
"So, what have 당신 been up to all these years I have been gone," I asked.
"Eh, 당신 know most of it," she shrugged, "basically fighting for my life and putting those people in jail."
"I am sorry," I said, "I wish I could have been here and that would have never happened!"
"It would have happened if 당신 were here," she stated, "it's whatever now! Do 당신 ever have nightmares about your job 또는 whatever 당신 call it?"
"Sometimes, but not very much," I stated, "do 당신 every have nightmares about everything that has happened to you?"
"Honestly," she said as she looked over me, "every night. I try and stay up as long as possible and wake up as early as possible. I relive everything that has every happened to me every night."
"Does it still scare you," I asked curiously.
"Every time, 당신 think after living it once and dreaming about for 년 또는 so, 당신 would know what is coming. But, I don't," she said.
"Have 당신 told Horatio," I asked.
"No, I have not," Lola said, "and I am not going too! Him and everyone else at his department have tried to get me to talk to anyone about everything. But, I do not need someone telling me how to get rid of nightmares. Besides, it probably would not help at all!"
"Oh," I said.
"Don't strain your voice too much," she said laughing.
"Sorry, I just keep thinking what if," I stated.
"It is the past," she said as she paused, "it is a, whatever?"
"Okay," I said with a bit of laughter.
"Are 당신 going back over seas 또는 are 당신 here for good," Lola asked.
"I am not sure," I stated, "I think I need to do a couple of 더 많이 tours. The army is all I know! I know Mark will try and get a job on base in the states. On the count that he is going to get married soon!"
"Is he your age," she asked curiously.
"Yep," I said.
"Wow, to get married at your age 또는 a 년 또는 two older than me," she said stunned.
"I guess, I see what Mark has and all I can think about it having that too," I said, "I want it so bad!"
"Really," she said as it came out in a laugh.
"What," I asked confused, "is it bad to say I want a girlfriend? I want someone to 사랑 me?"
"No, not at all," Lola said, "I have been trying way to hard to get people to 사랑 me! And look what has all happened to me!"
"Everything that has happened to 당신 is not because 당신 are looking for someone to love," I stated, "You Lola, have the worst luck I have ever seen!"
"You're telling me," she said laughing.
"Lola," someone called out.
"Seriously," she groaned, "I guess Horatio has sent out a crew to come find me!"
"Why would he do that," I asked confused.
"Because, he thinks I am suicidal! And I promise I am not," Lola said, "I have good job coming my way! I have been adopted 의해 someone who should have adopted me a long time ago! But better late then never!"
"Right," I said as someone interrupted me.
"Lola," a man asked.
"Hello Robert," she said with dread in her voice, "I am okay! No need to panic, 당신 know!"
"Well, Horatio is worried about you," Robert said, "and 당신 should not be talking to strangers!"
"Robert, this is Kyle! He is not a stranger," I said, "now show some respect to him!"
"Sorry, I am Robert," the man said, "thank 당신 for all 당신 do!"
"It is alright," I said, "no problem!"
"Come on Lola, Horatio wants 당신 home!"
"Fine," she grumbled, "bye Kyle! See 당신 later!"
"Bye Lola," I said as I watcher her walk away.
