That's me inside your head. Why did 당신 just tell me all that? We don't even know each other. Maybe that's the point.I'll be seein ya.Nice hands. Nice legs.
I guess misery really does love company.
Lonely. I want to draw something that means something to someone! I want to draw blind faith, 또는 a fading summer, 또는 just a moment of clarity. And if I can't be great at it, then I don't want to ruin it. It's too important to me. They are not you. Could 당신 take a look at these? 당신 won't be disappointed.
You're art matters. It's what got me here.
당신 제출됨 my sketches to thud magazine. And they liked them didn't they? Maybe 당신 are ready, but you're just scared. I guess I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch. 또는 maybe just a tortured artist. Look, I don't need 당신 defending me and my work. I don't need 당신 analyzing it 또는 interpreting me either. And in fact, I'm pretty sure I don't need 당신 at all. Pretty sure? 당신 know, I would gladly erase my dad if it would bring back your mom. I wish I could change it for you. I didn't come here for 당신 tonight. Wow, 당신 made me a mix? Does this mean we're dating? I've wanted this for so long. Me too. And now we can have it. I want to have everything with you. I want it all. I want us.
And now we can't have it. I'm sorry. For what? All sorts of things.
Lucas, I made a mistake. When 당신 said 당신 wanted to be with me, I got scared and I pushed 당신 away, but the truth is, I want all the same things that 당신 want, I do. And I want them with you. Tracks 8 and 11? Totally you.
It didn't mean anything. It didn't? Of course it did. I feel it in my heart. Don't you? Yes.
I have to be with you. I'm with you, 당신 know that. I'll wait forever if I have to.
I was so afraid 당신 weren't going to wake up. What? And miss out on being with you?
I 사랑 to watch 당신 draw. I can't get 당신 out of my head. I wish we could fast 앞으로 these 다음 six months so we could just be together. It's better this way, right? Yeah.
I know how you’re into this whole 80's metal thing, so I got 당신 the first Tesla record. This is sweet. I got 당신 a high five. Do 당신 want it now 또는 later? Now's good. 당신 don't need to apologize, it's just for all the stuff that 당신 and I have been through... where my head and my heart were at, I couldn't have gone and slept with some stranger. Look, I just want to apologize again for not being a better person lately. I'm trying. I don't know what else to say. It's not what 당신 say, it's what 당신 do.
When was the last time we even had a conversation about something real? I just thought 당신 could use a friend. Yeah, I could use a friend, but 당신 don't qualify as that anymore. Whatever 당신 think, I really do care about you. You're a good friend. Well now, Bonnie and Clyde, I guess you're wondering why I called 당신 here. 의해 the way, remember when 당신 accused me of being a crappy friend? Yeah, I'm really sorry. No, 당신 were right. I don't ever want that to happen again, so if 당신 need anything, I'm around.
당신 look like 당신 need some chocolate. 당신 gave me the best mixtape I have. Even all the bad songs ain't so bad. I just wish there was so much 더 많이 than that, about me and you. Looks like it's just 당신 and me this summer.
Come on, let's get 당신 home. I can't be there alone. Will 당신 stay with me? I knew 당신 couldn't go a whole summer without doing something. Whatever. 당신 don't know me. I think I do.
It's always going to be there, isn't it? 당신 and me. So the whole summer and I still can't get use to that hair of yours. What? 당신 did yours last spring and mine actually looks good. Hey!
Sometimes all 당신 need is one. There's that look again. What look? I don't have a look. You're one of the few people that's actually been honest with me through this whole thing. 당신 should go. Yeah, we're both going. Painting while angry? That's original. Like cutting your hair. If I don't go, I never will and I need to. Will 당신 go? Sure. A promise is a promise. Besides, 당신 should be able to turn to me for help. I 사랑 being that guy for you. I guess I just needed help getting here. 당신 never needed my help.
The stars are crying for what we could have had.
Are 당신 drunk? Are 당신 wearing eye shadow? Working through the pain? Kinda. Everything is going to be alright, right? Yeah, it is. Don't live your life alone. Let us in.
Don't leave me, please. I'm gonna go block the entrance. We'll just hide, alright? Listen to me, I'm not leaving you. Nothing will happen to you, I promise. You're always saving me. Somebody's got to. If I say I love 당신 right now, will 당신 hold it against me? Come here. If I don't get her out of here, she's going to die. 당신 love me. Okay, that is so not fair. 당신 probably want to 키스 me again. Dude, shut up! If I told 당신 I love you, would 당신 hold it against me? Because I do. I know how 당신 are. I'm the same way. I love you, 당신 know that? I love 당신 too. Hey, 당신 look nice. And then there were two. Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds. It is an ever fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken. Love alters not with time’s brief hours and weeks, but bears it out even to the edge of doom.
