“Johnny.” 당신 shake him. “Johnny.
He mumbles, half asleep. “What? It’s 2 in the morning.”
“I want some tacos. With bacon. And maybe some 초콜릿 sauce.”
“What the hell.” He laughs. “What does this baby like to eat?”
“Apparently tacos with 베이컨 and 초콜릿 sauce.” 당신 say.
“Well, I’ll go make the baby some tacos.” He says, getting out of the 침대 in his boxers.
“Don’t forget the 초콜릿 sauce!” 당신 yell after him as 당신 rub your belly.
Oh God how was I going to say this.
The rest of my life depended on this.
She was just perfect. In every way possible. She was beautiful. Kind. Sweet. Funny. Understanding. Just (Y/N).
And I needed to tell her.
Tell her how much I needed her, wanted her, and had to have her. It was a feeling beyond comprehension. It was love.
I needed to tell her I loved her.
So here I am, sitting in the lot, looking at the stars with (Y/N). Doing something I 사랑 with the one I love.
I look over at her, her eyes gleaming from the light of the fire.
“(Y/N)?” I ask as I grab her hand.
“Yeah?” She turns to face me.
“I-I think…” I start.
“Just say it,” she smiles.
“I 사랑 you.” I blurt out.
She looks surprised for a second. But then she grins.
“I 사랑 당신 too.”
About a week 이전 I was 읽기 " The Outsiders " for the millionth time and for the first time had not started to cry but a few pages from the end i burst into tears and took forever to stop. Everytime without fail, I cry when 읽기 the book.
And i just thought it was amazing that someone could feel so connected to a character 또는 characters that they get emotional about what happens to them in books. I feel so emotional when 읽기 about Johnnys short un-happy life and think how unfair it was for him. Not wanted 또는 appreciated 의해 his parents and constantly in fear of what his father would do to him were the thoughts coming to him on his death bed. S.E Hinton is an incredible Authour as her characters are so real and vivid in peoples minds. What are your thoughts?
And i just thought it was amazing that someone could feel so connected to a character 또는 characters that they get emotional about what happens to them in books. I feel so emotional when 읽기 about Johnnys short un-happy life and think how unfair it was for him. Not wanted 또는 appreciated 의해 his parents and constantly in fear of what his father would do to him were the thoughts coming to him on his death bed. S.E Hinton is an incredible Authour as her characters are so real and vivid in peoples minds. What are your thoughts?
I had it all ready.
My parents wouldn’t care.
It would be a blessing for me to be gone.
I take a deep breath and take a final look in the mirror. My dark skin. Even darker eyes. The black hair I could never keep back. The scar on my cheek.
I run a hand through my hair, exhale, and open the mirror to see the different bottles of pills glaring at me; tempting me.
It would hurt the least. Less than the blade. But it might take longer. The rope would be quicker.
I reach for a bottle, twist the cap, and pour a few pills in my hand. I take another bottle and do the same.
I take a look at the drugs in my hand. I sigh, tilt my head back, and drop the pills in my mouth.
“JOHNNY!” I heard my drunk mother screech.
I spit the pills back into my hands.
I wouldn’t do this in front of my mother. Even though she was awful, she still is my mom. Im still her son.
My parents wouldn’t care.
It would be a blessing for me to be gone.
I take a deep breath and take a final look in the mirror. My dark skin. Even darker eyes. The black hair I could never keep back. The scar on my cheek.
I run a hand through my hair, exhale, and open the mirror to see the different bottles of pills glaring at me; tempting me.
It would hurt the least. Less than the blade. But it might take longer. The rope would be quicker.
I reach for a bottle, twist the cap, and pour a few pills in my hand. I take another bottle and do the same.
I take a look at the drugs in my hand. I sigh, tilt my head back, and drop the pills in my mouth.
“JOHNNY!” I heard my drunk mother screech.
I spit the pills back into my hands.
I wouldn’t do this in front of my mother. Even though she was awful, she still is my mom. Im still her son.
The Outsiders has some great life lessons in it and I take them to 심장 so here they are...
Darry: He has taught me that even though sometimes someone can seem mean doesn't mean they don't 사랑 you.
Two-Bit: Has taught me to take and make a joke.
Sodapop: Has taught me that 당신 can be drunk on just plain living.
Dally: Has taught me to be tough and 당신 won't get hurt.
Steve: Has taught me that 당신 should always stick 의해 your buddies.
Ponyboy: Has taught me that things are rough all over and to notice the beauty around me.
Last but not least Johnny. Johnny? Well he told me to Stay Gold:)
Darry: He has taught me that even though sometimes someone can seem mean doesn't mean they don't 사랑 you.
Two-Bit: Has taught me to take and make a joke.
Sodapop: Has taught me that 당신 can be drunk on just plain living.
Dally: Has taught me to be tough and 당신 won't get hurt.
Steve: Has taught me that 당신 should always stick 의해 your buddies.
Ponyboy: Has taught me that things are rough all over and to notice the beauty around me.
Last but not least Johnny. Johnny? Well he told me to Stay Gold:)
“Johnny?” 당신 ask. 당신 were sitting on his lap in the lot.
“Yeah?” He asks, absentmindedly playing with your hair.
“Would 당신 ever leave me?” 당신 whisper.
He sorta turns your body to face him. 당신 see the emotions in his eyes.
“I would never, ever leave you, until the 일 I die. Even if 당신 ended up with someone else, I’d still always be here. I’d catch 당신 when 당신 fall. Not only catch you, but put 당신 back up where 당신 started and help 당신 along the way. I would never leave you, even in a burning building. I 사랑 you.”