It was midnight when 당신 decided to stood up from your bed. You’ve been toss and turning for about an 시간 now and sleep hasn’t been part of the plan of your neurons in your brain. 당신 walked down the hall only to find peace just 의해 looking at a door at the end of the lonely pavement, a feeling you’ve been trying to find for several days now. 당신 limped towards the doorknob, making sure not to disturb anyone near you. 당신 stopped, knowing the woman behind the door might not want and need you. It took 당신 a couple of 분 before 당신 set yourself that this will be the night that will change everything both of 당신 shared.

Your breath was caught up 의해 the view in front of you. She’s there. Silently seated with a book wide open to further add the knowledge 당신 undeniably admire. “Hi,” she greeted as her head turned to look at you. Her eyes almost lifted your soul out of your body and it was surprising that 당신 could still respond with her greeting and was able to stand in front of her after she did the same. Her eyes were speaking words like yours, words that were ought to be said since the 일 당신 met but both of 당신 were coward enough to admit. As the adage goes, “eyes never lie” indeed it never do because tonight no speech is needed to proclaim how 당신 and her wanted this moment to go on since those stares you’re currently exchanging, 사랑 is in the air.

당신 hate melodramatic moments but still 당신 found yourself saying, “I 사랑 you.” She didn’t say anything in return. Suddenly, fear ran down your veins as the image of what 당신 hallucinated about the two of 당신 began to flashed in your eyes. You’re afraid she finally knew about it and worst thing, her leaving you, might happen but it was snapped away when she palmed your neck just like what she did, in your hallucination, a 일 before 당신 got in Mayfield.
“I know 당신 do,” she said with a smile, “and I do 사랑 당신 too.”

당신 gave out your most genuine smile as 당신 slowly leaned down to 키스 her. Her eyes were locked on your lips that only met Vicodin for years before she closed it as 당신 did with yours to savor the moment you’ve been waiting for. Lips and tongue finally collided before it resides in the mouth of the other. The first contact brought sparks to your groin region and 당신 could tell she felt your erection the moment she gasped under your breath. Your loose hands slowly ran down on her back that only pulled her closer. There were no moments of separation except when 당신 two tilted your heads the other way for the comfort of your tongues while her hands were playfully roaming behind your back.

The hallucination was reenacted. 당신 pulled her blazer off as she bit your bottom lip; her 셔츠 was being pull up and your rough hands finally meet her bare soft skin. Little did 당신 know, 당신 were moaning too while she discard your 셔츠 to meet her garments on the floor. Pants and 느슨한 바지, 바지 were undone before 당신 heavily, but carefully, pushed her on the nearest 침상, 소파 as possible. The heat was so intense that 당신 went directly to lick her now exposed clit as she twisted her body in pleasure with hands rubbing your cock up and down.

당신 don’t know what you’re hurrying up to 또는 why, maybe it’s because of the longing 당신 had for her. With a glint in her eyes, 당신 know she wanted 당신 too, in fact, she needed you. It was a cue that made 당신 stayed between her legs, to finally push almost all yourself in…which 당신 did.
Her head was thrown back as 당신 enjoyed the feeling of tightness surrounding 당신 at the bottom. 당신 looked at her, eyes were shut, sweats running down like drizzle, nipples swelled and abdomen contracted. 당신 can’t deny, 당신 사랑 the view. Your tongue met her throat where 당신 felt her larynx vibrate while every moan was released as 당신 lick down to one of her nipples. 당신 latched, teased it just the way 당신 know she likes while 당신 hip was moving in a slow, fast, slow motion like it has its own mind to do so.
God, Cuddy, damn 당신 for feeling so good, 당신 thought, damn you. 당신 buried your face on her shoulder as the thrusting goes on. Your panting brought her smell in your nose. Her smell, is so Cuddy that 당신 would want to have her close to 당신 every single 분 of your life after this. The familiar shape of her curves that were just ones before your eyes are now under your palm that seemed to stay in your hand lines forever.

당신 know 당신 can’t hold on no longer as 당신 open your eyes to look at her and knowing 당신 were the one who cause her 주스 to flow down, it almost brought 당신 to your own release. She tightened around 당신 as your name came out of her mouth, begging 당신 to slow down 또는 she’ll burst but 당신 didn’t follow. It took another five thrust before she felt your own seeds swimming inside and 당신 collapsed on 상단, 맨 위로 of her with head landing back on her shoulder. Heavy breathing owned the room as 당신 felt your cock slowly softening inside.
“House,” she uttered after she calmed down before 당신 lifted your head to look at her and your eyes widened the moment your stare landed on her face.
Maybe it’s just 당신 또는 maybe it’s every man’s experience, that post-orgasmic phase not only let 당신 meet your 침대 at once but it also wakens 당신 up to what reality really held 당신 at, either way it sucks. “Audrey?” 당신 uttered the name 당신 couldn’t even think 당신 could. 당신 pulled out as the thought of having sex with Cuddy was also being pulled out from your being.

Audrey looked at 당신 with such confuse looks that 당신 can’t even looked back at her unlike what 당신 did earlier as 당신 pulled your boxers, trousers and pants on again. 당신 first stammered knowing another mistake was brought up in your life’s list, “I’m so sorry,” was all 당신 could say.
당신 hate to admit it but 당신 knew 당신 only used Audrey to satisfy your sexual and emotional yearning for the woman 당신 사랑 but nobody could blame you, 당신 thought she was Cuddy at the first place. The smell, the shape of her curves, the breasts 당신 held was actually wasn’t her. Maybe it’s your default 설명 of a woman that made 당신 think it was Cuddy before you.

She tried to convince 당신 it was okay but for you, it was a sin (for the first time in your life, sex was a sin in you). 당신 repeated the words, “I’m sorry” for about three times 더 많이 until she figured out what was really in your head. 당신 ran away towards the door hoping this thing could also run away as easy as that. The door was close tightly behind 당신 and there 당신 started to hear sobs. 당신 knew 당신 hurt Audrey but her tears and the sex can not and will never be the reason to replace the woman 당신 really are in 사랑 with.