She's A Runner? Billy Squier. And I am very impressed that 당신 have Billy Squier on your iTunes. Actually I think 당신 gave that to me. When was the last time we just hung out? Um, just the two of us? Probably the 일 we hid out in the 도서관, 라이브러리 and I got shot in the leg. 당신 think about that much? Everyday. I wish I could take that 일 back for your mom and Keith. Thanks for the sex. We all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the 음악 in the world. To remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you.
Give me your hand. 당신 know I use to watch you? When? Freshman year. Sophomore year. Both summers, actually. Stop it. What did 당신 watch? You're legs mostly. 당신 know, from up close they are a little chickeny. Shut up! But from where I was hiding, they were pretty awesome. I'm not sure that's a compliment. Oh it is, trust me. Look, on the contrary to what's written on your wall, people don't always leave. Last time I checked I'm still here. I would never cut 당신 out of my life. I'm just trying to watch out for you. I know that and I thank you. 당신 were right. I'm sorry I doubted you. Whoa! Is this your way of thanking me? It's okay, I'm here. I thought I'd try and paint the shadows away. It's who I am and 당신 need to be who 당신 are. Can I stay? Sure. Life comes rushing at 당신 from out of the darkness, when it does... is there someone in your life 당신 can count on? Someone who will watch over 당신 when 당신 stumble and fall? And in that moment, give 당신 the strength to face your fears alone? I love you, Lucas. I love 당신 too. 당신 don't understand. I've been holding this in for a really long time. I just need 당신 to know, I love you... I'm in love with you.
Nice shot. Nice legs. They're a little chickeny. Well, I'll be seein ya. Hey, Peyton. It's you. What? When all my dreams come true... the one I want 다음 to me. It's you. It's you, Peyton.
당신 know my girlfriend Peyton, right? 의해 the way, I forgot how much of a good kisser 당신 are. Well, maybe 당신 should come 의해 later and I'll remind 당신 for a few hours. I'd like that. This is good isn't it? Us. It's perfect.
You're always saving me. Please, let me find a way to save you. I have to go back. I never told Peyton I love her. I want to go back. Last time we kissed was so damn good I collapsed. The last time we kissed 당신 had a 심장 attack. And I didn't die. I couldn't die. Do 당신 know why? Because I had to come back and look into those green eyes of yours and tell 당신 I love you. No matter how long it takes I'll wait for you. I think we waited long enough.
Peyton, 당신 look amazing. I can't wait till class is over so I can look at those green eyes and 키스 your perfect lips. Happy looks good on you. Peyton is the best thing I have in my life. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her. Likewise. This is the best cookie I've ever had.
Pretty please with me on top. What do 당신 want now? I want what 당신 wanted. I want everything with you. I'd do anything for you.
I really love you. I love 당신 too. I promise. Poof. Poof? Poof! You're destined for greatness and we both know that. No matter what happens to either one of us, 당신 will always be in my heart. Just let me hold 당신 for a couple 더 많이 minutes. That's what's going to fix me.
I'm going to love 당신 forever.
Chapter three. Peyton Sawyer is destined for greatness. Actually she's already great, because Peyton Sawyer has a thing called integrity. And nothing and no one is ever going to change that.
How long has it been? Two years. No, it's been longer than that. Luke, I missed you.
So 당신 couldn't change the world from Los Angeles. Change it here. I know 당신 can do it and so do you. Do 당신 remember what 당신 said that night when 당신 first entered the gym? Your art matters. It's what got me here. Yeah, it's like 당신 touched my soul and a few days 이전 I was ready to quit again, but 당신 saved me with the words 당신 wrote about me in your novel. So if your struggling 글쓰기 the 다음 one 당신 should know that your art matters Lucas. It's what got me here.
We had a relationship. We can't pretend that we didn't. But before that we were really close friends. There's no reason we can't have that again, right? Right. Peyton, I love 당신 and I want us to be together forever. Luke, wait okay. I know it's a bit sudden, but yesterday was a great day. And I'm sitting on the bus and I realize that none of my great days in my life matter without you. You're the one I want 다음 to me when my dreams come true. You're the one I want 다음 to me if they don't. As long as I have 당신 nothing else matters. I am not saying no, I am saying not now. I want to marry 당신 someday.
I went 의해 my old house. There's a teenage girl living there now. She showed me my closet door and 당신 know what that said? Lucas and Peyton, True 사랑 Always. Always Lucas, that's what we were supposed to have. Let me tell 당신 how 당신 get "always" Peyton... when a man asks 당신 to marry him, 당신 say yes. I never said no! I said that I loved 당신 and that I did wanna marry 당신 someday.
