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Love, the definition is a tender affection for someone 또는 something..but does the true 사랑 thingy ACTUALLY exist? Sure, the family and 프렌즈 claim to love, but how would anyone know it is a TRUE love? We are all still individual people with individual thoughts and beliefs. The world, in my view, is just a cruel place that is meant to take away your joy and love. Look at life itself, all will come to an end, won’t it? Trying to find love, what’s the point? Won’t 당신 lose it someday? Would it really be worth the 심장 breaking search? We all need someone 다음 to our sides to carry us through and crawl along with us when we are broken inside, but it’s so hard to find someone who will forever be with 당신 nowadays. Our hearts long from the 일 we gain sense perception to find acceptation and love, but the journey is heart-wrenching. The 더 많이 pain we suffer, the 더 많이 we need that 사랑 we are looking for. The days pass and the burdens grow till our backs ache from carrying them. Why do we turn to addictions? To get the anger, heartbreak, and endless pain out, but it never works. We stumble along the road to find 사랑 because we cannot see through our tears. Is it worth it? I have given my 심장 away too many times, and when I try to stop myself, I end up repeating that same action. I wish I had someone dedicated to crawl with me when it gets hard, to carry me when I just can’t 옮기기 one 더 많이 step, give me love, and always care for me. In return, of course, I’d be 더 많이 than willing to do this for that person, but where is he? What if I just can’t 옮기기 another step to meet him? Will he find me 또는 will I find him along love’s journey in need of help and 사랑 from his suffering? Will I make it? Will he make it? It’s said that 사랑 makes the world go ‘round, but then why is it so hard to find real 사랑 in this world? I can’t even see past the tears and pain others have left me in. Not to mention how much they have forced me to strengthen my requisites in order for someone to gain my trust. I guess they just weren’t high enough though, because I still run into heartbreak sometimes. So, does this mean heartbreak is part of love? How can someone survive 더 많이 than one case of heartbreak? It seems so wrong to place these two together, but, if 당신 think about it, they do end up fitting perfectly with each other. I see now that married couples who actually die being in the same marriage, no matter the struggles in their relationship, are among the most blessed people in the world because they found each other. They actually found each other and married! Marriage is a gift, and 사랑 is 더 많이 than a gift, it is a precious and necessary gem of life, but it brings its many trials. In my view, its trials are as fire. Gold is purified through fire, so I guess before we meet our other halves we must be “purified” through love’s fire. The 불, 화재 is the heartbreak and suffering, but we must always keep in mind the prize at the end, joy and happiness. When finally together, 당신 must forget all occasional arguments and look back on the heartache 당신 received while trying to find that special person. It is not impossible to make this journey at all, because it has been done so many times before, just not handled properly in some cases. Keeping your head and hopes up during this journey is the real suffering, but 당신 just need to remember “Love is bendable but never breakable.” Yet, will I ever make it through this suffering to find my “true love”, 또는 will this remain a mystery to me…?
