당신 rush past me
long brown curls flying
face down
body boed
i frown
i get up and follow see 당신 sprawled on the 침상, 소파 in your dressing room
as i scoop 당신 up in my arms
your face
pressing into my chest
as 당신 cuddle closer to me
like a child
my voice questioning softly
"what's wrong?"
your voice replying
as it cracks
as tears fall from your eyes
perfect spheres
splashing down
from dark 초콜릿 brown irisis
"he cheated on me"
my arms tighten around your fragile form
as 당신 whimper out another confession
gleaming white teeth softly nibbling onto yor 담홍색, 핑크 딸기 glossed lips
"i...i think i loved him"
can 당신 hear my 심장 breaking as 당신 said those words
당신 loved him
not me
I'm just the friend
older brother
always there for you
but never the way i wanted it to be
your protector
but not your lover
a tear of my own falls down from my eye
당신 raise your head
as 당신 run a delicate finger along my face
feeling the wet streak it left behind
당신 whisper my name
"joseph..."
당신 ask softly
"are 당신 okay?"
i won't be ok
as long your hurt
as long 당신 사랑 him
당신 lean closer
concern temporarily masking the pain in your eyes
as 당신 repeat my name and question
"joe...are 당신 okay?"
a sweet scent of apples wafts towards me
distracting me from your words
your perfume
my pulse beats faster
my 심장 beating like a drum
your hand still lying on my cheek
당신 lean closer still
and around 당신 my hands curl into fists
fighting off the temptation
to tell 당신 how i feel
with one simple gesture
a kiss
당신 lean your forehead against mine
a curl slipping down
as your thumb slowly moves over my tear stained cheek
as your own tears fall on my lap
your name escapes my lips
a soft murmer
your thin fragile arms 덮개, 랩 around me
trying to comfort on the tattered couch
black pillows resting around us
so different from the two broken children on it
mourning for what they can't have