Coldplay's Lost
and
The Fray's Enough For Now
당신 may play them throughout the story as it goes on to many 더 많이 chapters.
3 Months later… I will not face anything.
The last 일 of school and junior 년 was pure torture. Summer I could only hope being better but everything is just a blur. The only thing that sticks out now is riding my 말 and the hillside.
“Hey there buddy want to go for a ride?” I spoke in a soothing voice to my horse. Billy nickered to me softly.
“Yea… Alright let’s go for a ride.”
I tacked him up slowly taking my time. He always seemed to enjoy that. He was a good height not too big and not too small. He was 15.2 a blood 만, 베이 with two back socks. He was wide barreled and smooth to ride like a rocking horse.
I put my foot in the stirrup. My left hand on the mane and my right on the saddle and pulled myself up. Not staying in one spot for too long I gently ask him to go.
Five 분 and I was at my 가장 좋아하는 spot 의해 a creak in the wooded hills. I spent hours here I felt closer to him. My dad and somehow I could almost see him. A shimmer of light was all it would take. I knew I was only imagining it but it was better than facing the truth of everything.
I would be moving soon. There was nothing I could say 또는 do to change her mind. I had lived here my entire life and now she wanted us to just pack up and leave. Sell everything I knew would come to an end and my rides would never again happen to carry me away from reality. My 말 would be sold to help pay for a house off the 바닷가, 비치 of South Carolina. They would be the last two 말 left that my father and I worked with. This made them very expensive and they sold quickly.
I can’t believe her my entire life changing. I have no 프렌즈 now so I guess in a way that made it easier in a way. I remanded silent the entire plane and car rides there.
Everything would remain a blur from here on out. No 더 많이 pain if I don’t let anyone in as simple as that. I would never again say 더 많이 than was absolutely demanded of me.
I walk along the 바닷가, 비치 and the movers were doing what they did what they did best. They made themselves ready to destroy people at any 초 for the person who was in charge my mother. I watched the sunset until the stars were the only thing lighting the way to the chamber of misery.
I walked through the door.
“Where on earth have 당신 been young lady?” My mother semi yelled. I could hear the anger in her voice.
I remained silent but it was a big mistake. I knew of course either way that even if I had tried to answer she would not have listened. She was on one of her rampages now. So I ignored it and began walking to my supposedly 침대 room. She followed of course. She was predictable now ever since… No I wouldn’t bring myself to think of that now. She continued forcing me to listen to her now.
“Some neighbors showed up when 당신 were off causing trouble. I saw a nice boy about your age I would like 당신 to meet him tomorrow at dinner. I am also advising 당신 to try and not screw it up.” She said harshly.
I turned around and rolled my eyes as I got ready to go to sleep. I lay in 침대 that night tossing and turning.
I thought to myself one 일 down and 450 더 많이 to go until collage and I can get away.
I hope 당신 like it! Let me know if it's bad. 또는 if there's anything I can change to make it better. I promise it will get better!