I moved on. Why haven't you? Cause I should have said yes. I was young, and I was scared, and I did not realize that 의해 saying I wasn't ready it would mean that we would never be together again. Had I known that, I would have said yes. I miss 당신 every day. And I have told everyone here that I didn't come back for you, but I did. Of course I did. I still love 당신 Lucas. 당신 still love me, don't you?
Suddenly it was as if the roar of the crowd, and the cheers of my team mates were all sounding from a thousand miles away, and what remained in that bizarre muffled silence was only Peyton, the girl whose art and passion and beauty had changed my life. In that moment, my triumph was not a state championship, but simple clarity. The realization that we'd always been meant for each other and every instinct to the contrary had simply been a denial of the following truth; I was now and always would be in love with Peyton Sawyer. Look me in the eye and tell me that, that 키스 did not feel exactly the same as it felt three years ago.
I was reminded today in a roundabout way that the most perfect act of 사랑 is sacrifice. It's what Keith did for Karen... burying his feelings for her for all those years so he could be a good friend. I love 당신 Lucas. I think I have since the first moment we locked eyes and it is going to suck, but if what 당신 want is for me to let go, then I'm gonna do it. Be happy Luke. I want that with all my heart.
It was 더 많이 than just a comet because of what it brought to his life; direction, beauty, meaning. There are many who couldn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart that someday it would return to him, and his world would be whole again... and his belief in God and love and art would be reawakened in his heart.
I come in here and I sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be, and so I wish for patience, and grace, and the strength to just let him be happy. Mostly, I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part, letting go, 당신 know? That's the part of grace that just really sucks. Make a wish, place it in your heart. Anything 당신 want, everything 당신 want. Do 당신 have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. 당신 never know where the 다음 miracle will come from, the 다음 smile, the 다음 wish come true. But if 당신 believe that it's right around the corner and 당신 open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it... 당신 just may get the thing you're wishing for.
I don't blame you, Peyton. I hate you. Peyton Sawyer will become Peyton Scott.
The 일 당신 start thinking that 사랑 is overrated is the 일 that you're wrong. I don't hate you. I remember the first time I ever saw you; all skinny arms and 라푼젤 mess of hair. It was hard letting 당신 go, Peyton. It was hard losing 당신 and it was hard seeing 당신 again. It's still really hard. I know. While I'm asleep I have this dream where we're back in that hotel room in LA and 당신 propose to me; and every single time I say yes. It's just a dream right? It's my dream. To all those 로스트 souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love.
Our Mixtape.♫
(thanks to ritergrl (S!<3), Laurencia7, yourartmatters!)
1. Maybe Tomorrow - Sterephonics
2. Mixtape - Butch Walker
3. 당신 Found Me - Kelly Clarkson
4. She's No 당신 - Jessie McCartney
5. Absolutely (Story Of A Girl) - Nine Days
6. 사랑 Will Come Through - Travis
7. We Might As Well be Strangers - Keane
8. Hanging 의해 a Moment - Lifehouse
9. 당신 and Me - Lifehouse
10. Why Can't I - Liz Phair
11. Forgive and Forget - The Get Up Kids
12. This is the Last Time - Keane
13. Comfortable - John Mayer
14. Back to 당신 - John Mayer
15. Shimmer - Fuel
16. A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
17. Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne
18. Whatever it Takes - The Faders
19. Fix 당신 - 콜드플레이
20. On 불, 화재 - Switchfoot
21. If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield
22. I Want to Save 당신 - Something Corporate
23. Complicated - Carolyn Dawn Johnson
24. Come On - Ben Jelen
25. Lonely September - The Plain White T's
26. Ever The Same - Rob Thomas
27. Alway On Your Side - Sheryl 까마귀 and Sting
28. Don't Forget About Us - Mariah Carey
29: The Mix-Tape - Jack's Mannequin
30: Halo - Haley James Scott aka Bethany Joy Galeotti
31. Nothing Else Matters - Metallica
32. Never Tear Us Apart - INXS
33. With 또는 Without 당신 - U2
34. Layla - Eric Clapton
35. 벨 Bottom Blues - Eric Clapton
36. She Loves 당신 - The Beatles
37. 앤젤 - Aerosmith
38. Don't Wanna Miss a Thing - Aerosmith
39. Ten Years Gone - Led Zeppelin
40. 사랑 Song - The Cure
41. Coming to terms
42. Everything we had - The academy is
43. Feel This - Haley James Scott
